Copyright (C) Anthony William Johns. Years 2002 To 2009.
34 Bishops Hill. Ipswich. Suffolk. IP3 8EN.
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mental state again and now feels that religion and science will
take this life-form forward to eternal life.
Note.
This log has been going on for 13 years. Over this period of time the
author has been almost daily sexually profiled virtually where ever he
goes in Ipswich for political reason. The effect of this is horrendous,
this causes displayed lewd behaviour as chronicled below.
The mental impairment caused by the realisation of many resultant
false positives that are realised by the author: this causes all
sorts of phobias and changed sexual interests to appear, the not
looking at faces and looking down at female breasts, looking down
at men's lower parts, the being attracted to the backs of heads of
people, and the backs and bottoms of people.
This mental impairment, the brain sees as adult abuse, also drives
sexual interest down to children. This has only ever caused self
masturbation by the author if pubescent children have offered him
sex. The Author has no interest in having sex with children.
This will never happen.
There is reference to the bad police in some parts of this diary,
there are good honest police officers and corrupt very bad
officers. Bad police officers will do anything for money, some will
do unlawful things like planting drugs or planting child porn on
computers to remove a political enemy: anything to get up that
ladder.
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A.W.JOHNS, RECORDED DELIVERY
34 BISHOPS HILL,
IPSWICH,
SUFFOLK, DW 6947 5374 5GB
IP38EN.
DATED 03 07 2009
REF 1. \09\0946.TXT
REF 2. http://www.ipswichswimmingpools.com/5-part15.htm
Suffolk Constabulary,
Police Headquarters,
Martlesham Heath,
Ipswich,
Suffolk,
IP5 3QS.
SUBJECT. ATTEMPTED MURDER.
Dear Sirs,
Note. This letter compiled fast, poorly written, because it is
interfering with my work: that is a lot more important to me.
I have been harassed by sexual testing for 13 years virtually in
every shop that I enter because of an uncontrollable display of
lewd behaviour: that fortunately, is currently slowly
rescinding. Most of this testing is done by shop staff.
Recently, this testing has been more prevalent in the Tesco shop in
Duke Street, controlled by a security guard, that is more a bouncer
that takes delight as a showman in highlighting to others my mental
imperfections.
From: Anthony Johns
To: headquarters@suffolk.pnn.police.uk
Subject: Murder.
Date: Thu, 02 Jul 2009 18:00:14 +0100
Hi, I imagine you do not want another murder in town, although you might
welcome this one as I am trouble to everybody. Hopefully, this will soon
change.
I will send you a letter tomorrow filing a complaint and in my
assessment the best way to resolve this without further confrontation
with the people concerned.
The details of which I feel was the attempted murder of me are published
75% down the page of the diary last Sunday and Monday. 28TH -on the
following link. Thanks. Anthony Johns. T 281769
http://www.ipswichswimmingpools.com/5-part15.htm
End pasted E-mail.
Details from web page on line diary pasted below.
Sunday. 28TH June. 2009.
In a time not recorded, believed to be in the evening, I went to the
local Tesco shop. The guy, the bouncer, that usually sets up silly
tests was there. As I walked through the store to leave, there was
a woman standing to the right of me near
the window half way along
the gang way. I deliberately ignored her as I walked towards her
and passed her. The bouncer was
standing near the far wall, he
turned to a man and said he completely ignored her. I think he
actually said he ignored (
Name, Wife, ) naming the man and
indicating that this was his wife.
As I walked past this woman without looking at her, I said Dead,
Dead, Dead, Indicating that I was sexually dead. The
woman must
have been a good really looker, and I had completely blanked her.
Presumably the woman's husband is another
bouncer. There was no
intention to frighten this woman, I think this did frighten her, I
now realise that she thought that this was a personal threat. This
frightened her, and that what I said certainly was not meant to
frighten : it reallycould not be understood in any other way.
Monday 29TH June. 2009. 8 P.M.
In Lower Brook Street two men got out of a car behind me. The big
man had a large sports bag. I heard him unzip it behind me, I
immediately crossed the road, looked back at the men, the large man
30? was pulling something heavy out of the bag. He said no, he's
seen us, the thin man aged 25? walked in to the opening of the VAT
office then walked back, they both walked back to their car. Both
men were 5 Feet 6 To 5 Feet 8 inches tall. One of the men I felt
was built like a bouncer.
I walked on, the men did not follow.
I thank you,
I am,
Yours Sincerely,
Anthony W. Johns.
Notes.
By the middle of June 2009 I had periods where I was sexually
dead, I considered that perhaps the psychology of the testing was
to achieve this: and could a person such as myself be programmed
to death with such a lack of sexual drive with constant abuse,
with destroyed friends and relatives support, this destroying the
will to live. Losing the will to live, the person will soon
disease and die, or commit suicide.
In previous parts, the pattern that has now built up, it can be
seen how I have been made mentally unstable by continuous sexual
profiling and harassment for 13 years that I felt was a
competition between two government agencies. This has caused
retaliation against government agencies, at times, in a very
stupid fashion. This induced mental state, and the paranoid wish
to prove this harassment from government agencies now takes a
different turn.
I sent a letter to the CEO of Suffolk County Council to annoy and
ridicule and disgust this woman. This woman, another heavy drain
on the tax payers in wages and retirement benefit. This letter
disclosed my sexual interests, predominantly female that also
includes children at a lower sexual interest rate. This interest
not causing sexual fantasy: unless offered sex by a child. And
also, I have no interest in sexualising a child.
I expected forensic tests to be set up, and I decided to fail
them for three reasons. 1. The registration of a dominant sexual
interest in children, I would try to search this data out
under the Freedom Of Information Act: and in many other
undisclosed ways. After failing the tests I then realised that
such data would probably be on passports and ID cards.
Realising this disappointed me and made me depressed and angry.
2. I hoped this would at last get rid of the profilers. Doing
this sort of action on impulse is the pattern that has built up
for 13 years because of this harassment. 3. Such activity I felt
would reduce the induced phobias. Unfortunately, two events
have happened recently locally that has increased public
anger at sex offenders and people assessed as a sex risk by the
general public through sexual testing.
1. A 9 year old girl was kidnapped. 2. A boy child was
approached for sex in the park near my house. This was at an
entrance, the entrance could have been the one near my house.
The amateurs, many on the dole, untidy, stupid and aggressive,
are now setting up sexual tests often in a poor manner.
This activity caused an attempt on my life.
The attempt on my life has caused me to publish what I failed
the tests for, and why there was an attempt on my life, and by
in my assessment who was involved in this: and what led up to
it. The disappointing thing is I was intending to switch off
looking at children at the end of the month. Hoping to kill
off completely sexual interests.
At the start of the month, interest in the colours white red
and black approx all equal, sex drive fairly high.
Rough Estimate.
Men 20%
Women 65%
Children under 16 10%
Men and children taboo.
No interest in sexualising children
or having sex with men.
Tests
In the following list of tests dates and notes, as shown below, the
data is sometimes added off the receipts to date stamp the shop and
the time. The Tesco shop reference is the shop in Duke Street near my
house.
Wednesday. 3RD June. 2009.
Tesco. Woman served me aged 30? 03 06 09 15:37 5603 001 6005 5317
Inside, door woman, ignored her, two children in shop, I ignored
them, felt they were tests. The bouncer went and looked at the
monitor out the back to see if I was looking at the children.
Wednesday. 3RD June. 2009.
Sainsbury's CO216 #0189 15:53:02 3JUN2009 S00755 R016
Test with pink clad child aged 9, on first till, pony tail, back
facing, no sexual interest, spotter said OK.
Wednesday. 3RD June. 2009.
Library. 5PM. Test near door, back facing woman as I left. Spotter
said no.
Wednesday. 3RD June. 2009.
Tesco. 3 06 09 20:31 5603 071 9071 5713
Bouncer black girl 20 pony tail, looked for 0.80 second, slight
sexual attraction. Bouncer with camera looking at the picture, said
yes, look, and then walked towards the girl and her boyfriend to show
them. Machine Payment. Note. I like black slim women.
Thursday. 4TH June. 2009.
04 06 09 Thursday. Bishops Hill. 5:45 two men walked towards me with
a boy, I ignored all of them.
Ipswich Dock, Customs House, woman, blond pony tail walked out of
the customs house turned in front of me and walked in front of me.
I looked at the back of her head for about 0.5 second and then
got ahead her, not looking at her, The spotter was immediately
ahead, just round the corner.
At the VAT office in Lower Brook Street there was a group of teenagers
on the opposite side of the road aged 14? short skirts, attractive,
I ignored them, later, I saw the girls in town, I came up behind them.
one of them I was attracted to, so were other men. I walked past them
without looking at them. When I got ahead they shouted, he's a queer,
indicating that I did not look at them.
In Sainsbury's, no tests that I could see.
Polling station. youngsters in polling area, full of children 3 - 8
years old, no sexual interest, Never seen before. The official said
dead. Thanks Honest.
Friday. 5TH June. 2009.
3PM. A man with a woman on docks photographed me.
Coop Chemists, failed test, looked at breasts of the shop woman that
served me, the manager was the spotter.
Monday. 8TH June. 2009.
Test Daughter Dianne 2:30PM near Sainsbury's, Pink top,
did not know it was her, looked at breasts first then face. Spoke for
a while. No sexual interest in her.
Tuesday. 9TH June. 2009.
Tesco's 15:58
Many tests in store with children, ignored
all these. A woman bent down near me, I held my nose, obviously, not
looking at her I was stitched up by a shop staff female who said yes
indicating that I looked at the woman. The bouncer went off to check
the video of my visit, no doubt he came back and agreed with
the woman shop staff member to further stitch me up.
No tests in Sainsbury's this day.
This day published the Tesco's page and published updated home page and
Booty pages on the ipswichswimmingpools.com web site.
Saturday. 13TH June. 2009.
Ipswich Dock. 13:00
As I walked along the dock approaching the old customs house there was
a flat chested pink clad girl aged 12? standing back against the wall
of the customs house, I looked at her, I knew this was a test, I
deliberately failed it to try to get rid of the profilers again.
There was no sexual interest.
There was group of about 25 young children sitting on the steps of
the customs house aged 5? a man sitting behind them said wanker.
Another group of children same as a week or so ago, interesting, the
authorities are doing all they can to discredit me.
13:12 As I approached the exit in Sainsbury's there was a pink clad
woman, large breasts, aged 35? I deliberately ogled her hopefully to
screw her head up, her thinking that I would fantasise about her. I
knew this was the corresponding adult test, I deliberately failed
this corresponding test, I hoped that this would get rid of the
profilers.
