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Copyright (C) Anthony William Johns. Years 2002 To 2007.
34 Bishops Hill. Ipswich. Suffolk. IP3 8EN.
1. Raga Stores, 17 Cavendish Street.
2. Ipswich Library, Northgate Street, Ipswich.
3. RoseHill Coop, Felixtowe Road Ipswich.
4. Cliff Lane Post Office Ipswich.
5. LLoyds Chemist, Felixtowe Road Ipswich.
6. Foxhall News, Foxhall Road Ipswich.
7. Speedy Hire Cavendish Street.
If is hoped that the ISP and DNS provider allows this page to stay published, this is a science book, this book is an indication of the lowering of standards of living that is to come for many people as having sexual interests that are not deemed normal by most other people: these sexual interests being analysed and published by profilers in religious, ethnic, or pious groups.
I am not promoting paedophillia, but people that have such induced interests, but stay as lawful citizens: should not be penalised by ethnic and pious groups of people by the analyses of sexual testing.
I was not racist before I came to Ipswich, as an employer of people, to my knowledge, I employed the first black person that I was aware of as a field service engineer in 1972 to work in the Norwich and Norfolk areas. The man was good at his job, and he was still working for the company two years later when I left and came to Ipswich.
You will see in this part of the book, how the Sexual Psychological Pofiling of me, and the resultant abuse from an ethnic group has induced racism, I now refer to these people as 'rag heads'. If there is a complaint to my ISP or DNS provider pertinent this publication: this page will be changed very quickly after receiving a written complaint letter.
I become racist. I become very anti social. In psychopathic rage that lasted for a few seconds: I wanted to destroy a child aged 2. I become attracted to the colour pink, I type this data in to my computer and tests with pink attire start. I assess that the public computers that I use in Ipswich Library can be manipulated to make you look in certain directions to fail tests. I start making rude gestures to people that in my assessment are setting up tests.
The new abuse of me causes fast adaptations to new sexual interests in children. The false positives increase by increased test failure caused by my induced, sometimes confused, poor mental state. On some days 50% of false positives are projected through induced poor mental state. New induced poor mental state at times enjoying being the centre of attention returns. A general increase in sexual interests returns linked to induced poor mental state. A psychologist is dishonest in the recording of her art.
All the staff on the floor that I use at the Ipswich Library in Northgate Street Ipswich are involved in the setting up and the analyses of the sexual testing of me. I become very anti social and on one occasion I want to damage property. New probias appear, I become very protective towards babies in push chairs, I move unnecessarily away from babies in push chairs and very young children, care also increases for elderly people, at this time care reduces for the age group of 10 years to 60 years, the middle age group where the abuse is coming from.
Sunday 15TH October 2006.
11AM I went to Portman Road boot sale. On the dock I passed a boy
riding his bike towards me, he looked at me for about three
seconds, so I looked at him. Further on these was a test with a
group of people, the spotter got out of her car, I looked at her.
There was a slight sexual interest in the young woman, no sexual
interest in any other person at the dock.
At Portman Road I felt there were tests with adults and children, many bottoms tests, I ignored these tests, no sexual interest in the children displaying bottoms. Slight sexual interest in one or two adult females. There was a test on route to the library with a man and a young child, I ignored this test, no sexual interests.
At the library, there was the usual male bottoms tests as I entered, I held my nose as I passed these men. A man opposite me kept brushing his hair and making gestures, every time he did this I held my nose. As I left the library a boy came in to view close to me, I looked at him as I passed him, was it a test? As I walked further on there was a man back facing me on the path, I held my nose as I approached him. I looked back at the boy, he was wearing black shorts, now there is a surprise. I shook my head as I looked at him, there was no sexual interest in the boy or any men today. A man then passed me with a camera phone.
I went to Dianne's, there was a male bottoms test, usual man and house at the top of Gladstone Rd, I held my nose and made a wanker sign, the spotters got out of their car. I helped Dianne at a neighbours house, I discussed with Dianne my adaptation to paedophile and homosexual interests caused by the profilers in 1996, I told her that she had also helped screw my head up. The details of this are on file, psychiatrist notes, at my GP's surgery: and that I have no interest in sexually touching children.
Dianne showed me a newly painted Scooby Doo mural in a bedroom, this was a very clever piece of art work that I said was very good, it was very good. As I left the house I heard Diannes camera phone shutter move, the camera was pointing at me, I queried this, Dianne, denied that she had photographed me. I think the phone had been on transmit for the whole of our conversation, this did not worry me, all of what was spoken is recorded on Doctors notes, and with friends, as stated, I do not want to touch children sexually.
Monday 16th October 2006.
My spectacles broke at Diannes, she knew that I would be going to
Vision Express the next day. 11AM left my house, a black clad man
was on his bike at the Duke St. Coprolite St. Junction A looked at
him as I approached him in case he moved and caused a collision.
There was no sexual interest. The spotters were at the newsagents
opposite.
On the way I called in at Sainsburies, at the check-out I was attracted to the backs of two young women with nice hair styles, I briefly looked at them. The spotter, a female member of staff said yes, and walked away. Outside Sainsburies there was a tall aggressive looking man eating a sandwich near my bike. I decided not to ask him to move, I had to look past his bottom to my bike, there was no sexual interest. I could not get to the bike security lock, so I asked him to move. The two spotters were in the newsagents shop opposite. I had to follow the spotters, one man had police information collection unit, or something similar in text across his back. These men did not appear to have cameras so I assume their report will be verbal, untruthful, nice one!
At Vision Express, there was a family opposite, with a young 3? year old female child, I looked at the man first, the woman was attractive. I did not look at the child, there was of course no sexual interest in this child. I was disappointed, I like looking at female children, and male children at a lesser interest level, I used to talk to such children, I have not done this for years, because of the fear of this being ascertained as paedophile interest by the profilers.
4PM. I went back to Vision Express to collect my new spectacles. There was black clad and a white clad blond woman on the dock, I looked at the white clad blond woman, the ethnic coloured spotter got out of her car. I found the white clad woman and the spotter attractive. Further on there was a pony tail test, black clad slim female, I ignored this, there was no sexual attraction. In Lower Brook St. There was a test with a black clad woman, blond hair fanned down her back, I ogled the woman to fail the test, three people then got out of separate cars presumably to talk to the woman, three spotters, interesting.
A boy aged 14? good body build, white top arms exposed, that I passed in the shopping mall, I was attracted to this boy, this shows how the induced poor mental by the blanket profiling is increasing sexual interest in young males.
There were tests in Vision Express. There was a child 8? blue clad, as I entered the shop, long hair, I looked at her mother, there was no sexual interest in this pair. One test was a bad fail, A young man 20? black clad, moved away from me and stood to the left as he was serving me, he was profile, back and bottom in view, I was deep in thought, and I was not aware that my eyes had followed him looking at his bottom.
This has happened before, when I am in thought, and my eyes concentrate on a males back without me being aware that I am doing this: until suddenly I become aware that I am looking at a back or bottom. I am always aware when I sight female shapely bottoms. This young man carried on serving me to the end of the transaction, I liked him, there was a slight sexual attraction, I think he knew this: and this amused him.
There was an eye test, male staff, where the eye tester, closes one eye and you are asked to look through lenses to the other eye, I was attracted to the eye that I interpreted as a wink, I found it difficult to look at the open eye. I kept laughing at this event quite often throughout the rest of the day. Nice psychology test.
I went to the library, I felt there were several profilers around me, particularly a white clad long blond haired young woman that I had to sit near. I however showed no interest in this woman. There were children around, I did not look at them, there was no sexual interest in these children. I went to the ground floor, I do not normally go there, I was very attracted to a 20? year old very pretty, good figure white clad woman that was sitting in the library. I left, as I cycled home I reprimanded a female bus driver for driving without good care for me.
It had taken me 90 minutes, to write up notes today, I am depressed, the blanket profiling and it's effect is depressing me, I am particularly depressed at writing these notes, intruding on other more important project time.
Tuesday 17TH October 2006.
I went to see my GP, there was a test 8? year old white top boy,
at the Chemists shop, I briefly looked at the boy, there was no
sexual interest. I felt there was a test in the surgery, the male
aged 60? forensic psychologist? Was near me, then he went in to the
surgery, he could have viewed a web cam there of me with very
young children in the waiting room. There was no sexual interest in
the children, I stopped a child from going near the exit door,
this exit is dangerous, his mother was using a toilet.
I felt the whole scenario was a test as quite a few other people joined the mother when she returned. There was another new phobia when I went to the coop, a young blue clad boy 6?? Came quickly towards me, I looked away from him fast. I went in to town, I was attracted to a female on the dock, back facing, good figure, pony tail, so I briefly looked. I had stated to David earlier on the phone that I had lost the interest in pony tails, this is apparently not so.
In Sainburies, I turned and looked up after selecting bread to sight the black clad back of a boy aged 14? I looked very briefly at the back of his head, this has not happened before with a child, this has happened on two? Occasions this year with men, and on quite a few occasions with women and teenage girls in the past. There seemed to be tests in the library with men, there was a slight attraction to a black topped young male librarian aged 24? I returned home, no tests, it was raining.
Wednesday 18TH October 2006.
I went to Diannes, there were 2 female children on Bishops Hill,
Black clad right, white clad left, both 14? the black clad girl,
had a fairly nice bottom, about 50% of what I like, prefer
larger, I tried to pass the black clad girl, the gap was too
small, had to pass the white clad, pony tail girl, she said yes
as I passed her. There was very little interest in the pony
tail girl. The confirmed testing goes on. There are other
undisclosed close confirmations.
In Wellesley Rd there was a bottoms test male 60? I held my nose as I passed, the spotter was further on. No sexual interest. In Cavendish St. There was a couple walking in front of me, the woman aged 25? Had a nice figure, 80% interest, larger bottom than the girl earlier, there was no sexual interest in the man. The two spotters where in the builders suppliers yard, I returned home.
In my assessment this computer is monitored, I do not have sex, with children, street and sports venue sightings do not make me masturbate, all of this is covered in previous text. I prefer to rollerskate Wednesdays, adult night, away from children. This is not possible at the moment.
7PM. Went to the Raja Indian shop in Cavendish Street, I saw people with the normal child test approaching, no interest in the proprietors daughter child in the shop. As I was about to leave, surprise, surprise, a boy child 7? Now appeared walking towards the entrance. I very briefly looked at him to circumvent him, no sexual interest. Fucking rag heads, their tribe is getting too powerful. They are pissing me off big time.
The profiling and mental corruption of the last 10 years and the profiling by black people has made me racist, they need to put their own tribes in order before starting on white people.
A higher percentage of blacks commit serious crime. I am pissed off that yet again the profiling of the last two months has negated my brain to behaviour that as far as I am concerned is negative, that can be picked up and recorded by profilers. I personally think the profilers are trying to drive me to suicide, they will not like the end if it comes to suicide! Be Warned !!!!!!!!!
Thursday 19TH October 2006.
I went to Cliff Lane post office, then on to Sainsburies in town,
and then to Davids to install software. In the post office there
was a test with the post master, an associate female officer
eventually served me, I felt that she had been observing me.
As I was about to leave a bottom appeared in view in the corner of my eye, nice bottom, female, 25? good figure, young mother. I looked briefly, the spotter was outside. There was another back and bottoms test near the school, a woman 25? good figure, I ignored this. In Sainsburies I was attracted to children at a level higher than before, female children aged 5 to 10 displaying pony tail hairstyles and nice hairstyles. This is a new recent interest this week caused by the mental impairment induced by the profilers.
I widely circumvented a child in a push chair at the shops end of Princess Street, this is now a familiar pattern. There were three spotters. A young black woman photographed me, I went to speak to her, and then changed my mind.
7PM. Went skating with Martin and Kirsty, I felt Kirsty kept unnecessarily brushing her hair on the journey and the return journey. I was not aroused, and did not take much interest. Kirsty sat forward at one time displaying her hair, I ignored this. Martin kept brushing his hair, I turned away every time he did this.
I felt that I was going to have all sorts of problems on the rink, however, the evening was very good, profiling was at a lesser level. I was attracted to a 13? year old very pretty girl, blond, very nice hair style, I briefly looked at her the once and then controlled, discontinued the interest, I did not look at her again.
I was attracted to a tall 25? year old woman and a 35? year old woman, the latter with nice figure, large breasts. There was a back test with two young women in the cafeteria, they sat back facing me, there was a slight interest in this back display, however, I did not ogle them. There were tests with a black clad boy, 12? and black clad women bnt over using the snooker table by the rink as I skated by. I ignored these tests, there was sexual interest in these young women aged 20?, but no interest in the young boy.
I was a able to fast skate, this was good. As I approached the snooker / pool table fast on one occasion, a very young white or light clad child came in to view. The child was either kneeling or bending over, this was unusual, I looked at the child, the look was for about a second, I was skating fast, approaching another person, I looked half turning my head? It was very fast, there was no sexual interest in this child.
At the end of the evening, the white clad 25? year old woman, slim, good looking, was with a man, I briefly looked at this woman as I passed the couple, she was very nice. I felt this was a test, was the colour white linked to the young child near the snooker table? Thinking about this the next day made me depressed and unhappy.
Friday. 20TH October 2006.
I went to see the Nurse, Heather, at the Doctors surgery. There
were children in the waiting room, I ignored these children. I
saw the nurse, had a blood test for Diabetes, and Cholesterol.
As I left nurse, a person came out of DR. Traverse room, I did
not look up, this may have been a child 13 pretty, good figure,
large breasts, that might have held my interest for a
short period, I have been caught on this one before: thinking
this is a person I know. I kept looking down as I left the
surgery, a female white clad child aged 9? was near the
exit door, I ignored this child and left, there was no sexual
interest in the children.
I went to the sexual health clinic to get test results, there was a test near St. Clements, A woman and two other people, I looked at the woman, flared hair, a person said yes, the woman said thank you and turned to leave. At the Clements hospital there was a man near the gate, was he a patient? I looked, as I will speak to patients to tell them that I was in St. Clements very mentally ill 17 years ago, and I made a full recovery, there is hope! Do not give up! The man was well dressed with a neck tie, I cycled on.
At the general hospital there was a spotter and a child near an entrance, I looked to the right, to confirm that I was at the right building. There was a black clad man, back facing me, walking away, I quickly looked back, the spotter and child then moved. In the hospital as I left there were back tests. The hospital results were very good, I did not have any sexual diseases, just generated antigens from a hepatitis B injection, however, this is not a problem, and not transmittable.
I felt there was another test near ST. Clements, 2 women, black clad, one woman back facing me, the other was the spotter. I returned home.
5PM. The weather is still good, the sun was shining so I bought a beer and sat on a seat at the dock to drink it. There were black clad young men nearby, I ignored these people, no sexual interest. I heard high heals approaching, sounded like a young woman, it was, I looked at her, tall, good figure, pretty, good posture, aged 25? I was very sexually attracted to her.
As I left the dock, there was two women near the flats, one of the women was back facing me, was it a test? I looked for about 3 seconds, the spotter moved he had taken up a position crouching near the back of a car. He was black clad, I looked at him, there was no sexual interest. There was of course other people walking on the dock, I only had sexual attraction for the women.