At Tesco's 14:24
Black clad shorts man at check out machine, no sexual interest. There
was a boy aged 11? that walked towards the exit in front of me. There
was no sexual interest, both these events assessed as tests.
At Tesco's 19:18.
Having published the Tesco's page a few days earlier, I did not expect
a test near Tesco's, however there was a test outside the shop with
a red clad pony tail back facing slim man at the bus stop. He was 30
yards from me, I looked for a second, surprised at this. I did not
expect any more testing in or near this shop. There was no sexual
interest, the oriental photographer quickly moved away, the whole
thing was over in a second.
Tuesday. 16TH June. 2009.
14:56.
Sainsbury's. As I turned from the milk display isle left to the till
area I was confronted by a boy child 4? back facing, was it a test? I
looked, there was a slight sexual interest. There were three women
staff close to the child, they said yes, indicating that I had looked,
they repeated yes, honestly, to a back facing woman with a child. This
caused a lot of psychological damage to me. Recently, the psychological
damage from adults has caused this slight boy child interest to develop.
No Way would I ever sexualise a child.
16 June 15:00.
I had been reading in Christchurch Park, there were some teenage girl
children nearby, I was certainly not heavily sexually aroused by these
girls, however, there was low level sexual interest as normal for a
single male knowing that a high percentage of these girls would be
sexually active. As I got up from sitting on the grass I looked across
to the girls for about a second. As I walked away a man checked his
cameraphone, presumably to see if he had caught me briefly looking
at the group. I felt this was for evidence as well as harassment
purpose.
I6TH - 19TH June. 2009.
More depressed than ever at deliberately failing tests to
get rid of the profilers that I now realise has probably destroyed
my credibility further. Woke up today 19Th very depressed, with
thoughts of killing people, this depression combined with anger,
this is very disappointing. However, I started work and listened to
my new design amplifier under test. This lifted the depression quite
a bit. The thoughts of killing and anger soon went.
Friday 19TH June. 2009.
I went in to town and walked around shopping, no tests. No abuse. I
felt quite happy, the depression, anger, retaliation thoughts have
gone, I returned home at 2:15PM. I am quite happy.
19 June 2009. 6PM
As I walked along the dock near the river, there was the usual tests,
a white clad woman aged 30? walked towards me. I deliberately looked
at her, she held her nose, so I held my nose in retaliation. Further
on there was another woman and her partner and two young children
walking towards me. The woman and the children were nearest, I looked
at the woman briefly, I had to look at the children to avoid them, the
woman held her nose, I held my nose in retaliation.
In town in Upper Brook Street there was a group of black clad men on
the path in front of me to my right and a large white clad short
blond hair back facing woman near the men. I briefly looked at the
back of her head. There was a slight sexual attraction. The men said
he is a pervert. I deliberately set out to annoy people, there is
always tests.
I know they are trying to block me looking, however, I am alone, and
I am not prepared to kill the overt sex drive these people have
produced. Is this a way to program such people as me perverted by this
society to death, take away their will to live? I think the answer
to this is yes.
Anger and retaliation, and deliberately looking at women to annoy
them has reduced sex drive. At times I am now now a woman hater. I
feel this periodic hatred will eventually rescind. I hope so. The
induced hatred and anger towards women has reduced my sex drive.
Tuesday. 20TH June. 2009.
13:12 Tesco's usual tests outside, and inside. Ignored all, held
nose to the people outside.
13:31 Sainsbury's. Shortest less shopping queue, unfortunately there
was a
young blond haired pony tail teenager aged 13? This girl did not
sexually arouse me, she was pretty, petite, short spotlessly clean,
she looked a child from a quality home. She was replaced by a Knight
a boy aged 15, as I got near her. I did not look at her, teenage
attraction is dropping, thankfully. There would have been a higher
attraction for black pony tail, black attire for this age child,
although this is becoming less. Again, Thankfully.
4PM. I caught the bus home, a teenage girl dark skinned, I felt she
knew me, may be from my internet publications, she stood near me, and
could not make her mind up whether to sit near me, her mother called
for this girl to sit with her. This incident was unusual. There was a
lot less sexual interest in this girl. Good.
6PM. Listened to Lana Miles Track 3. The sound quality on my new
design amp is unbelievable. I have never heard such quality from this
CD track. The quality stunned me. Considering that I am aged 63, and
my hearing must have deteriorated in the last 20 years. The last time
I was so impressed by sound quality was 20 years ago listening to
electrostatic loudspeakers at a hi-fi show.
7PM.
Not to be published? This paragraph published by mistake, too late,
has to stay published. I forced myself to masturbate to see if
sexual drive had gone, started with teenage girls black stockings and
moved on to Hayley. Most of face image and hair style was re:created
achieved high orgasm rate. I masturbated last week fantasising about
Hayley. My brain is pointing me towards her, I need to link up with
her. I was pleased sex drive was not dead, Felt good went out for a
walk.
8PM On Bishops Hill an Indian couple aged 30 came towards me, the
woman held her nose as she approached, I equally held my nose until
they were past me. Docks. Red clad boy child near seated area looked
away, phobia, no sexual interest 2ND time today, ( Man Tesco's ) no
sexual interests 3RD time recently. Had a good walk, felt good upon
my return home.
Sunday. 21ST June. 2009.
11AM Ipswich Library, test on exit, I was attracted to the black short
hair, ( straight, to her shoulders ). on a back facing seated woman
aged 25? The ethnic fat girl was the spotter. Upset me a bit, normal
daily harassment. Note. The psychological damage lately has caused
an interest in the backs of females and backs of females heads to
return, this is not as bad yet as it has been at times in the past.
12AM I went to see Dianne, my granddaughter was present, not very
friendly. I took Dianne a set of headphones that I promised her. This
was fathers day, to my surprise there was cards from my daughter and
my grandchildren. My Daughter gave me 20 pounds, she knows that I
do not like her prostitution. I felt she gave me the money to see if
I would accept it. I readily accepted it as very small part
compensation for the way she treated me. Thanks.
My daughter said she had not had a reply from my sister or a birthday
card. I lied and said that I had not discussed this with my sister.
My sister does not not want to know my daughter. I discussed this
giving of cards and presents with my sister, My sister thought the
same as I did, that my daughter was trying to get back with my sister.
5PM Tests set up as usual in front of Ipswich University College, white
clad woman that I looked at, black clad man, black vest, aged 25, No
sexual interest.
Monday. 22ND June. 2009.
3:45 PM.
Ipswich Library, several tests, amateurs, no failures, stitch up on
stairs, kids said I looked at a black clad man. Test in Wilkinson's,
black clad child aged 3? crouching as I turned, no sexual interest.
College, slim black clad woman, pony tail, another test, I
deliberately looked, she was not a bad looker.
Thursday. 25TH June. 2009.
Usual tests along docks, I deliberately ogled them all. For a week
one of the neighbours, an idiot, has been playing Busted by Busted,
one song where it is repeated The Whole World Is Laughing At You,
another, you're a wanker. My house is bugged so I started singing the
whole world is laughing at Ipswich, repeating this again and again.
The music stopped for a while.
Saturday. 27TH June. 2009. 3PM.
Child on dock, aged 9? pink clad, was leaning over in the distance.
I decided not to fail this test. When I got closer the child was
with parents, the mother was crouching near the floor with a long
shot video camera. There was no sexual interest in the child.
I went to Asda and B@Q. Upon the return a young woman came on to the
bus aged 17-25? I could not age her she was not good looking, but nice
body, black clad dress. She sat near me, I felt it was a test. I was
sexually attracted to her. I now wish that I had talked to her. She
was a tease, she put her arm up a pole to press the stop button and
kept it there, this profiled her body and her shapely nearest breast.
I ogled her, why not, I think she liked it, teaser, I liked it. I am
not going to kill my sex drive with young women. Before I left my
house I said I think that I will look at white today, remember, the
house is bugged.
Sunday. 28TH June. 2009.
In the morning I went to a Radio Rally, A friend Geoff picked me up.
In the afternoon I went to Christchurch Park and Ipswich library, not
much testing where ever I went. There were some sexy looking teenagers
in the park, primarily black clad, that I was attracted too. There
was a test near the bus station, I deliberately failed it, there was
a spotter, this was a black clad teenage girl, A couple of tests in
the library for homosexuality, I did not fail these tests. No Interest
in the men.
This note was written up 02 07 09.
In a time not recorded, believed to be in the evening, I went to the
local Tesco shop. The guy, the bouncer, that usually sets up silly
tests was there. As I walked through the store to leave, there was a
woman standing to the right of me near the window half way along the
gang way. I deliberately ignored her as I walked towards her and
passed her. The bouncer was standing near the far wall, he turned
to a man and said he completely ignored her. I think he actually
said he ignored ( Name, Wife, ) naming the man and indicating that
this was his wife.
As I walked past this woman without looking at her, I said Dead,
Dead, Dead, Indicating that I was sexually dead. The woman must have
been a good really looker, and I had completely blanked her.
Presumably the woman's husband is another bouncer. There was no
intention to frighten this woman, I think this did frighten her, I
now realise that she thought that this was a personal threat.
This frightened her, and that what I said certainly was not meant
to frighten : it really could not be understood in any other way.
Monday 29TH June. 2009.
4PM. Library steps, I had an appointment with Charles a friend, there
were various men on the steps, I kept walking in to the library and
out again making sure Charles had not arrived. The men just stood
around and left. At one stage two men walked past, I heard the answer
to a question? The answer was, we are going to kill him. I assumed they
were talking about me. Charles arrived on time at 4:15 PM.
5 PM Ipswich docks, boy 7 bent over fishing, ignored, no sexual
interest, spotters further on, male and female. They were not well
dressed.
6:30 PM. I went to see friends Joss and Dave for a hair cut as
arranged. I always give Joss and Dave a large box of tea bags for
doing this. On Bishops Hill walking East near the flats a woman 30?
who lives in the flats? was walking towards me, laughing, with her
finger in her ear, in a gun gesture. On my return home I decided to
walk in to town, it was a very nice warm summers evening.
8 P.M. On docks near pizza restaurant / Custom House. Altruism test.
A woman aged 50 was carrying heavy bags, very heavy, I looked at her
and walked past her. I could not offer to help, fear of my DNA on her
bags, my DNA could be used to stitch me up. Or her stating sexual
harassment, or assault. There was a crowd of onlookers, presumably,
most of social services.