Saturday 21ST October 2006.
5PM. I went to Foxhall News to collect mags, as I entered the
shop there was woman I know, "I said hello," she spoke, there was
a pink clad baby in a push chair. I looked at the baby and
remarked, what a lovely baby, the woman seemed unhappy with my
statement. Of course there was no sexual interest in the baby,
I left the shop. Usual bottoms tests in Gladstone RD, males,
no interest.
Sunday 22ND October 2006.
10 AM. I went to the library, no tests, too early for the
profilers, I went to Mc'donalds there was a black clad
boy 12? standing to the right of my pathway, I briefly
looked at him, was it a test? I decided yes, There was a white
clad child female, 6? blond pony tail in front of me, I took
no interest in her, there was no sexual interest in any
children in Mc'donalds.
4:45PM I went to Foxhall News, I bought a beer, to take to my daughters, as I entered the shop, there was a white clad girl, pretty, pony tail, sitting on the right as I approached the counter. I thought test, I quickly looked away and looked at the mauve clad girl that was serving. There was a tall young man 25? being served, I ignored him, and I went and collected my beer.
As I left the shop some young boys aged 8? grey clad, came in the shop, I closely passed them looking away from them, another induced phobia. One of the girls said yes. At my daughters, my granddaughter was alone in the house, she was in her night dress. I watched television for a while, a program about badgers, this was quite interesting. I stayed for an hour, and kissed my Granddaughter goodbye.
There was no sexual interest in my granddaughter, I returned home. The failed test in Mc'donalds with the boy, and the phobia at Foxhall News depressed me for the rest of the day.
Monday 23rd October 2006.
8PM. I went to the Coop on Felixtowe Rd. A man stepped in front of
me aged 25?, he stepped out of a takeaway, he had a good figure, I
was slightly attracted to him. As I entered Rose Hill coop, there
were two shop women that came in to view, I looked at them
briefly, there was a slight sexual interest.
As I shopped, the women came near me, I took no interest, I went to the check-out, there was a man and a boy there. The nearest check-out was manned by a manager with a white shirt on, I did not see him: as there is usually only one check out person when the store is not busy. As I left the shop, the man and the boy were standing in the door way, I was concerned for aggression, and I concentrated on the back of the mans head, there was no sexual interest in this pair.
Tuesday 24TH October 2006.
3PM I went to the Raja Indian shop in Cavendish St. As I walked
down
the hill there was a boy, black clad, 18? Standing near the bus
stop. I ignored him, no sexual interest and crossed the road.
Just before the right hand bus stop there is a large bush that
obscures the view of the path. When I passed this bush a girl
came in to view, back of head facing me, I looked at her head,
a car hooted, the girl pushed her bike in my path. I looked at
her put my hand up and laughed, she did not endanger my life.
I considered later, was this a test for temper restraint as far as I as concerned, or was this a back of head interest test? I concluded both, nice one. I looked at this girls back of head for about a second, it all happened so fast. The girl was aged about 16?
Wednesday 25TH October 2006.
4:30PM I went to the launderette on Felixtowe RD. I passed a family,
near the computer shop. A light blue clad girl 7? was on the outside.
I stepped in to the road to give her plenty of room as she passed,
there was no sexual interest in this child. The spotter aged 35? was
behind, I looked at her for about 3 seconds.
At the Launderette, there was a girl, I could not age her, 14? 16? Chinese looking facing me, I said hello, she could have been staff, the older woman was at the back of the shop. I spoke to the older woman, gave her the washing. As I was about to leave the girl turned her pony tail towards me, I ignored this, there was no sexual interest, I left the shop. I walked to Diannes, it was raining, I was careful with my umbrella not to harm people.
At Mathews washing machine shop, I black clad man approached me, I did not look at him, there was no sexual interest. The manager? Of the shop, white clad, was the spotter. Dianne was not answering the door. So I left to return home. As I turned in to Cavendish street, there was a woman on the right hand side 50 yards away, pony tail, blond, I quickly looked at her, was it a test? I did not know.
There was a car further on, my side, left side, lights on, I was weary of the car, second one today, the first with lights on was empty. I briefly looked to see who was in the car, half second, I could just make out a man, dark clad, and as I looked away from the man there was a blue clad child, could have been a girl. A man over the road said yes, I walked on. Another stitch up?
As I turned in to Cavendish ST. The woman at 107 was in front of me, so I veered left and crossed the road to be faced by a group of children, the usual crowd, I passed all of them, I did not look at any of them. I returned home. No sexual interest.
8:45pm. I went to Diannes, when I approached 107 Cavendish ST. A woman was at the back of a car, I ignored this woman. Slight sexual interest, walked on across the road from her. At Diannes my mission was unsuccessful, I wanted to copy some data to a floppy from a CD, I could not find the data on the CD.
As I left Diannes, it was dark, the street is not well lit. There was a black clad man standing in front of a nearby house, I looked at him very briefly, I think that he was photographing me. There was no sexual interest, another stupid test.
At Foxhall News there was a woman and a man aged 50 going in to the shop, I breifly looked at the woman, and looked at the white top man longer, was it a test, the spotter was obvously looking through the two outside windows at me. He suddenly appeared and passed me holding his nose. When I turned the corner a black clad man was standing further down the road, I briefly looked at him. There was no sexual intertest in any of the men. It was late, I was wary of men. I returned home.
Thursday 26th October 2006.
I Went to the Raja stores in Cavendish St. There was a 16? year
old girl walking to the shop, I ignored her. There was a black
clad couple aged 25? walking away from the shop, the girl had a
very good figure, I was attracted to her, I did not display my
interest.
Friday 27th October 2006.
I went to the Raja stores shop Cavendish St. Mid morning?
No tests.
3PM I left the house to go and see David as arranged. There
was a black clad woman 25? slim walking up Bishops hill towards
me on the other side of the road, I looked at her, she looked at
me, we looked at each other for a few seconds until I looked
away. I felt this was a test.
I felt there were lots of tests in town, I ignored these tests, however, walking fast I passed a pink clad child in a push chair moving towards the child to get to the other side of the path. I felt this was a test, and I failed it walking towards the child. This was a false positive. I felt there were other tests with children in push chairs, I did not circumvent them, this phobia is going or gone as fast as it came.
I left David's and at 5:45PM. There was a male backs test near the college, I held my nose as I went past so the spotter could see me. I went to the laundrette on Felixtowe road. Just before the Laundrette there was a girl in a school jumper standing back facing me, I very briefly looked at the back of her head, 100 Milliseconds? The spotter was further on, was this a test? When I left the laundrette, I approached this girl again from the front, was this a test? I looked at her for about 3 seconds, she was light coffee coloured skin, pretty face, I aged her at 15 - 16.
There was a natural low level sexual attraction to her, natural for most men of my age, unfortunately the other 99% of men will never admit this to their wives. However, was this a test? This was my main interest! When I got 50 yards down the road, I turned to see if the girl was still there, she was still in the same place. I could not decide whether this was a test or not, or was this a girl under 16 years of age?
I went to the Raja Stores Indian shop in Cavendish St. There was a black clad backs test with two men in the, Speedy Hire, hire shop opposite, there are often tests here. I ignored this, there was no sexual interest in these men.
Sat 28th October 2006.
12AM. I went to the Dry Cleaners near Alan RD. In my assessment
there were 8 tests, 5 by amateurs, 3 by professionals on route.
The amateur tests were poorly set up as usual, 2 bottoms tests,
ignored, three with passing adults, and a fat boy aged 16. There
was no sexual interest in any of these people.
The professionals, 1. There was a family with a pink clad child 4?