In Lower Brook Street two men got out of a car behind me. The big
man had a large sports bag. I heard him unzip it behind me, I
immediately crossed the road, looked back at the men, the large man
30? was pulling something heavy out of the bag. He said no, he's seen
us, the thin man aged 25? walked in to the opening of the VAT office
then walked back, they both walked back to their car. Both men were
5 Feet 6 To 5 Feet 8 inches tall. One of the men I felt was built
like a bouncer.
Tuesday. 30TH June. 2009.
I went to see Victor, a friend at Bury St Edmund's, the day was not as
good as it could have been. Victor is a homosexual, but I have no
interest in pursuing a relationship with a man. We listened and
talked about Hi-Fi. I left earlier than expected, I wanted to get
back and pick up my new bike that I had ordered. I walked through
the council and a private estate, there were windows open everywhere
I went and I did not not hear any loud music. The estates were clear
of rubbish. I returned home and stayed in for the evening.
Victor telephoned in the evening, in conversation I mentioned the
heavily laden women and said I do not speak to anybody in this Town,
by that I meant on the Docks where the most of the testing takes
place.
Wednesday. 1ST July. 2009.
1PM. I went to the Doctors to pick up a prescription. I decided to get
a bus in to town. At the bus stop a young pretty girl aged 18? soon
joined me. I asked her how long before the next bus. She was quite
chatty, unusual, I felt safe with her, out of Town, I did not ogle
her I blanked her sexually. She asked if I was new in the area, I said
no. She asked, do come up this way often? I said no, I live on
Bishops Hill, she said she lived in Foxhall Road. I got on the bus
before her. I never spoke to her again. Afterwards, I thought strange
conversation, this is the first chatty girl for a long time.
While we were chatting a man on the other side of the road with top
exposed ran past, there was an attraction towards him, I felt
primarily because he was different, and also I was blanking a very
attractive young woman, did blanking this young woman increase the
interest at this time? The girl noticed this. In town I felt there
were tests, two children, boys, on two occasions aged 3? outside
shops. There was no sexual interest in these children.
Notes.
Another girl in my estimation under 16 made a pass at me in Christchurch
Park, this was about the 20TH June 2009. I completely ignored her. This
did not cause fantasy or masturbation. I was sitting near a path, the
girl came past behind me and said hello man, I did not turn round, I
just ignored her. These girls ask for it, and the man gets jailed.
This made me more anti social towards under age girls, I looked at
them since to annoy them after this. However, I have been very anti-
social for the last 2 weeks. The profiling has been less for the last
two weeks, I have been looking at some people to annoy them. There are
4 Hayley Coyne's on the internet, I decided to contact them to see if
one of them was the Hayley Coyne that I
fell in love with in 1992.
I just asked if they were this person, I stated what happened was very
disappointing, do you want to contact me? There were three replies. I
am not going to pursue this activity.
I recently found out one of my very near neighbours works for Ipswich
Borough Council Leisure Department. When she applied for the job as
soon as she stated her address, computer checked, very near Johns,
The Job Is Yours, let us know anything about his behaviour that
will interest us. Does this sort of thing go on? You had better
believe it does.
I now have more difficulty remembering faces, this is slowly
increasing.
Notes. How To Destroy A Political Enemy.
1. Create a sexual deviant: that gets the title of pervert.
2. Destroy all his friends and relatives base by sexual profiling
increasing phobias and sexual deviation.
3. Destroy his sexual interest.
4. This destroys the will to live.
5. He dies.
My Sexual colour attraction map, gender and age sexual interests is
difficult to work out at the moment and therefore remains unpublished.
It is far different to what it was a month ago because of the action
I have taken over the past month.
Thursday. 2ND July. 2009.
This day I went in to town during the day to do my shopping, I stayed
in busy areas. In the evening I went for a long bike ride out of town.
I repeated the same the next day.
Friday 3RD July 2009.
I went in to Ipswich to do shopping, still tests, passed them all,
sexual interest still low. On Christchurch Park there was a family
with a little girl aged 5? with a pony tail, profile facing, sitting
on a bench. When I got level with the little girl someone whistled
from her direction. I am wise to that one and I did not look in her
direction. This was repeated later in the park, another whistle,
did not look, so what I was supposed to look at I will never know.
I also ignore car hoots, this is usually set up for political reasons
so the victim looks in the direction of the hoot to see a man bending
over displaying his clothed bottom. I also ignore children screaming
as in with fear, this often happens in the flats near my house, and
a house opposite, I just do not want to know.
At the newsagents shop in Duke Street in the evening, as I left, a
teenage pink clad girl 17? was at the door. I was looking down as I
approached her, so looked up briefly, pony tail as usual, and passed
her and walked out of the door in front of her. The professional
spotter was outside with his note pad, he walked off in front of me.
Saturday. 4TH July. 2009.
later in the day and the next I went and sat outside the College
University to read. On the Saturday when I was near the University I
heard a suited man say we will have to use stealth. By this I
interpreted that there was a murder attempt and that the hierarchy of
this town were involved: and possibly some police officers. Also, a
tall well dressed man, possibly a police officer passed me as I sat
reading and he said, very cleaver, I never looked at him. Analyses,
we cannot murder him, we have to use stealth to destroy him.
Notes.
Here is an interesting analyses. The forensic authorities had me
registered as a pervert through the tests that I had deliberately
failed. Most of the authorities where represented as witness to the
failed altruism test on Monday 29TH June. Shortly after this the
attempted murder took place in Lower Brook Street. The location
was nicely away from my local Tesco shop, away from the docks
University area, don't want a murder there, and away from Sainsbury's.
The three areas where most of the testing takes place.
Unfortunately, the location was very near the East Anglian Daily
Times office, or was this fortunate, they would get some print out
of it, would they? Perhaps three lines hid up in the paper
somewhere. It is very interesting that the attempted murder happened
immediately after the altruism test.
Who were the people involved in this murder attempt? principles,
Masons, the bouncers, and the man that rules the roost in the flats
behind my house. Going back to the test on the docks near the
Customs House, the flat chested teenager, pink clad, and the
group of children seated last month. The man who said wanker behind
the children sounded like the aggressive man who lives in the
flats behind my house. This ties up with the sort of music he has
been playing since, very loud to annoy me, also standing like
King Kong
waving his arms and shouting of the balcony. Who else is in this?
My eldest daughter? Quite a conspiracy.
If I was not killed, in hospital I would have been diagnosed as not,
Compos Mentis, and I would have been transferred to a mental hospital.
If my sister came to see me, she would have seen a drugged cabbage, the
hospital staff would have said, sorry that's how he is, we will let
you know if he improves. Nice One. If murdered, another unsolved
murder.
Sunday 5TH July. 2009.
I had an appointment with a friend Mark, there was nothing illegal in
the discussion, but what was discussed cannot be disclosed. The meeting
was on a park for security reasons. A family came across with a girl,
pink clad, in close proximity, I could not look at the girl, I felt
this was a test, I did not speak to the girl, I spoke to the parents.
The father said unusual. This is typical of induced phobias.
In the test below, this was another phobic failure.
Monday 6TH July. 2009.
I went to Sainsbury's, a red clad boy child aged 2? was standing in
the door way. I froze, is it a test syndrome? the boy started to
run out of the door way, I was still frozen, I am sure I would have
dived for him had he carried on running, his father called him back.
There was a lot of tests with tall white shirt clad men, I ignored
all of this, there was no sexual interest in the boy or the men.
Note.
I have behaved in an abnormal manner in front of children, as
published above, by induced phobias, of 4 assessed tests, three
recently have been failures due to phobia. There has been no sexual
interest in the children. As Chronicled a few years back in this diary
this phobic presentation,'that I call is it a test syndrome?' was
present with my grandaughter, and a friend Denise's young daughter
Holly when I felt there were tests set up. This phobia I feel is with
me for life, and is particularly prevalent when I do not expect a
test to be set up.
Tuesday 7TH July. 2009.
Usual tests with adults and children, almost where ever I go, The
same the next day. This does not annoy me. It is just part of my
life.
Wednesday 8TH July. 2009.
I received an e-mail from the police in response to my letter posted
on this page. I now do not trust the police along with every other
organisation or person, the police could say, although I doubt this,
that I was not compos mentis, or threatened them, or they could say
that I said I could kill people in my current mental state. This of
course is not so, and will never happen. Detained, off to the mental
hospital. So, I have published their letter, and my response.
From: Anthony Johns
To: ERU Ipswich
Subject: Re: Letter received from you [Restricted]
Date: Thu, 09 Jul 2009 11:07:14 +0100
Thanks, for contacting me, please ring me on Ipswich 281769 for an
appointment to come and see me. I have posted your letter on the
internet at the bottom of my web page. Thanks A.J. Sorry, I now
do not trust the police.
http://www.ipswichswimmingpools.com/5-part15.htm
On Wed, 2009-07-08 at 12:26 +0100, ERU Ipswich wrote:
> ** High Priority **
>
> [Restricted]
>
> Mr Johns
>
> We are trying to contact you to book and appointment for an officer
to come and see you at you home address. Can you reply to this e mail
giving us a contact phone number for us to ring you.
> Thankyou
> Richard Garrard
> ERU
> Ipswich Police Station
>
> From
> Southern Area Event Resolution Unit
> Tel 01473 383226
> Fax 01473 383075
> eru.ipswich@suffolk.pnn.police.uk
>
>
So, in the final analyses,
God is the same as me,
of low intelligence, and a wanker.
Caused by my child abuse, I was always lying in bed at about the
age of 11, and for comfort massaging my penis whilst reading
electronics. When I started
masturbating, this was three times a day, in bed, in the school
toilets, and this masturbation for love, comfort, and stress
relief carried on for 35 years, I must have produced 2 buckets
full of sperm caused by this erroneous childhood experience.
God's of low intelligence and a wanker. The analyses.
I masturbated recently creating brain imagery of Hayley Coyne, as
referred to on this page for love, comfort, and to relieve stress.
On Wednesday 8TH July I used brain imagery to masturbate of my X
girlfriends fabulous breasts, in a pink top close fit top she
used to wear that expressed the shape of her breasts: with uplift
and protruding nipples. Girly magazines on open display, vibrators
for girls. People wanking, fantasising about friends, neighbours,
other people wives, people wanking all over the planet.
I also have an imaginary friend that I talk too for company and
comfort - Murry. It use to be God when I was a child. So, I had
to escape in to
wanking
again recently for love and comfort, and create an imaginary friend,
some people use porn. We must
be a very low intelligence life form for many men and women to
spend often quite a bit of time in their lives doing this
masturbation: for positive future, for survival.
So God created man in his own image,
in the image of God he created him; male and female he
created them. http://bible.cc/genesis/1-27.htm
So, in the final analyses,
according to genesis,
God is the same as me,
of low intelligence, and a wanker.