Near Bob's the barbers, I very briefly looked, there was no sexual
interest. 2. There was a black clad boy, 14, two spotters behind,
near Alan Rd, no sexual interest in the boy, one of the spotters,
aged 28 was attractive to me. 3. If this was test, this produced
a false positive. A postman stopped in front of me to deliver
mail. I could not hear any traffic, so I looked up and down the
road, it was clear, so I started to cross the road, only to find
myself heading straight for a child, a boy, in a push chair on the
corner of Alan RD, I laughed, you can't win them all. I passed
the woman and child, there was no sexual interest.
3PM. I went to Foxhall News, lots of kids outside, I ignored them all, no sexual interest. I went to Diannes, Michelle was there, Dianne did a laid back pose, there was a slight sexual interest from me, so I ogled her again, she laid there moving her stomach up and down in an intercourse manner, I cannot afford 80 pounds, however, I do not fuck prostitutes.
Michelle had a short skirt on, I remarked, " getting in the short skirt era, are we?" she replied that she had a shorter skirt. Michelle bent over a few times near me, and stood in front of me in a side pose talking to me, I had to look over her breasts that are now quite large to sight her face. I was pleased to see that she had developed good breasts, ( most grandfathers want their granddaughter to be pretty, with a good figure ),
I hoped as I was looking over her breasts that she gets a lot of pleasure from her breasts in sex when she is older. As I left I went to kiss Michelle, she put her arms out in a pose, I kissed her and said goodbye, I did not say love you lots as I have always done. There was no sexual interest in my granddaughter Michelle today, I am pleased with this progress. Perhaps if her mother was not so provocative to me there would be no sexual interest in her.
I went to use the toilet, when I returned to the kitchen there was a black bag in the middle of the floor. Always a flag, I am sure my daughter is trying to drive me to suicide. I left the house. The whole event made me a bit unhappy. When I got to Foxhall News, there was a family of mixed aged children including a pink clad child, I currently want to hold and cuddle pink clad children, this has developed over the last few weeks. There is no sexual interest in sighted pink clad children. I ignored this family, I crossed over the road and returned home via Alan Road.
At 4PM I decided to go over Holliwells Park, the weather is very good, as I walked through the park, I walked talking to an elderly woman. We passed a woman bent over with a child in a push chair, I briefly looked at the womans bottom, I left the older woman and went in to the seated area overlooking the bowling green. I sat and read my computer book, there was one passer by black clad boy aged 10? now there's a surprise! I very briefly looked to see who it was, no sexual interest.
The sun came out, it was still warm on the face, this was prime time, I must have seen six people as I walked the park, it was a lovely afternoon. It is sad that most people in this town are lethargic, apathetic, moronic: couch potatoes. I returned home: quite refreshed and happy.
Sunday 29TH October 2006.
I went in to town, I passed the black clad Iranian woman that
lives near me and her child, the child was in a buggy. I ogled
her and the child, there was no sexual interest. I am pissed off
with people generally. She has been involved in a lot of tests.
I went and picked up a ladder from Dianne's neighbour, at Foxhall News, there was a woman and a child in a test blocking the path, I abruptly asked her to move. There was lot of tests in the area this day, amateurs, pathetic, I did not fail any tests.
Monday 30TH October 2006.
4PM. I went to the Cliff Lane post office, I looked right as I
entered the
door, there was a middle aged woman serving, not the sexy young
tanned woman. I left the post office I passed some children, one
of them spoke to me it was a friends child, a boy aged 15 we
spoke for a while, I wished him well, we parted. There was a
bottoms test further on with older children.
There was no sexual interest in the children apart from a slight attraction to the fiends child, I like this boy. However, there was sexual fantasy thought about this child as I was going to sleep for the night, this sexual arousal changed to fantasising about Sarah, I masturbated fantasising about Sarah. Sexual fantasy about the boy never returned.
I went to the sexual advice centre in town, I was attracted to a blond woman with nice breast she was a receptionist, I looked at her breasts for a short period of time. I picked up a leaflet. I went to the Bank, as I entered the area in front of the bank I was immediately attracted to two children, girls? Aged 7? blue clad, I looked fast and looked away fast. I feel this was: was it a test syndrome? I did not feel sexual attraction.
In the bank there was a queue, I looked back, the girl behind me was a young teenager, I quickly looked away to the cleavage of another person behind, this turned out to be another young teenager, I looked away, there was sexual attraction towards the breasts, this is normal. I went to the Raja Stores in Cavendish ST. There was another bottoms test with a black man, I ignored this, there was no sexual interest.
Tuesday 31ST October 2006.
6PM. At Sainsburies there was a male black clad bottoms test,
there was no sexual interest. On Foxhall Road there was a back
test with kids, I think it was the usual kids from 107
Cavendish Street. I went Dianne's, Michelle was there, there was
no sexual interest in Michelle. Michelle did a pony tail test that
failed as a false positive, A year ago this would have seriously
psychologically impaired me, this does not happen now, however,
this causes slight depression.
Wednesday 1ST November 2006.
I telephoned David, I told him I was leaving to go in to town,
when I got to the telephone box on Bishops Hill, there was a girl
with long hair moving about near the box, the male spotter was in
the box, I walked past, there was a slight sexual interest in the
girl, I did not look, I knew it was a test. I made a wanker sign
with my hand when I got past.
Further down the hill there was familiar face, 35? year old woman, third appearance in a test, I ogled her, she is not bad looking, she is blond, light clad? I walked on. I felt there was a test in town, black clad woman, I looked at her. Slight sexual attraction. I went to the library, there was sexual attraction to a few women, one tall woman with a pony tail that I looked at. The spotter was over the other side of the room. I did not display my attractions to the other women. There was no sexual attraction to males.
I went to see David, I felt he displayed a bottoms test as he altered a clock, I watched him as he stood on a shelf back facing me: in case he started to fall. There was no sexual interest. I was sexually attracted to a young woman 25? good figure, white clad, as I followed her up Bishops Hill. I would think the testing today produced 50% false positives: displayed to spotters.
Thursday 02 November 2006.
12PM. I returned from going to Connells the building merchants on
Foxhall Road. As I turned the corner from Rosehill Crescent on to
Bishops Hill there was a slim person standing on the path waiting
to cross the road, aged 16 - 25? As I approached this person, I
could not tell if this was a girl or boy. The hair was scruffy,
was it a test? I looked at the back of the persons head to discern
sex as I passed.
I looked back when I was further down the hill, the person was crossing the road, there was a car in the park drive way. When I looked again from my front garden, the car was going up the road, the person had gone. In my assessment I would say this was another test. This did not concern me this day, I just got on with my work.
6:15PM I went skating with Martin and Kirsty, I felt there was a group of psychologists on the rink conducting tests, I was not aware of any failures. At the end of the night as I left the building I felt there was a test near Martins car with a black clad person, back facing me. I did not look at this person, there was no sexual interest.
Friday 3rd November 2006.
4PM. I went to see David, at the end of the period where I was
helping him, he moved near the TV back facing me, we had stopped
talking, the TV caught my attention. I had to look past his bottom
to view the TV. There was no sexual interest. I went to the rag
heads shop, Raja Stores, the son made a wanker sign with his hand
as he served me, this upset me a bit.
Saturday 4th of November 2006.
3PM I saw Pat my neighbour when I returned home, I do not now
believe anything is a coincidence. Pat refreshed the bird seed on
a bird feeder attached to her window. Pat had her back to me for
some of the time, I was looking at her back as we talked, there
could have been a spotter in her house. There was no sexual
interest in Pat. Poorly conducted test.