My thoughts return to Sarah again, I was holding her in my arms, we
had our arms around each other, I was looking straight in to her eyes,
close, just before we kissed, I knew she was being unfaithful to me
again. In a soft voice I said, ' I love you you fucking bitch, she
laughed, we kissed and made love.
On another occasion we were splitting up again, I said to her
softly, you've lost the best cunt licker in the business, she said,
I like that, and laughed her head off.
On another occasion, she came to my house intoxicated as usual,
she could hardly stand up. I put my arms around her and said,
Surely, you are not going to take advantage of me in such an
intoxicated state? She put her arms around me and gave me the
most fabulous loving kiss. That was it, I was inside her cuddling
her, fondling her, telling her I loved her, and I was in love with
her, another long super cuddly loving love making session.
Note.
You would always be pissed, ( intoxicated ), and in a such a
poor mental state if you had as much love as Sarah, and had your
4 children taken away from you.
I had decided to talk to people, and touch them if possible to get
rid of these two the phobias.
Thursday 9TH July. 2009.
Waiting for Stowmarket Bus, at Ipswich Bus Station boy aged 2 in
push chair shouting wanker, wanker, I often hear this, I turned and
smiled at him, his mother wheeled him away.
Upon my return to Ipswich at Sainsbury's in Upper Brook Street there
was a girl child 7? swinging on the bike rails, I asked her to move,
there was an observer, a man nearby.
Saturday 11TH July. 2009.
6PM. Fore Street. I heard a person talking I felt this was the police.
A man said We are laying off him for a little while. At the entrance
to the Asda store I briefly looked at a black clad teenage girl, she
was nearest in a family. She said that was a fail: and was displeased.
Sunday 12TH July. 2009.
At the Portman Road boot sale, I saw a 12 year old boy and turned
towards him. There were 4 observers, one man said I won,
my turn for you to buy the drinks. There was a man at the church
entrance near Myrtle Road, on Bishops hill, I looked at him because
of what I had just published, my assessment of god as a wanker.
Monday 13TH July. 2009.
I looked at a few women going in to town and out, not black clad
women, sexual drive low, good. there was a child in push chair, in
the library, I spoke to the child. No sexual interest. There was a man
outside on a bench seat legs apart he said yes in to phone, police
officer, another stitch up. There was no sexual interest.
On my return home there was a man in Coprolite Street fiddling with
a sign, It looked suspicious, I walked back to the college front and
went a different way. It is deadly quiet in the flats near my house.
Notes.
Adaptations above as highlighted in my book The Brain: Natures Own
Computer as the brain twists and turns to survive. As highlighted with
all the adaptations in this diary over the last 13 years.
The primary adaptations caused by college student psychologists and
other abuse driving sexual interests down to children, also, recently
blanking out women and female children.
Tuesday 14TH July 2009.
I went and saw friends at Kesgrave, a few tests no failures, on the
way back down Felixtowe Road near the Coop Rosehill Store, there was a
girl aged 13? an unusual flowered conservative dress, a bit classy,
nice, she held her ear, pedo, gesture. I looked at her, very slight
sexual attraction. No interest in sexualising such a child. No fantasy
or masturbation as always. The spotter was near the Royal Oak Pub.
Wednesday 15 July 2009.
Went in to town, amateur tests everywhere, amateur test in Sainsbury's
pink clad child, walked towards her to get past a trolley blocking
gangway, quickly turned and moved trolley. No sexual interest in the
child.
On the way home near the College, a woman walked towards me, aged 40?
white top, very Large breasts, I thought this was a college test, I
smiled at her. On reflection, I now think she was a local. Very
little sexual interest.
On Bishops Hill, a man wanted directions, black or dark car, aged 30?
large man, he looked like a bouncer. I hope he is not a hit man for
the college builders and local bouncers that I upset.
I went outside my house in to my garden at 6PM, a door slammed very
hard in the flats. Link, pub, woman on docks,
Friday 17TH July 2009.
I went to see my sister at Norwich. At Thorpe Station,
two false positive failures with pink clad children. Altruism test on
Thorpe Station with 2 boys, I ignored it, there has been about 15
such tests in the last 13 years. I am fed up with them. Over the
weekend there was a lot of testing where ever I went, including a lot
of tests set up with my sister that annoyed and confused me. I lost it
at one stage and shouted to my sister.
Saturday 18TH July 2009.
This date may be wrong, however this incident happened whilst I was in
Norwich this weekend. I went to the UEA library, when I came out of
the building I I turned left and looked to the right, this was a nice
view, it held my attention for a little while then I realised that I
was looking in the direction of a back facing red clad woman, long
hair down her back, this woman was stationary.
I turned away when I saw her, there was no sexual interest that I
was aware of. However, was there subliminal sexual interest viewing?
She was certainly in the catchment area of the eyes. This subliminal
sexual pleasure viewing without awareness has happened before.
Sunday 19TH July 2009.
My Sister displayed her underwear in front of me, I immediately
shouted to let her know I was near. I shut the door blocking the
view.
There was a bad false positive fail with a girl 13? long hair down her
back as we were handing out UKIP party leaflets. She suddenly
appeared after two men walked past, my sister told me look at two dogs
the men had. The men suddenly turned, this exposed the girl, whether
the girl was in front of the men or appeared from a gate I do not
know, this confused me and I looked as the girl walked off. The girl
had blond hair down her back. My sister was very pleased with this.
There was no sexual interest in the girl.
We went to the UKIP office, as we stopped the car a man came out of
the building, I was embarrassed, and lowered my head. I ignored every
person.
There was a lot of tests with children at the Boundary Road
McDonald's, and other stores. I ignored them all.
The determined abuse from my sister, ( sexual testing causes this ),
by silly sexual tests, some of them failed by is it a test syndrome?
Monday 20TH July 2009.
As I awoke, my sisters determined abuse, this caused me to have a
homosexual dream, a man aged 30? invited me home with him, I could
not decide if I wanted to go with him, deciding whether homosexuality
was the way forward, then I woke up. I have not had a homosexual
dream since 1988. This is the second such dream in my life.
More abuse from a woman, a bonded link. I can now expect a greater
interest in the backs of women to occur. I can also expect this to
increase the interest in children and men.
In the afternoon I went to Stowmarket. As I walked down Bishops
Hill I looked at 2 white clad women to keep a low level of sexual
drive alive, spoke to a black clad psychologist? that wanted to know
directions to the post office.
In Fore Street, pink clad child with a man and woman, I ignored them
all. The man said in to a phone not yet, I assume he meant, they
cannot lock me up yet, passed test. police? On the bus, returning,
I looked at 3 black clad women to see if they were tests, no sexual
interest.
Black clad girl 14? in Fore Street, I briefly looked at her, no
sexual interest. A boy 16? asked for directions In Fore Hamlet, he
walked with me up Bishops Hill. He asked if I walk this way often,
I said yes, every day. He was possibly from the flats, I expect
trouble.
At night the troublesome man in the flats was abusive. He called me
a paedophile, I said worry about the sex offenders, there are plenty
of those. I am not one of those.
Wednesday 22ND July 2009.
A black boy aged 15 came towards me on Bishops Hill near my house,
he put his hand in his pocket, he could have been reaching for a
knife, I avoided him. I was followed in town by a large man close
to me to see what I was looking at. I avoided him.
I went to see my grandaughter in the afternoon. I explained that due
to the sexual testing harassment over the years I got closer to her
a few years ago as grandaughter than is normal. I explained that
there was no sexual fantasy of her. She thanked me for this statement.
As I left she said to the pet dog: that's another one done bonk.
In the evening near my house there was a man carrying a 3 feet pole,
I avoided him. Later there was shouting outside my house, pervert
wanker.
Friday 24TH July 2009.
A large man followed me up Bishops Hill and slowed down for me to
get in front of him. I avoided him. I mentioned on the phone,
altruistic test, the woman carrying heavy bags. I said that I did not
like the look of the woman or the situation, also, I was not going
to damage my back. I would not have thought like this 15 years ago,
however, I am older, less caring because of the abuse, the authorities
know this, and I now have no family support. I live alone and I
cannot afford to be ill.
On the phone later I stated that at the time when I published the
anti God material: that I had a death wish.
Saturday 25TH July 2009.
2PM, Coming back from town there were three large men near a shop
that I use, I avoided these men and the shop. 4PM, I was mentally
quite poor, I went to see Joss and David, friends, they gave me
support. They think that the profiling that I see and analyse is
a miscalculation of events without delusion, just paranoia.
I went and had a chat with my neighbour Pat, as I left a little
boy at number 30 said goodbye, I never replied.
Sunday 26TH July 2009.
Boot Sale, little boy, I stood on the back of his sandal,
he tripped, I then realised this was a child, I jumped, and
immediately put my hand out to stop him falling. There were a lot of
tests with children, I did not fail any of these tests. Later in the
evening when I was in my garden there were calls of wanker by children
from the flats nearby.
I ignored this and got the lawn mower out and
cut the grass for an hour. I was annoyed this day that I had stood on
the little boys shoe, for years I have looked down for children: and I
have not hurt a child.
Monday 27TH July 2009.
Typed up My Last Will And Testament. I am very depressed today,
particularly the recent loss of my credibility. However, I feel that
I will soon get over this depression.
This diary has been the instrument of my own destruction.
I gave the people in the flats and other people ammunition to
destroy me, lying, saying that I looked at their children.
However, without keeping such a diary on line, the adaptations that
have happened to me would not have happened: and could not have been
recorded.
Notes.
Publishing the fantasy of the girl that I felt made a sexual pass to me
on the Chantry estate: I hope this did some good in that it may stop
some pubescent children making such passes to men if they think that
this practise causes fantasy masturbation.
Local large breasted white clad women that I looked at recently.
I thought it was the college lot doing further tests. I looked to
deliberately annoy these women. I have become a bit of a woman
hater because of my poor treatment by Sarah.
15 altruism tests over 13 years. Any person or child in danger I now
see as a test.
Phenomenal increase in paranoia in many areas over the last year.
Adaptation to large breasts, any breasts, in such a poor mental
state. As from 1996 after the loss of honest friends, credibility and
when the blanket profiling started this increased sexual interest in
large breasts. However, Sarah's large breasts increased this interest
further. Sarah hyped me sexually, I was always thinking of her, and
when I did think of Sarah I was sexually aroused.
Sarah had amazing stealth and cunning.
For the last three weeks, after my statement that there was a sexual
interest in a very young child in Sainsbury's, induced by recent
harassment, this only happened the once. I have liked to look at babies
and young children in push chairs since, however, there is no sexual
interest.