9PM. I returned home after helping David. On Bishops hill there was a drunk girl 17? locked out of a church building, she was scantily clad, it was cold, I helped her get back in the building. She said that her boyfriend was near by on the other side of the road. This whole event was unusual. I felt this was a test to see if I tried to persuade the girl to come home with me. I was not interested in casual sex with a very drunk girl.
11PM Jamie, aged 15 Denese's son, telephoned me, the impression I got was that he wanted to come round my house. He is a thief, bad news, I quickly got rid of him on the phone.
Sunday 5TH November 2006.
I went to Shotley with a friend Victor, to see the biggest cargo
boat in the world, fully loaded. I felt there were tests there
with children as I sat drinking a hot chocolate with Victor. I
looked at the children to spot the spotter. There was no sexual
interest in the children.
As we left Shotley, I felt there was a test with some young children aged 8 - 10? and a 14? year old black clad girl with a pony tail as we passed her, was it a test? I looked at her, she was slim, I was sexually attracted to her, as well as being pleased at being the center of attention, this stupidity has returned, this proves my current poor induced mental state. The profilers always find me where ever I am. We returned to my house, Victor is a homosexual, he knows that I am not interested in sexual behaviour with him.
We talked for a while, I stated that my adapted interests are currently 25% paedophile, 25% homosexual, and 50% heterosexual. This chat was off the top of my head, I now feel after the consideration for a day that the stated homosexual and paedophile interests were higher than they actually are. I also stated that I did not want a paedophile or homosexual sexual encounter.
I stated that I wanted a girlfriend, a good girlfriend would reduce the homosexual and paedophile interest percentage. After further consideration for a day, I am married to my science, this is really all that I am interested in. Also, as I feel today, I do not want to lumber a woman with my terminal lung disease.
Monday 6TH November 2006.
4:45PM. I went to Cliff Lane Post Office, as I passed the Post
Office, I could see a black clad back facing woman in the Post
Office. I entered the Post Office went up to the counter away
from the black clad woman, there was no sexual interest. The
young 30? year old woman that I am attracted to served me, she
was red clad, wool top, lovely shape breasts.
I left the Post Office, I looked around, no apparent tests, I stood near my bike outside the newsagents, near the road, looking down, making sure the money I had just collected was safely put away. I looked up, looked around, there was a brown clad bottom sticking out of a car opposite, I looked, this could not be a test? It was, I failed the test by looking, a car hooted, there was no perceived sexual interest in this man's bottom.
This made me very angry, I held my nose turning my head from side to side, I was very psychopathic as I left the area, I wanted to destroy a child aged 2? that I sighted by riding over it with my bike. I of course refrained from doing this. At the merging of Landseer Road and Duke St. As I cycled along I noticed a white clad child on the opposite side of the road, I looked briefly, a parked car had it's lights on illuminating the boy, this is what caused my interest. There was no perceived sexual interest.
In the library I felt there were a lot of tests as usual, I looked at a white clad woman with sexual interest, there was no sexual interest in men. In Sainburies a brown bottomed clad man bent towards me, I looked, was a test? The spotter moved as I turned away.
I went to Dianne's Michelle and Dianne were not there. Lynton was there with Kevin and Jack. Jack was white clad, good looking boy, I looked at him, surprised and interested, was this a test? I eventually concluded that it was a test. There was no sexual interest in Jack. Lynton was not very happy, he kept jiggling about in a sexual manner, there was no sexual interest in Lynton.
There was a horrible atmosphere in the house, Lynton usually says, " love you lots, " as I leave, he just said goodbye. I was not perturbed by this, an hour later I am still not bothered. There has been so much mental impairment of me by my family, they cannot hurt me any more.
Notes.
The mental impairment this summer caused by analysing the profilers has been very severe. This has caused a now familiar pattern to appear, the paedophile and homosexual interests have increased along with anger and psychopathy. My X girlfriend Sarah's negative behaviour has also caused an increase in homosexual and paedophile interests and anger: together with the stupid mental state of at times in such a poor mental state to enjoy being the centre of attention failing some of the tests.
The failed bottoms test with the man near the newsagents shop in Cliff Lane was unusual, there must have been a hundred such tests that I have passed in the last few months: with no failures. Sexual interest in children has gone up in the last month. Also, I now get a slight sexual urge as I write up notes about young children, these children have not produced such sexual urges when I sight them. This is a new development, It does not lead to fantasy or masturbation. I do not write up notes to produce this effect. The sexual urges soon go when I pass the points of writing about the children: and I do not fantasise about them after this.
Tuesday 7TH November 2006.
I went to the library, there was a girl with a pony tail as I
entered, I was aggressive and deliberately brushed my arm
against her boyfriend as I passed him. I sat next to the girl,
she brushed her hair, leaned forward and back, all the usual
stuff, I completely ignored her, when I got up to leave she
displayed considerable anger, I liked that, nice one! This
brought down my psychopathy level to normal, I felt quite happy.
Wednesday 8Th November 2006.
Notes lost, no recorded tests.
Thursday. 9Th November 2006.
I went to Sainsburies London Rd. There was a test in the car park,
back facing tall male, his wife was the spotter. I held my nose,
there was no sexual interest. I felt there were other tests in
town on my return journey. In town there was a man, black clad,
bottom facing me, I ignored this, no sexual interest, I just
laughed. There was also two young children in push chairs side by
side, shouting and waving their arms with happiness, I loved this,
this made me laugh, a spotter saw this.
Friday. 10TH November 2006.
12PM I went to the computer shop on Bishops Hill, I telephoned
first, I assessed five tests between my house and the shop. One
test I deliberately failed, I do this sometimes, I looked at the
back of a woman's head, she was at the bus stop, near Nacton Road,
there was very little sexual interest. The tests in the area near
where I live today were carried out by amateurs, locals, there was
a further test with an aggressive looking man and his wife? On the
hill near where I live. I ignored this couple.
5PM. I went to the Northgate St. library I felt there were tests on route, and in the library, more professional, students? There were no bad failures, just the normal false positive exacerbated projection by me towards many people in my projected interests.
Saturday 11TH November 2006.
3:45PM I went in to town, to the library, there was a test on the
way, male back facing, pony tail, and an ethnic in the library
that moved his shirt and scratched his chest, I held my nose to
this man, and the spotter for the pony tailed man. There was a
test in the library with two teenage girls, I looked at them so
quick, and looked away, they were black clad, age assessment,
vague, 12-15? There would have been sexual interest had I looked
longer.
On my return journey, there was a tall black clad male with a white clad woman, the man was looking at me, I was sexually attracted to this man, I quickly looked away, and concentrated on the woman, she induced less sexual interest than the man. As I walked up Bishops Hill there was a white clad woman 25? tall, slim, attractive walking on the other side of the road, I looked at her two or three times, there was a greater attraction to this woman, than the prior black clad man.
After returning home I then left to go to the Raja Stores shop in Cavendish St. As I got to Cavendish St. Two black clad boys aged 10-12? walked across my path in front of me, there was a slight sexual attraction to the boys, I looked briefly, the spotter, tall man, black clad, was opposite, standing in the door way of the Indian shop. As I returned home I passed near my house the two children, boys, that live at 30 Bishops hill. There was no sexual interest in these boys.
Sunday 12th October 2006.
10AM. I went to Foxhall News and then to Portman Road boot sale.
As I cycled down Back Hamlet, I passed a pink clad 12? year old
female child, I was sexually attracted to this child at a higher
level, nearly as high as the attractions imposed upon me in 1996.
I looked at her for about three seconds as I passed her.
As I approached the boot sale there was a pink clad woman, good figure, near me, I was attracted to this woman at a higher level than the previous child. At the boot sale, I was attracted to an 8? year old child, beautiful long blond hair, and very pretty, I looked at this child, there was no feeling of sexual interest, she was just beautiful. I was sexually attracted to a 12 year old child, white clad, she was cuddling her father as she walked, I looked at this child. Cuddling her father: increased the interest.