As predicted on the home page of this site, people analysed incorrectly
as a risk to children by incorrect sexual testing, their lives are in
danger. Take Note, the prisons are full of people incorrectly analysed
by professionals.
Thanks to the police officers that have been honest, no thanks to the
dishonest ones.
There is a considerable recent escalation in stealth activity to try
to drive me to suicide.
Tuesday 28TH July 2009.
I went shopping at Sainsbury's in Ipswich, I passed a lot of very
large men carrying sports bags and rolled newspapers. I also passed a
lot of women with push chairs, and other women. I did not look at
any of them. I was obviously concerned for my safety. In Sainsbury's
there were a lot of large men with children.
I did not look at people or children, I was not sexually interested
in people. Outside the store two large men said that seems to have
worked. In Fore Street a man and a woman came towards me, I looked
down before I got near the man who was nearest. The man must have
said no because the woman said, 'it's still in the area'. This I
felt was incorrect. I would expect a lot of homosexuals to look at
faces to see if they like the look of the man. The Fore Street Post
Office door slammed as I passed.
Near the college two women walked past, one woman said to the other,
'he does not get any support you know', I think she was referring to
me. How can I trust a social worker or a CPN?
Thursday 30TH July 2009.
12PM Sainsbury's Ipswich. I sighted an old friend David Livingstone
staring at a shelf, unusual, David has a pony tail, no sexual
interest was generated. He told me of his and his son's
demise. People I meet, I am always suspicious of, particularly people
that are friendly with my eldest daughter. At one point David said
look at a good looking woman, I thought this was acting, I replied that
I was not interested. It looked just like my grandaughter about 5
years ago when she said look grandad at something on TV. I knew that
was acting, a test. I replied I was not interested. However, I did
not state that I was killing the interest in women and people
generally.
When the conversation finished David said see you soon, I do not
expect to see him. Does David Livingstone know something that I do
not. See you in St. Clements? I sent David and his son a card in the
post wishing them a return to happiness, just in case the whole
conversation was factual.
I went to leave the store, a little boy aged 4? moved forward about 3
feet, he was about 20 feet in front of me. I did not want to walk
in front of him in case he moved forward again. So I turned right in
to another clear isle to the right of him, round the back of him.
The staff spotters thought this was a homosexual interest, it was not.
I left the store.
5PM on the way to see friends there were tests. Three tests at St.
Clements 1. A back facing woman that looked like my ex girlfriend, so
I looked, it was not her. 2. A a tall white shirt man further on. 3. A
white clad woman in a car, I thought she had a camera, I looked, it
was a clipboard.
When I approached Heath Road Hospital a boy aged 12? white shirt,
cycled towards me. I cycled on the grass giving him plenty of space,
I did not look at him, there was no sexual interest. The spotter, a
man was a bit further on did not look happy.
In town later, near the college, there was a test, two women and a
man. I briefly looked at the back facing woman with a pony tail, 300
milliseconds, eye movement only, the two spotters moved as soon as
I looked as usual, I had looked to see if it was a psychology test,
it was, they quickly move with a fail, they get a rush, I returned
home. There was no sexual interest in the pony tail.
Saturday 1ST August 2009.
A.M. I spoke to a friend by telephone, part of the conversation was
racist, it used be the Irish, then Essex girls Etc. I am racist as
stated earlier on in this diary. I was not before I came to Ipswich
and was abused by blacks. However, I do not wish them harm, there
was no talk of violence. I would have voted BNP if I was seriously
racist. The phone is bugged.
A.M. Upon returning, walking back from town there was a black boy
on a bike that stopped near me, he looked around and saw a car
approaching and then rode his bike away. I thought this was odd,
was he going to attack or knife me?
I went in to Ipswich in the afternoon, as I walked down Carr Street,
a woman in an orange / red top, unusual colour, to the left came in
to view, I very briefly looked, there was a girl to the right in the
same colour, I again very briefly looked. This seemed to add the
colours in interest in amplification. Note. Always attracted to
different, different colour anything different, The profilers know
this: and they use it.
In Primark at the top of an escalator, I was about to go down,
a pink, child aged 3? appeared to the left at the bottom of the
escalator, I looked at the child concerned that she would start to
come up the escalator.
A second similar age pink clad child ran across to the other side, I
looked with the same concern. Note. you do not often see a very
young child running without a parent. No sexual interest in the
children. I do not know whether the children had pony tails. As I
left the escalator the lights dimmed. I thought silly test, here
we go, off to St. Clement's or Rampton. At home I heard a neighbour
conversation, the man said he really is a pervert, reference to the
escalator perceived fails.
At 6PM A friend of my sisters telephoned, my sister had contacted
swine flu and was ill. I had a quick meal and left. It was raining
hard, the phone is bugged, I was concerned at being attacked. As I
went along Fore Street I sighted a black boy on the left standing
on the path back facing the building, he was standing close to the
wall. He looked as though he had something in his nearest right hand.
When I got close to him I cycled off the path and on to the road
giving him a wide berth. There was an old car opposite with two
young men in it. When I had passed I looked back and the boy was
crossing the road approaching the car.
Further on In College Street I thought the same car was about 100
yards before Wolsey's Gate parked on the right hand side facing
forward with a door open on the gate side, I was on the gate side
path riding my bike. I decided to pass the car on the left side
avoiding the open door. The car immediately pulled off following
me there were other cars about, I felt if it was isolated, would I
have been run over by the car? I stayed vigilant on the path all
the way to the rail station.
On Dereham Road in Norwich I briefly looked at a group of men, I
was concerned for aggression. I was photographed.
Sunday 2ND August 2009.
I went to Asda in Norwich to do some shopping. As I entered the store
there were two children in front clad pink I looked at the older girl,
and younger child walked to the left, I followed the younger child,
head down, there was no sexual interest in the younger child. However,
the young child was still in the exterior eye viewing area. A staff
member said, I hope that's closed the cell door on him. There were
further tests in and out of the store, no failures.
Monday 3RD August 2009.
I went in to Norwich, I had several things to do, at 9:40 am in
Castle Mall I left a post office and walking towards me was a slim
pink clad woman brushing her hair in a sexual gesture, I ignored her.
Further on there was what I thought was a pink clad woman, I looked,
this turned out to be a short haired boy, no sexual interest.
I felt there was a lot of sexual testing from my sister. This
destabilised me so much that I could not look at her when I was
talking to her. She eventually asked why and she forced me to look
at her. This resolved the problem, I was angry but I did not want
to be violent with her. Her domesic pettiness with me angers me
more. I started to rebel against the domestic pettiness, saying
she could not change me absolutely to every part of her rigid
domestic program.
Tuesday 4TH August 2009.
Tuesday I woke up with violent thoughts, undisclosed, and lewd
thoughts, these violent thoughts were against an unknown male person.
This depressed me, thank you sister, you caused this. This has not
happened before. I soon got over this and went to the UEA library to
see if I could type a letter, print it, and send it off by letter
post. Also, to use the internet. Both these services were
unavailable to non students.
The visit to the UEA was interesting in that I asked several
people for directions. At one point there was a short hairstyle
white clad woman aged 30 and a black clad man both facing me. I
opted to talk to the white clad short hair woman. In the UEA Library
I talked to the white clad young receptionist quite normally on
entry. Upon leaving the white clad woman was with a black clad
pony tail younger woman. I ignored the white clad woman and talked
to the black clad pony tail woman who politely said wanker as I
left. Good for her, do not reprimand her.
There was a long walk way from this upper level to a spiral stair
case to the ground that I had come up. There was some men near the
spiral stair case. I was not quite sure wheather this was the same
exit. I asked some men the way to the Sainsbury Centre where I had
left my bike, they replied you can come this way if you like. I got
ahead of the men along the walk way to find that the walkway took
me in to the top level of the Sainsbury Centre.
There was some young women, nearest pony tail, that were starting
to walk down a spiral stairway slowly. There was alternative
exit to the right down this stair way. I do not like slow people,
so I turned right and went quickly down the alterate side of the
spiral stairway. This UEA exercise had wasted about 90 minutes
of my time.
I called at the garage near the University and Earlham High School.
I bought lunch there and went and sat at the pub opposite at a table
outside to eat the sandwiches. I felt there were tests in the garage
and the public house. As I was about to leave there was a black guy,
black clad, pushing a pink clad child in a push chair about 40 yards
away coming towards me. There are not many black people in Norwich.
I looked, this was unusual, different, I do not think there was any
sexual interest. The spotter was behind me and quickly moved.
I then went in to Norwich City Centre Library. I felt
there were lots of tests there. I was able to do what I wanted at
the library. I went to Asda again, there were tests there with
children, one test, a pink clad back facing long haired child. I
ignored the tests, no sexual interest.
Wednesday 5TH August 2009.
I discussed sexual testing with my sister, she denied it, she said she
was very hurt by my discussing it. I stated that such testing negates
the mental states of both parties, It is very mentally destructive.
We shook hands and left. I did not kiss my sister because of the swine
flue. There is always testing where ever I go. Near a bridle-way that
circumvents a large part of Norwich there was a black clad man bent
over near his push bike. I decided not to use this bridle-way as a
cycle short cut and cycled on main roads through Norwich. I looked
back to see if the man was still bending over, he was. I was depressed
and decided to come back to Ipswich straight away: to write and
publish this content.
There was of course testing on the train back, testing in the bike
compartment, and testing at Ipswich Station. The bike compartment I
felt was an extreme test. A pony tail child and a man bending over,
I did not look at the back facing pony tail child as she walked
in front of me, there was no sexual interest. After collecting my
bike I walked along the platform until I approached a back facing
boy walking ahead with men.
I looked down as I approached the boy, I did not look at his bottom,
although this was in the extremity of the visual area. As explained
in previous text, I used to always look down with men and children as
I approached them from the rear, I always felt it was a homosexual
interest to look at the backs of men's heads. No sexual interest in
the boy.
At the ticket qualification exit, there were problems, I was holding
the queue up. I said I will move, the woman behind me said, I came
to see someone off: by that I concluded that the person to be seen
off could have been me if I had failed any of those tests in that
bike compartment. Off to a mental hospital. I said to the ticket
collector I was fully aware what was going on, I don't miss a thing,
he saluted me as I left.
I went to Sainsbury's in Ipswich for groceries. There was the usual
tests with children outside, I ignored them. At the check out I was
joined by a black man, I never looked at him, suspicious, this has
not happened before. I kept looking outside behind me to see if he
was following me. A lot of black people are unemployed, they could
be tooling up and organising if there is civil unrest. Very likely.
As I passed through Fore Street two men said to each other: we will
have to start again, they could have been referring to me. The whole
profiling process has to be repeated until they get me put away or
killed because of prov-en perversion with false positives or
just malicious lies.
At the Neptune Cafe a black girl approached me, tall, good looking,
possible Muslim head gear. I looked at her, she was attractive,
further on there were tests with a whole lot of ethnics crossing
my path with children, ( the contra test? ) I ignored them all,
no sexual interest. Going up Bishops Hill approaching the music shop
there was a large man, a bouncer? with a small red clad boy walking
in front of me on the path.
Normally I would use the cycle lane to pass putting the boy on the
far side, however, I am now concerned for approaching fast traffic
so I went to the right to pass him close to the boy. The obligatory
spotter came in to view, I had to look at the boy to pass a now
closing gap. The spotter put her arm up, failed test. I returned
home.
I masturbated at night in bed, my usual weekly. Sarah caused the
excitement, clothed viewing from the front I was able to exactly
re:create her image face and hair style. Thank you Sarah, That has
kept me going. My penis was painful, the recent stress looks as though
the genital herpies I contacted from her has erupted with stress as
it does, bless her, I knew the risk. No anger, disappointed, I can
possibly never have another girlfriend.
Pbfela92. Programming Basic For Eternal Life April 1992 is now
available again after I read the book thoroughly to qualify the
content that some people may find objectionable. There is a reference
in the front of the book to happiness at the Broomhill swimming
pool in Ipswich.
This was 1992 before I had acquired the psychology pertinent to the
damage that can be done to a child by sexualising the child by a
much older person. This information I became aware of from memory
in 1999. This is published in one of my books. There is an example of
a baby being digitally penetrated in a tickling scenario by a
university professor that at the time I could see nothing wrong with.
This assessment was wholly incorrect. No baby should have genital
areas tickled as for pleasure the baby will like this and soon open
it's legs to be tickled by all.
I have always had fantasy of young teenage girls in sexual scenario's,
many men have this fantasy. Everybody likes to ride in a new vehicle.
However, this is just sexual fantasy, a bridge never to be crossed.
There is also reference to sexualising a seven year old girl in a
group with her mother. This sexualisation was a display of sex in
front of the child. This practise is taboo, an incorrect mental
state, and in realising this I corrected this fantasy. It is now
alright for some schools to show children adults having sex as part
of their sex education. However, this display should never be carried
out live in front of a child by adults.
I had to use fantasy extensively to cope with the nervous breakdown.
Any perceived positive future program to survive. I fell in love with
Hayley Coyne as a science prodigy surrogate daughter lover in 1992.
Just before I met Hayley I had planned a relationship with a slightly
younger woman than myself. The woman from memory would have been
aged 35 to 40. In 1992 I was aged 46.
I hoped the book, ( program ), would run globally to correct the
destruction of this planet and communise our lifeform fast to
equilibrium to peaceful everlasting life for our species. This has
not worked yet up to 17 years later. There are several references to
being tearful as to the rape and general abuse of people and children.
This is correct. Unfortunately over the last 13 years abuse by
sexual profilers for political reason has changed my mental state
dramatically at times to thoughts of violence as chronicled in this
diary.
There is reference to Julie in this book, she existed, aged 17 she
was quite thin, she may have mentioned anorexia, I cannot remember.
The program I wrote in this book in reference to Julie, I hoped
would be adopted, or similar programs would be written to re-program
anorexics to return to good mental health.
I was with friends on occasions when I met Julie and one occasion
four of us, three men friends and Julie, we went to the Alton Towers
theme park in Bedfordshire. It was a good day out. The return is more
memorable in fun. In the twisting turning lanes near Alton Towers
we were stuck behind a slow moving coach full of young teenage
children, we were in a large Ford Granada automatic saloon car with
a very large sun roof in the centre front between the driver and
passenger seats. We dared Julie to do a striptease for the kids
standing on the front seats the top half of her body above the car
roof, her pelvic area could be seen through the windscreen.
Julie blond, short hair, very petite, really good looker, small
very slim but reasonable size breasts went for it. Two conditions,
do not touch me, ( sexual parts ), do not tell my boyfriend. She
stood up waving to the kids, I and the driver and the guy behind
supported her, this attracted a few of them and when she started
to sexually gesture, massage all of her body and started to slowly
strip off all her clothes waving them about above her head massaging
her body all over in sexual gesture.
Cars started hooting behind, presumably in agreement, the back of
the coach filled up with faces, boys and girls laughing and waving
until the rear of the coach was so full of faces there was no room
for arms to wave. The kids were all shouting and screaming with
delight. The coach had to stop, the driver and presumably carers did
not know what was going on. We passed the coach with Julie still nude
and waving and laughing. What a finale to a good day out.
I can remember that I wanted to take the Julie program to a hospital
of a dying anorexic, and with permission try to program the person out
of this self destructive mental state. Hayley Coyne came along and
trashed that.
Quote Julie, don't want any kids, however, I do like to practise
making them.
As stated earlier in this diary, I sent a copy of the above book in
1993, or a later version, to James Hehir, CEO IBC together with the
book. Surrogate Daughter, because of harassment by his staff, and
safety matters at the Broomhill pool in Ipswich. There was no
reply. Hehir was petrified, a book about his staffs harassment at the
Broomhill pool: that he wanted to close.
Note. in this book there is reference to a 'tradesmans cafe.' This is
Ted Howgegoe's cafe Rendezvous 60 Queens Way Nacton. In this cafe at
the time there was a large framed picture of a very young woman,
could have been a young teenager with part breast exposed. This has
long since been removed as this sort of display is now not seen normal
in this society, however, at the time this cafe was mostly used by
men.
Download pbfela92.zip.
Writers vetted shortly after the first publication in this diary in
July 2009. So they should be, any person entering schools should be
vetted. However, was I then legally listed as a paedophile because of
the sexual content in this version of this book? Did this cause the
publication of the vetting of children's authors?
Authors in revolt against plans to vet them for school visits.
Authors in revolt.
Hayley Coyne was the greatest pervert I ever met in my life, serious
untruth faults are absolutely corrupting. This caused me to want to
start to write a play called Prison Rape to alter sexuality law
pertinent to teenagers. I felt it should have been dropped to age 14
the same as some EU contries. This state of mind may be incorrect.
The true account of the coach incident above was to be used in the
play/film.
Do not be frightend of me Hayley I will never hurt you, I hope
that you are in some way pleased that you helped to create a book
that illustrated to many people love and mental illness and helped
them with this. Also, the book shows how we became absolutely
infatuated with each other. Infatuation: unreasoned love.
Notes.
Why has the pony tail interest been so strong?
As should be recorded in this book, or one of my books psychologists
were aware of this interest and I looked at pony tails again and
again and again to see their reaction, there was always a reaction,
movement. Memory refreshed again and again like this becomes very
much more powerful. I still cannot resist looking at pony tails
to see if it is a test.
This was the same with looking at bottoms and looking at people
that increased sexual drive, people brushing hair, looking at
black clad men's faces out of fear of being attacked, Etc.
This was the same with my grandchildren I looked at their bottoms
again and again to hear them say yes, or someone say yes indicating
a failed test. The family lied and said testing was not happening.
Again other tests tests with psychologists again and again to see
their response.
In parts 13 or 14 I wrote that I wanted to keep with Sarah to stop
my sexual interests going down to children, this was so, and only
so because I knew that the determined on going profiling abuse
would drive sexual interest down to children. Without this abuse,
I knew this very low sexual interest in children would not increase.
The violent and lewd thoughts that happened on Tuesday the 4Th August
when I awoke have not returned: thank goodness. This has all happened
before as noted in this diary and books, the adaptations are just
happening faster now. I always return to a caring mental state. This
is fundamental for me. Had my childhood programming have been more
abusive, parental abuse as well, I would not return to a caring mental
state.
I am sure that I noted the interest in pink was rescinding a week or
two ago, this was so. I then blanked out women and men and children
around the 30TH July, the pink interest returned. I now look at
selected women only, not just large breasted women with a mix of
colours predominantly white or light clad.
Are the perceived perverts being destroyed by poor psychology?
Is there an anti paedophile ring in Ipswich that is killing perceived
or actual perverts, ran by know-legable mostly crooked police, bouncers,
drugs dealers, many bouncers are drugs dealers. Crooked police in
drugs squads, recycling drugs, some of these drugs will get to
children. Bouncers are mostly abused children, playground bullying,
other forms of child abuse. Bouncers are usually violent.
Here is some interesting links. My phone is bugged, house too? I
always perceived that the bugging was possibly done by a Muslim family
nearby, ( 24 Bishops Hill? ),linked to the police. The head of this
family works for B.T. Research Martlesham. One of his sons ran a web
site extolling the virtues of the Muslim faith: this is now shut down.
There may have been unsuitable material there to shut this site down.
Was this extremest violence projection?
The telephone conversation I had with a friend that was lightly racist,
was this given to a black unemployed boy because of my anti God
stance? Muslims will not be happy with my anti God publication on
this page. This is England, although web sites are global, we have
free speech in this country, the same as the USA. Is the black
guy a brain washed Muslim? Is this why in my assessment the black boy
was trying to stab me?
Was he told that that I was a pervert? He can then also gain
stature in prison, I killed a pervert, he is probably not going
to gain stature anywhere else. Is he linked to the family at 30
Bishops Hill? This family sent a little boy to say goodbye to me
just before the perceived stabbing event. Is there also a combined
link to the aggressive man in the flats near me that is friendly
with some violent people, possibly the bouncers as well.
Looking from the back of my house to the flats, the aggressive man
lives in a far right flat on a floor second down from the top of
the building, I believe this is level 3. He is supposed to be a
crack head from the info I have obtained. If so nice link, drugs
squad, bouncers, crooks, prostitutes.
Was it all just psychology? Is this just paranoia? Or am I going to be
killed by a consortium of linked police, bouncers, drugs dealers
prostitutes, The police love prostitutes, they are usually informers.
are these people all linked to get rid of their perception of a
pervert with sexual psychological profiling? Who are the perverts in this
society? Was the above consortium including the police that recycle drugs
in to this arena the cause of the start of the addiction of drugs of the
5 girls in Ipswich
that because of drugs turned to prostitution: and were murdered.
Is the crack head, if he is a crack head that lives near me supplied with
crack from a bouncer linked to Ipswich drug squad supply? These recycled
drugs from the police will percolate down to children. Most doormen are
abused children, this is why they are violent. The father of my
Grandchildren Lewis Carroll, no connection with the poet, a bouncer, an
abused child, a criminal psychopath that beat up over a 1000 people in
Ipswich that eventually turned psychopathic killer, killing the Chinese boy
in the Ipswich Hollywoods nightclub, about 10 years ago. Lewis Carrol is
very likely indefinitely detained.