At the library there was a bottoms test as I entered the room, I held my nose as I passed the man. There was no sexual interest.
Notes. There has been a recent sudden increase in sexual interest in children, males, and females 12 and above. This follows prior pattern in previous years were I have analysed the profiling, the induced mental impairment increases paedophile interest. This does not cause masturbation fantasising about these children, Also, I do not want sex with children that I see: or any children. These induced interests have been at a higher level in some previous years, I have never wanted to enter in to sexual touching, or sexual assault behaviour with such children. This is recurrent induced paedophile interest, by analyses and abuse by adults causing psychopathy.
Notes 2. 14 11 06. Recently, I have been attacking psychologists by holding my nose and making rude gestures, this is very mentally corrupting for me, the corruption is coming from the age group 20 to 50, this is what I now think has quickly driven my interests lower to looking at children. The sexual attraction to some children has appeared very quickly.
Monday 13TH November. 2006
I went to the Ipswich Library, on the return journey I felt there
were several tests with push chairs, I looked at one child, aged 2?
she was pink clad, and lovely looking, there was no sexual
interest in this child. There was not much testing this day.
Tuesday 14TH November. 2006.
There were several tests at Ipswich Library, I made rude gestures.
I looked at some children today in push chairs, I am now attracted
more to very young children, I like looking at their mothers too.
There is no sexual attraction to the children.
5PM I left my house, I was confronted by a white clad female child, aged 8? there has been no tests with such children, I looked at this child, I did not expect such a child, it was completely dark. I looked up, the child was followed by the carer, a woman, black clad 30? I stared at the woman, I felt this was a test, this pissed me off. There was no sexual feeling towards the child. There were tests with children near Cliff Lane post office, I ignored these kids.
I went to see David, he wanted me to have anal sex with him, this is the first time he has asked for anal sex, he often wants me to masturbate him, I refuse to do this, I was in the past interested in David for the oral sex fantasy, this interest has long gone, I have no sexual interest in David. I explained that I was not interested in doing this with a man, I could however do it with a woman with a condom.
Masturbation. For the last year? Sarah aged 31 has been my subject for fantasy masturbation. Because of Sarah's recent unacceptable behaviour I switched back to Hayley, I masturbated twice in the last two weeks fantasising about Hayley. Masturbation is currently about every 7 days. Sarah spoke to me on the telephone last night this excited me to masturbate thinking of her. I will try to resume the relationship with Sarah, this will reduce my current escalated induced paedophile interests.
Wednesday 15TH November 2006.
9:30 AM. I went to Cliff Lane post office, in the post office I
was confronted by the post master and postal counter worker, a
woman, pink clad aged 45? I was slightly attracted to the woman.
However, I am old school, given the choice I prefer to do business
with men, unless the woman is very young and attractive. I trust
men more than women, so I chose the post master.
I went to the library, scrutinised more people there as usual, I could not discern any testing, I did not observe any testing until I returned to Bishops Hill, I looked at 3 males that I felt were conducting tests, this caused failure of the tests, amateurs. I went to the computer shop later, there were tests on Bishops Hill, I looked at girls that I found attractive this day.
5:30PM I went to the college I felt there were tests there, I looked at woman that I found attractive, I looked longer than was the interest, this shows how analyses of profiling causes false positives, I also looked at children and their mum's in push chairs, this day, there was no sexual attraction to these children, I want to look at such children, this is currently more pleasing to me than adults.
Thursday 16TH November 2006.
5PM. I went to the Raja Stores shop in Cavendish St. I ignored
the two 14? year old black clad girls outside the shop, the
spotters were in the Hire shop opposite.
Friday 17TH November 2006.
11AM, I saw Davids brother John outside my house on Bishops Hill.
This is the third time that I have seen John in two days near my
house. We discussed racism prompted by John, In conversation I did
not negate foreigners. There was a male back test on the docks as
I cycled past, I ignored this, there was no sexual interest.
4PM. I went to Sainburies, attracted to woman and child in push chair, I looked at the woman, pony tail, I looked at the child, no sexual interest in the child. I went to the Coop chemists shop in Carr St. Back tests there, ignored the lot of them, no sexual interest.
I went to Nat West bank, a man served me, he briefly touched his ear, then he moved his hand across his throat to his neck, I thought this was going to be another paedophile gesture, so I looked at his profiled head, the woman who was crouched near him that could see me: said yes. Another test? Another false positive! There was no sexual interest in this man.
Saturday 18TH November 2006.
2:15PM. I went to the library. In Lower Brook ST. There was a back
test with a man, he was about to open his car door, I looked at
him, was it a test? failed test, the spotter was further on, she
smiled. No sexual interest.
In the library there was a test as soon as I entered the reference room. Woman pink clad, bent over with 12 year old child, I ignored them both. I used the computer to the right of the printer, an ethnic 13? year old girl sat close to the right of me on a one hour machine, she kept looking at me, and not using the machine, I ignored this. There was a slight sexual attraction to her. I however did not look at her, apart from fleeting glances, was she a psychology test? Yes!!!
The system was slow I kept looking at the blue bar graph in the bottom left hand corner of the screen, fortunately there was not a child sitting in this direction with legs exposed, or this would have been another recorded serious false positive.
There were spotters around, I observed one man plus of course the library staff. When leaving, there was a bendover test with a black clad male, the pink clad woman was sitting at the library customers dest. I was attracted to her, I looked as I left, a man pushed his chair out quickley, I think he was upset with me, police? all I can say is fuck you, have a bad day, you are a bunch of scum bags. I was not sexually interested in any males in the library.
I looked at a few mums with babies in push chairs on the way home, the mums and children looked very nice! sexy mums, and lovely children. 5Pm I went to the Raja Stores, there was a back test, long blond hair with female teenagers outside the shop, I ignored this and their sex chat, there was a slight sexual interest.
On my return through Lower Brook St. There was another test outside the VAT office, there are often tests here. This was a back facing woman, long blond hair, I ignored this test. I looked at the man further on, black clad, out of the corner of my eye, was this a test? Conclusion yes, there was slight sexual interest in the woman: the recording of another false positive.
Library.
Notes. False positives increase psychopathy.
Ten years ago I was a very caring loving man to all ages, currently I am less caring particularly towards adults, ten years of psychology testing harassment has made me a calculating psychopath with little regard for people. I now have a nasty streak, as I enjoy hurting people psychologically. However, when I stop the analyses of the testing I hope that I will revert, I just need some love.
Sunday 19TH November 2006.
11AM. I telephoned David, I then left to go to the library.
Passed a
few people on the hill that I thought were tests, looked at the
back of a mans head, was it a test? Looked at a hoodie, boy,
grey clad, I do not like people that cover their face. Slight
sexual interet in the man and woman, not the hoodie.
Outside the library were I park my bike there was a man and a boy back facing me, both were black clad. I parked my bike behind these two, I did not look at them, I knew it was a test, there was no sexual interest. There was two men, spotters, standing near by. When I left the library 10 minutes later, the two men were still opposite the exit, I did not look at these men. I looked back when I was further up the road, the men were then crossing the road.
At the Duke St. roundabout, there was a 14? year old black clad girl that I had to pass, I did not look at her, there was very little sexual interest. I returned home.
Monday 20Th November 2006.
1PM I went to the Raja Stores shop. There was a backs test there
with a male and female, the spotter, black woman 25? pin stripe
suit was standing outside observing me. There was no sexual
interest in the black clad backs.