The perceived crack head near me wants me dead for ridiculing him. He is
also linked to a family on the same floor, the man in this family is
against me, his female partner is for me, I often hear them arguing, the
man saying he's a pervert, the woman defending me. I believe this man
was in a group of 4 men about six weeks ago that were going to attack
me in Lower Brook Street, I had smart dress on this day, they could not
be sure they had the right person, I heard them discuss this.
Most of the bouncers use Oaks Gym, Ran By Ian, Ian recently out of
prison again for violence. Ian is the God parent of my Granddaughter.
The daughter of my prostitute daughter. Remember, referring to me,
'that's another one gone, Bonk.' A nice organised group to kill in
their perception, by poor sexual profiling, the perverts.
Just one example of a Bouncer Killer, there are thousands of them
convicted.
Bouncer killer.
My Daughter Sadie Johns is a prostitute and on drugs,
Shady Lady Sadie.
She used to be the sweetest young woman imaginable, lovely school
girl, many friends. An unfaithful husband, then she met Lewis
Carrol who beat her, she went to Heath Road hospital on one occasion
with my one year old grandson in her arms, blood all over the baby
where Lewis had head butted her. The beatings and screaming, This
I felt caused my grandsons ADHD to develop. Shocks like this cause
genes to express causing such mental impairments.
www.exact-psychology.com
A couple of men after this, they did not work out either, one guy
she absolutely fell in love with, the break up caused her serious
depression, on going until today. Before 1992 I had got rid of
dishonest friends, this left only the honest ones, life was good.
I am a loner working on projects, life was good.
Along came Hayley Coyne in 1992, the court case in 1993. I lost my
the honest friends. When I used to visit Sadie and my grandson there
was always drugs dealers there. You do not inform on these people
unless you want to be beaten to pulp or killed. There was always
stories of drugs. the seized drugs, the vast amounts that never
got to court redistributed in the police force or back in the
community.
Sadie often talked of her old school friend Richard Garrard, he had
done well in the police force, they often saw each other. There were
drugs busts all over Ipswich at the time, much of this was PR token to
satisfy a worried public. Sadie had upset another police officer,
he was the friend of the wife of a guy she was screwing and in love
with.
She was busted for drugs, The police officer, I am sure was Richard
Garrard with a number of police officers. This was a softly softly
raid, some people were not even searched. A police officer tasted
the speed and said this stuff is good, not much of that got to court.
Result for the balance sheet, a summery conviction. There was talk
of a customs bonded warehouse full of drugs that went missing,
nothing published, it never officially happened, all covered up.
Don't be too alarmed by this, the NHS, police, and many other long
hours stressed public servants use drugs. All of these agencies
would not run so well without the staff's input of drugs to keep
the output in long hour stressful conditions. So why am I concerned
about this? Well a Richard Garrard contacted me to come and see me
regards my police complaint, is he still in drugs? was he going to
plant some in my garden or house, two officers are difficult to
monitor. Enough drugs to get me to prison, perhaps crack or xtal
meth that I have read about.
Now possibly registered as a paedophile, don't forget, I tried to
bankrupt my daughter for the way she screwed my head up, I think
she also thought that I could have sexualised my Grandaughter.
No way. A nice stitch up, remanded before the case, and beat to
pulp, or killed, or detained in a mental hospital as not compes
mentis. Reduced to a cabbage by drugs. Johns gone at last. Re;
> Richard Garrard
> ERU
> Ipswich Police Station
>
> From
> Southern Area Event Resolution Unit
The stories of the amount of cannabis bars that were seized by the
police from dealers that never got to court. How many people have
died, killed by the re:cycling of police drugs? How many extra people
have lived because health workers and police mostly need the support
of these drugs? A lot more have lived I would think: give Richard
Garrard a medal!
A man I know that works as an ancillary worker at Heath Road Hospital
told me about 20 years ago six white coated men walked in to the
Heath Road Hospital and stole a number of boxes of new computers
worth a quarter of a million pounds. This was covered up, security
breach. Could have been terrorists? How many such incidents have
happened since with other such organisations?
Bouncers and corrupt psychology tests? Psychologists would not use
bouncers. Stitch Up's
This society is more violent than it used to be with less empathy, so
we can expect today's abused children to be in greater numbers of
perverts in a few years time.
Remember, We do not execute people in this country, perhaps they do in
Ipswich? Curiosity Killed The Cat?
You may have read my hypotheses for the
Christian Armageddon.
Here is another hypotheses that ties in with my work
this is also very Interesting Reading. Professor Parker.
The Genesis Enigma.
Further Note Added 08-09-09
The pbfela92 program that I hope you down loaded and read I created
to try to kill the planet destroying aspect of the global capitalist
society. For the program to run it had to be true, I felt it was true,
and therefore I was locked in to the program: personally project it or
die. To not project it would have killed me. I felt that if I did a
limited publication, I felt that I may have been killed by MI5. This
thinking was incorrect because who ever read the program if it was
true: they then became locked in to it: they then had to project it,
pass it on or die.
I sent out 350 copies on 5 inch 360 K floppy disks in Text in April
1992. This was the floppy format in 1992. These 350 disks were sent
by letter post to principles of corporates and banks, 360k floppies
were very flat and fitted in to an A5 business envelope with a first
class stamp and support letter. I felt the letters could have been
opened by the post office for inspection if all the letters went to
one post office for dispatch. So I posted 10 copies in 35 lots in
post boxes between Ipswich and central London.
Sir Clive Sinclair had an interest in the workings of the human
brain. I was in communication with him. However he had no knowledge
of the surprise that I sprung on him with the publication of pbfela92.
I think the British Government for a while thought the program
would run. I was observed by government agents. There should be
reference to this in the book Surrogate Daughter at the beginning
of the book. ' The Governments Agents At The Broom Hill Pool'.
I am unhappy the program did not run because it would have addressed
the planet destruction problems still on going today. Pbfela92 was
created on a Amstrad 1512 computer running Dos 3.3 as an operating
system to run dos programs on. Dos Smart word processor was used,
I still have this Smart wordprocessor on one of my DOS computers
running DOS 6.22. There was only a single floppy drive bay for 360k
floppy disks. I bought this Amstrad 1512 computer second hand in
1991. I upgraded the computer floppy drives to 720k types of the
plastic format when they became available.
Amstrad 1512 Computer.
There is a picture below of Wikepedia's presentation of floppy disks,
The 5 and a quarter inch disks that I used, there is an illustration,
it is the red disk in the centre of the three disk picture.
Year 1992 Floppy Disks.
Special Thanks.
Thanks to David Miles, now blind, and his mate Dick, ( real name ),
that set the computer up for me, particularly special thanks to
David Miles for the many hours of his help in free tuition to use
this computer.
What A Bummer!!!
Hopefully you read the book PBFELA92, and in that book you read of the
friend Victor where in a telephone conversation when I spoke to him
on the telephone with a crashed brain: all my replies to him were in
sequential mathematical numbers. I have always been really disappointed
that this telephone conversation was never recorded. Had this
telephone conversation been recorded: I was replying in direct brain
code.
The senses are just an interface between the complex, ( by our
standards today ), evolved mathematical system the brain uses to
function. It may take a further 20 years before a complete analyses of
this mathematical system takes place. From the sequential string
of numbers that I was verbally emitting in reply, I feel that
it would have been easy for scientists, ( code breakers), to
analyse the brain code of my replies.
There was a neuron analyses in built computer logic cells about 20
years ago in a an electronics science journal
Electronics World
with a
Boolean Algebra
analyses, however, this was incomplete.
I may be killed, I upset too many people. Please use a site down
loader to down load all my web sites that are pertinent to my work
as a scientist: and burn the lot to CDR for posterity. Thanks. AJ.
mechanist.org
valfet.com
anobeisworthless.com
ime-safe.com
exact-psychology.com
memetic1.com
A.W.JOHNS,
34 BISHOPS HILL,
IPSWICH,
SUFFOLK,
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DATED 13 08 2009
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Please pass on to your Science writers.
No Sexual Offences, DOB 12 02 46.
Male, single since 1991.
SEXUAL PROFILING COULD RIP THIS SOCIETY APART.
Dear Sir,
Sexual Psychological Profiling, ( street sexual testing ), has
moved from the elite forensic science testers, ( government ),
down to the general public, this is now being used extensively
in Ipswich by the general public to ascertain paedophile and
homosexual interests.
Sexual testing of me for political reason started in 1996. This,
the mental corruption, and the adaptations are recorded on my
www.ipswichswimmingpools.com web site in book 5. As you aware,
psychological and psychiatric assessments are not concrete.
Professionals often get it wrong, many people interned when they
should not be, many people not interned when they should be.
My Research in this area has been going on for 13 years, however,
much of that which I have published has been to the detriment
of my mental state as I publish a diary of my adaptations as from
1996 where then all children that I came in to contact with or
sighted under 12 years old there was absolutely no sexual
interest. They all looked the same with no variation of interest
for prettiness: as selected by many in this society.
My Sexual interests in 12 year olds with breasts was very low and
rising to a lot higher level for women. This is common for many
men. Without spam filters as there are today, there would be a lot
of e-mails advertising sexy young teens, this content has never
interested me. No porn on my computers, the police have checked
this.
Not only is there no desire to have sexual contact with a child,
or act in any way unlawful in this area. Also, no masturbation
caused by the sighting of people or children on the streets.
Masturbation has only taken place where a pubescent female child
has offered sex: and I have not acted on this offer.
So married men that all have attractions for other women, kept
under control, and any sexual attractions can now be detected
and published. Homosexual children in schools can now be detected
and bullied. Teenage gangs can now detect homosexuals: and be
violent towards them. Sexual profiling should be restricted to
professionals only and not published.
Please feel free to use any of the content in book 5 my online
diary to assess the ongoing situation and now my fast adaptations
pertinent to sexual profiling. What it does to some people
driving their interests to different genders, and down to
children. This could soon be a widespread adaptation. This sexual
profiling, that is soon going to be practised by all levels of
this society. Currently, in my assessment, there are 60 to 80 per
cent false positives projected and analysed by the induced poor
mental state by such realised testing.
History always repeats itself. Unfortunately, such an abused
person may flip and kill many people, remember Dunblane? This
person will not be me. Currently the profiling of me is done
by doormen, bouncers, and unemployed people, many of these
people are very violent.