5PM, I went to Ipswich Library, there were tests on the docks with males and females, no interest in the males, slight interest in the blond long haired, back facing, black clad woman.
Tuesday 21ST November 2006.
11AM. Test, hoodie, near computer shop, no sexual interest. Girl
16? near Alan Rd, pony tail, slight sexual interest in her.
3PM. Test, Hoodie on Bishops Hill as I went to the Raja Stores Shop. Tests in the shop with backs and the shopkeepers daughter. There was a slight sexual interest in the shopkeepers daughter. The male 30? year old spotter was outside.
Wednesday 22nd November 2006.
No recorded tests today.
Thursday. 23RD November 2006.
8PM. As I went up Bishops Hill, there was a test with a tall man
standing with a push bike looking at me, standing near Rose Hill
crescent, I quickly looked at him, and then looked away, there
was no sexual interest.
Friday 24TH November 2006.
5PM. I went to the Raja Indian shop in Cavendish St. There was
a boy
outside. Inside the shop there was a teenage girl with a good
figure being served, I ignored her, although there was sexual
interest, and I looked at the shopkeepers
son and said hello to him. There was no sexual interest in the
shopkeepers son. There was a Chinese lady that I looked at, good
figure, I smiled at her.
Outside the shop there was a bottoms test with the Chinese lady and her partner, they were bent over the boot of a car. I looked, was it a test? Conclusion: yes. The young teenage girl had her back to me standing 10 yards away, another test. Late at night 10PM? There was a knock on my door, I could see it was Jamie, Denese's son, he was looking for his aunt Sarah, I told him that Sarah was not with me, I said goodbye and quickly shut the door. Jamie is a thief, goodbye!!!
Saturday 25TH November 2006.
11AM I went to The Computer Shop, and then on to Malcolm Sauls,
and then to see Sarah. At the house letting shop, tanning shop
near the coop on Felixtowe Rd, a familiar test place, there was
a back test, pink clad child aged 7? back facing, long hair
facing the wall, I took no interest, there was no sexual interest.
At the usual house opposite the Haven P.H. there was a back test,
two black clad males, no sexual interest.
I went to Foxhall news to see the manager: in the respect of the crooked behaviour of a member of his staff. There appeared to be a number of people near the Raja Stores in Cavendish St. As I passed it, I ignored these people. I went to Diannes, Michelle did a bend over test coaxing the dog as I tried to enter the lounge, I waited for her to move, she did not move so I entered the room. No sexual interest.
Keven appeared, he stood in front of me, I thought there was only Keven and my Granddaughter in the house, I scrutinised Kevin's penis to see if he was erect: this would indicate inappropriate behaviour with my Granddaughter. Lynton appeared, I spoke to Lynton and Kevin, Dianne eventually appeared. I was not happy as usual with all the amateur testing. Looking at Keven's penis would have been misinterpreted as homosexual interest.
They were about to leave the house, so I left with them, there was the usual bottoms test again, a man in his garden at the usual house near Foxhall news. The kids all came marching out of the familiar for tests house, 107 Cavendish St. As I returned home, I made a wanker gesture with my hand as I passed them. 4PM, I went to the Raja Sores shop in Cavendish St. The pink clad girl aged 14? made a pass at me, she called out to me, she was with another girl, 20 yards away, she shouted hello, I ignored her. I returned home.
3:30PM I went in to town to Mc,donalds, ate a Mc,flurry outside the shop, went on to Sainsburies and the library. In the library there were several tests, I failed one test with a male to spot the spotters. There was no sexual interest in the male.
There was another test with a female member of staff, I asked to see Graham East the head librarian. I told Graham that I had spoken to the libraries overall manager, Adele Rhodes Girling, a few weeks earlier about the sexual profiling of me by her library staff, It had been going on for years, still goes on, all of the testing that I had noted in the past is published on my Ipswichswimming pools.com web site.
I told Graham that the current position of my perverted mental state induced by the profiling of me for 10 years: and my self destructive analyses of it, was that: currently, my sexual interests were in my assessment 20 per cent paedophile, induced by offers of sex from children over the years, this was also caused by the induced mental impairment by deliberately failing tests in my profiling research and analyses. I stated that I had never entered in to sexual contact with children: and that I never will.
I added that the mental impairment was currently causing a 20% homosexual interest and that I did not want a relationship with males. I explained that this left a 60% heterosexual interest, this I wished to pursue, and that If any of his ladies at the library wanted to pursue such an interest with me, then I would give the matter serious consideration. My Conversation annoyed Graham East: I do not think that Graham was as annoyed as I was.
The above will be published on the Internet as a continuation, on my Ipswichswimmingpools.com web site in the latter page log of the book, The Cesspool And The Secret Armies, this log has been continuing for some years.
Sunday 26TH November 2006.
11 AM. There was a test on Bishops Hill, near Cavendish St. With
a pink clad woman aged 40, I ogled her to annoy her, she seemed
very annoyed: good!!!. 3PM I went to get a beer at the shop near
the college, there was a bend over test, black clad boy aged 8? I
ignored this, there was no sexual interest.
Monday 27TH November 2006.
11AM. I went to see Malcolm Saul, there was a test on Felixtowe
RD. As I approached the computer shop. A pink clad child in a
push chair, I ignored this. 12:15 AM after seeing Malcolm, I
walked down Felixtowe Road approaching Bishops Hill, A black
clad tall man in front of me suddenly turned around and started
to walk towards me, I briefly looked at him, there was no sexual
interest. Rather unusual event, the turning around.
5PM as I left my house I briefly looked at a woman as she passed the entrance to my house, there were two spotters in the garden of the new house on the other side of the road. There were kids 14? outside the Indian shop, no tests. Tests in the shop, black clad back facing male, ethnic. I returned home.
Tuesday 28TH November 2006.
7PM. Tests, Rosehill Coop, black bottom bendover test, female,
no sexual interest, I complained to the manager and staff, I
lost my temper and was aggressive. I was so angry when I left,
I left without my groceries, and had to go back for them: only
to find a child test on the car park, the child, aged 3? was
isolated, so I looked at the child to conclude that it was a test.
In the store there was another test with a pink clad child, I was attracted to this child, I do not think the attraction was sexual.
Wednesday 29TH November 2006.
There was tests in Lloyds chemists Felixtowe Rd. Backs and bottoms
tests with females, there was slight sexual interest. In the
computer shop opposite, as I was being served, I realised a black
clad man was standing angled to the back of me. When I turned I
looked at the ground, the spotter said yes, this was a stitch up,
I did not look at the man's bottom: and there was no sexual
interest.
I went to Dianne's Michelle was on her own, I talked to her about the testing in her house: and the 50 percent false positives, she did not say testing had never taken place. The meeting was good, Dianne appeared as I was leaving, we all talked, the atmosphere was good.
Thursday 30TH November 2006.
No tests.
Friday 1ST December 2006.
2PM. There was a black 4X4 outside my house as I was leaving to
see Steve, a carpenter, that does work for me. This was a pre-
arranged call by phone. A girl 12? pink cap, black clad, with a
man 30? that was clad in a yellow road workers water/windproof
top, was walking with her. I looked at the couple, this was near
enough to all my current colour and age attractions to both
sexes.
I felt the guy in the 4x4 was a forensic psychologist that knew my current colour and age preference scheme: and had set this test up. He was nearly right, what was needed was 10 to 20 percent white with say a neck scarf or shawl on the girl.
As I returned half hour later from seeing Steve, there was a tripod with a camera on it near my house, this could have been a police radio controlled camera, I was in my old housecleaning and garden working clothes, so I waved to the camera: as I approached my house.
Saturday 2ND December 2006.