The more you try to stop the induced adapted interests, by
forced adaptation, the worse they get.
Please use a site down loader: and down load this site.
www.ipswichswimmingpools.com
Book 5 Diary. www.ipswichswimmingpools.com/blurb-5.htm
I do publish controversial material, the overall objective is to
convey the proved science that life is chemical machine,
hopefully leading to the projection of this, my hypotheses,
to address all the problems on this planet.
www.exact-psychology.com/arm.htm
I am,
Yours Sincerely,
Anthony W. Johns.
Sunday 9TH August 2009.
My Sisters Birthday, with the pressure in Ipswich I had forgotten to
send her a card on the Friday. So, I went in to Ipswich to get my
sister a card and a present to take to my sister in Norwich.
In Clinton Cards, I was attracted to the youngsters serving,
girls, a woman appeared and put her finger to her ear as a paedophile
gesture.
As I came out of Marks and Spencer's in Ipswich there was a slim
woman walking past in front of me with a push chair, she had blond
short hair, I was attracted to the back of her head and I looked.
Some women on the other side of the road all shouted wanker. I was
also abused further on.
At the train station I was attracted to a boy child in the distance,
the large man, ( bouncer ) stood up and turned 360 degrees and
sat down again. I felt unsafe as I left the train in Norwich. I went
and surprised my sister with her card and present, I did not stay
long as she always has an organised day, and I wanted to go to
Lowestoft and then on to Beccles for a swim in the outdoor heated
pool.
At Norwich rail Station on the Lowestoft platform, as I was waiting
there were several tests. A young woman, good looking, pink clad,
aged 25? approached me, she gave me a lovely warm smile, I ignored
this. two such women approaching me in such a way in 13 years, get
real lady. Several tests with children on the platform, no
failures, no sexual interests. On the Train I was attracted to a
large red dressed young woman, I chatted to her for a while. A man
stood near us, back facing, giggling around and when he turned round
I briefly looked at him, was it a test of course it was, he held
his nose, there was no sexual interest in the man. The woman never
spoke when I got off the train and said goodbye to her.
On the platform, I was attracted to a boy child in the distance with
parents, was it a test? There was a spotter, As I walked down the
platform there was no further interest in the boy or other children.
It was carnival day in Lowestoft, the town was packed, the
carnival came past the station. I decided not to stay for a couple
of hours as planned. There was a train leaving for Ipswich, I decided
on the swim at Beccles and to return to Ipswich 2 hours later.
The Beccles heated pool was closed, going derelict, I decided to
spend a bit of time near the river and eat my packed lunch: and
get a pint at the pub nearby. I enjoyed my time in Beccles. I was
not too disappointed the pool was shut, such is life. I returned to
Ipswich rather apprehensive of the deteriorating situation in
Ipswich, and my emerging interests in children because of the
recent escalating adult abuse. I had no problems returning home.
Monday 10TH August 2009.
I went to see friends at Kesgrave, back test with his wife again as I
approached their bungalow, as soon as I saw her I spoke to her. I
repaired an expensive hi-fi turntable for them, the main bearing
was seized on the turntable platter. I stripped the turntable down
and cleaned and re:oiled the main bearing, it worked well. On the
way back in to Ipswich, I had to avoid a girl and two boys cycling
fast round a corner, I looked away from the girl and had to look
at the boys to get past them as they suddenly appeared,.I laughed
as usual, bit different, bit of excitement, the challenge, the
objective to avoid injury for all parties, we were all winners,
no collision. There were some people watching nearby.
Wednesday 12Th August 2009.
This could have been Tuesday 11TH. In the evening I went and saw
friends, Joss and Dave. When I approached and passed the
Royal Oak Public House On Felixtowe Road there were the usual
tests and stitch up failures: Indicated by holding an arm up.
As I approached the red traffic light, cycling fairly fast, a man
was converging towards me on the path. I jumped the lights and
cycled through the traffic.
When I entered the house to see Joss and Dave, Dave was dozing,
not well, I looked at him as he was resting, he was told I was
waiting for him to get up. There was no sexual interest. There
was a 12? year old female child nearby, I kept looking at Dave.
I did not want to bring the child in to the extremities of
my viewing area: these are the sort of phobias that are now
created. There was no sexual interest in the child. As I left I
felt there was a back test with Joss, I spoke to her immediately
to get her attention.
As I returned to the Royal Oak, a man aged 50? approached me
crossing the road towards me, he was brushing his hair in a sexual
gesture. This concerned me so I looked at him in case he hit me.
Later, at home there was a telephone call from a man, he said you
are a homosexual, I put the phone down, the call as expected was
blocked. There are now more abusive calls on the phone, so I now
do not answer it. I collect voice mail messages, or dial 1471 to
see who has called.
Thursday 13Th August 2009.
13TH Unlucky for some. I went in to Ipswich to do some shopping. In
Sainsbury's A large man, bouncer? With two children A boy on the
left, girl on right, both children under 5. I could not get past
him. I followed the trio up until the last till, and then when there
was a space I walked past the girl on the right, as the left side
gap was closing, the man was turning in to an Isle.
As I passed the man said wrong side, there was no right side, if I
had passed the boy, presumably the man would have said wrong side.
There was no sexual interest in the children. I walked on to get the
produce that I was after. I left the store and went to Poundland
in Carr Street. I went to the checkout and went to get behind a
large woman. I was told the checkout was closed. A woman at the
adjacent checkout said it's getting warmer as I approached her,
she had a pony tail, I laughed, always engineered to where people
want me to go.
I left the store, as I walked along Carr St. Towards, Fore street, I
realised that I was walking behind a girl in a group, aged 10,
blond hair down her back, there was a slight attraction towards
this girl, as I went to get past on the left hand side, a push chair
came in to view I moved to the left, another push chair came in
to view, then a third, all at an angle, so I walked across the front
of the push chairs, this took me to the far left near Majors Corner.
Moving across the push chairs was phobic, there was no sexual
interest.
Friday 14TH August. 2009.
I did a bit of local shopping, no problems.
Saturday 15TH August. 2009.
I stayed at home all day, and worked on one of my books.
Saturday Night I cut my neighbours hedge for her, I usually do this.
I heard some cars arrive on the car park the other side of the
fence, I felt unsafe so I stopped the work. There is access nearby
from the car park. The man in the flats that I have trouble with
started shouting wanker, wanker, I want him dead. This carried on
for some time.
Sunday 16TH August. 2009.
I went to Lowestoft, The ticket collector was female, when she
stopped near me, when I handed her the ticket, I looked at her
pubic area, handing the ticket to her pubic area, she reached down
for the ticket and said yes, this looking at a black trousered
female pubic area is new. The woman held her nose when she came
back through the train. About ten miles from Lowestoft as we stopped
at a station, I saw a woman back facing me on the platform.
Was It a test? So I looked at her back to find out, I man close by
sighed, he seemed unhappy. There was a slight sexual interest in the
woman. At Lowestoft I cycled to Corton beech, I had a sunbathe and
a swim in the sea, the water was lovely and warm, I enjoyed a good
swim. I kept away from people, and well away from families. No
observable tests on the return journey. It was a good day.
Monday 17TH August. 2009.
I stayed in all day, did some paper work. Looked for a lost card
wallet, to no avail. I read the news, A back facing boys curly head
aged 16? was attractive, this is new. The image was on Guardian
Online, the newspaper that I read daily.
Tuesday 18TH August. 2009.
I went out for provisions early, and I stated at home working all
day, this usually includes the evening, often, a 10 hour day.
In the evening I decided to check my e-mails from my
http://www.exact-psychology.com
web site.
The following e-mail was observed: and I replied in concern for this
man, although he did seem to me to be in a poor mental state.
From: "***** ********" <*************@btconnect.com>
To: paperback@exact-psychology.com
Open Message in New Window Hide/Show Message
Subject:
graham gatehouse c/o suffolk county council /evening news story /driveing ban
Date: Fri 14/08/09 8:38 PM
dear tony , love your website etc , I am currently diagnosed by 2
psychiatrists as having a "paranoid personality disorder
" but everything they say I cannot do for myself I actually did as
a carer for one of their patients also named Anthony ,
so yet another plot etc ? but I cannot find the article where you
mention graham gatehouse c/o Suffolk county council /
driveing ban c/o the Ipswich evening news at that time , I would be most
grateful if you could email such to me please
,yours sincerely peter. 14 august 09.
I checked my site later and found the link, I wanted to help this man,
so I sent an e-mail from my private mail box.
From: Anthony Johns
To: *************@btconnect.com
Subject: Exact-Psychology.
Date: Tue, 18 Aug 2009 21:22:56 +0100
Hi Peter, I had a further quick look tonight, and the link is on the
home page, however, the link needs further highlighting to bring peoples
attention to it.
The link you are looking for is the seventh link down this page.
http://www.ipswichswimmingpools.com/expose.htm
Direct link.
http://www.ipswichswimmingpools.com/gatehous.htm
Please tell me a bit more about yourself. Also, did you read my book,
The Brain Natures Own Computer? Did this help you?
If you have been through the mental health system recently, please tell
me more, which hospital? Do you feel they helped you? Was there any
psychological therapy. Are you getting good support? Etc
Communication by e-mail only, no personal callers.
Kind Regards Tony Johns
Wednesday 19TH August. 2009.
Thinking about the e-mails above today, I always thought that if there
was an issue regards the copyright infringement of the Graham
Gatehouse article then the Evening Star would write and ask me to
remove the page. Although in my opinion the Gatehouse speeding
offences are serious. Archant, Evening Star, linked to other
agencies, Ipswich Agencies, may want this site shut down. So this
may now be a legal issue.
The e-mail above may have been to collect further evidence for
legal action. However, I hope the e-mail was genuine. I have asked
the Evening Star in a header on the page to write to me if they
want the page removed.
Graham Gatehouse.
Notes.
The increase in abuse of late has increased the interest in backs,
and backs of heads, and children, this is very disappointing.
Blanking out most women recently. Being the centre of attention in
a poor mental state increases lewd interests, particularly the amount
of back facing people that are set up in tests.
I think there are now unemployed people in the flats adjacent to
my house, with nothing better to do than observe me when I put
rubbish in the bins and attend to the garden. Angry unemployed people.
This week Monday 17Th - Tuesday 18TH there has been a stream of
police cars and ambulances going up and down Bishops Hill outside
my house. This is the worst that I can remember. The weather is hot,
recession, unemployment, anger.
There has been no masturbation generated as always from any viewing,
on the streets or anywhere else. I have no interest in sexualising a
child: or any other person. Sexual drive low: Good.