3PM. I left my house to go to town, on the corner of Myrtle Rd,
and Bishops Hill, there was the camera and two men, I scrutinised
the camera as I passed, the camera looked very professional. In
the short distance at the bus stop on Bishops Hill, there was the
often seen sight of a brown clad man bending doing up his shoe.
He was at the back of the bus shelter, at the front a black clad man stepped out in to view, and then stepped back. I was cycling fast, I was concerned that the man could step out again and collide with me, so I steered my bike to the left towards the bent over bottoms test man, and cycled fast past him and past the back of the shelter. I did not look at the man: there was no sexual interest.
5PM. There was the usual tests in Foxhall News with a child, bottoms test, there was no sexual interest. I spoke to the manageress, and complained that her husband: the manager, had not got back to me about my police complaint about their shop staff. I said that I would complain to the police again, the police had not done their job and should have interviewed his shop staff member.
At Dianne's, there was usual excessive legs movements from Dianne, and Michelle, I explained that I knew what this was, and that this was sexually provocative: and causes sexual interest that otherwise would not be aroused. The visit, however, was quite positive.
7PM. There was the usual tests with black children in the Raja Store at the bottom of Cavendish St. I had to ask posing people to move, there was no sexual interest in the black or white posing boys, aged 12? 14? in the shop. As I cycled off, The pink capped girl and her mate was at the corner of Bishops Hill and Cavendish Street, I looked at the pink capped girl, and to see who was there, it was dark, there could have been other people there, I am weary of this lot, I returned home.
I became depressed at writing up observed tests, the stuff was repetitive, so I stopped recording test data until something important needed recording. This did not take long.
Friday 8TH December 2006.
I went to see my sister, she lives in Norwich. It was a reasonable
weekend. On the Saturday I was at the front of my sisters house
putting up Christmas lights. I heard the children talking at the
house opposite. Eventually I heard one of the children say, `why
do we have to stand out here Grandpa`, I thought, I know why,
another test to see if I look at the children. I decided to ignore
all the neighbours that appeared, none of them spoke to me, so I
never spoke to any of them either. I was not sexually interested
in the children.
Tuesday. 12TH December. 2006.
4PM. I went to the Foxhall News shop to pick up my magazines. The
woman who hand recorded my credit card details served me. I told
her that her activity had caused me a lot of hassle. She replied
that she could sue me: I told her I would be pleased if she got
on with starting an action against me. I asked to see the manager.
I saw the manager, his joint manager wife, and the woman that I had complained about in the back office. We discussed the issue, I stated that if the manager had seen details from his credit card recorded by hand in a shop, would he cancel the card? He agreed that he would have in fact cancelled the card, thus taking the same action as I had.
We talked further, The girl denied writing details down from my card, she explained that she was cleaning the data strip because the card had not worked in the machine. I said nothing to this. I then asked the managers how long they had managed this shop, the reply was 19 years. I asked if during this 19 year period staff had been fired for dishonesty? The answer was yes. At this point the manager shook my hand, his wife shook my hand, and the dishonest shop assistant shook my hand. We returned to the shop, and I passed through the shop and left the building.
Saturday. 16th December 2006.
4PM. I entered the Raja Indian shop at the bottom of Cavendish St.
I bought a beer, the younger son was holding his nose as usual as
he looked at me, the sons, the father and mother often hold their
noses as they look at me, or when I turn my back. I can see this
activity out of the corner of my eye.
I protested to the younger son, saying I know the shit that goes on in this shop, and that I was pissed off with it. The youngest son said he had a cold, this was why he was holding his nose. I said that I did not believe his story, he then said that if he had a problem with me: he would tell me. A bit of an argument then ensued, I cannot remember the details, this happens when I am annoyed. I left the shop.
Monday 18th December.
5PM. I will not be intimidated by ethnic tribes, so I went to the
Raga Indian shop at the bottom of Cavendish Street to get a beer,
I mostly now walk with my head lowered when I enter shops, or
when I am near people, another returned induced phobia, as I
walked across the shop floor a little boy's bottom,
boy aged 3? came in to view.
He was alone, bending over looking at a display. There was no
sexual interest in this child, however, I know that It will be
recorded by this shop as a lewd sexual interest.
Wednesday. 20th December. 2006.
5PM. I decided to go in to town to buy an ice cream, I like the
ice cream from Mc,Donalds in Tavern St. I did some shopping, upon
the return journey I called at the newsagents shop near the back
of the college in Fore St. Both proprietors were in the shop,
the woman proprietor was standing near the cooler where I wanted
to get a beer.
I had difficulty finding the beer I like, it was not in it's normal place, the woman said it was near the bottom of the cooler. I crouched down, as I opened the cooler door, I found myself looking at the woman's black clad vaginal area, the woman said yes. I was surprised at my close proximity lower body part hips and leg shape high level interest. I was also surprised that there was such a test set up in this shop.
Thursday. 21st December. 2006
I went skating with Martin and Kirsty, I was not happy as I left
my house, there were two boys lurking about on the street near
my house, they eventually sat on the wall near the flats and
stayed there smoking as I waited for Martin. I was very concerned
about this, particularly, as my neighbour Pat was on holiday. I
felt the boys were connected to the house at 107 Cavendish St.
And could have knowledge from my bugged house or phone that I
would be out all evening.
It was not a good skate night, the kids were skating erratically all over the rink, one child that did this was clad in similar colour to the rink surface, he was difficult to see, so I skated slower than usual. One sexual interest surprised me, a 14? year old female child stood near the middle of the long wall as I passed her, she was facing the rink, I was attracted to the lower part of her black clad trousers, I looked at her lower parts as I passed, this has not happened before.
I felt this interest was linked to the close proximity interest of the lower parts of the woman shopkeeper of the day before. This shows how induced sexual interests migrate to other people.
Friday. 22nd December. 2006
11AM. I telephoned Yelena, a girl that recently gave me tuition
in Autocad, a complex computer program, I told her that I would
be leaving shortly to see her. Surprise, Surprise, there was a
brown clad suited man aged 30? standing near the exit from my
house on to Bishops Hill. I did not look at this man, there was
no interest, sexual, or otherwise.
At the Haven public house on Felixstowe Rd/Ransome Road, there was a bottoms test with a black clad woman with a push chair. I did not look at this woman, the female spotter was nearby with a clipboard. In Yelena's house in Lindburgh Road, her son aged4? Was eating his breakfast in the kitchen where we all were. I scrutinised the boy, he looked a lovely pleasant well fed good looking child, there was no sexual interest in this boy, he just looked nice: he was a pleasure to see.
As I left Yelena's there was a back test with a blond woman, there was slight sexual interest from me, however, I did not look at her. I went to the coop on Foxhall Road later this day, as I returned and turned in to Gladstone Road, there was a black clad man bent over near his car, in my line of sight as I was looking down. I ignored this, there was no sexual interest, I walked on. Another test by locals, in my line of sight set up to discredit me, no doubt I was recorded as looking with interest at this man's bottom.
Saturday 23rd December. 2006
3PM. I went to Foxhall News, there was a test on the corner of
Gladstone Road - Foxhall Road, with a pink clad young child
walking with her mother. The child came near me, so I stopped
walking, the mother thanked me. In Foxhall News the proprietors
wife and the woman that stole my credit card details were serving.
I looked at the sweets as a focal point as I was waiting, a woman said yes, she was standing near the proprietor, I think she was indicating that I was looking at the bottom of the woman near by. I was not looking at any persons bottom, there was no sexual interest in people near by. This is typical of the stitch up in this shop and the Raja Stores in Cavendish St.
I went to Dianne's, this was prearranged, Dianne was not there, my two Grandchildren were there. My Granddaughter asked, 'what are you doing here', this is the second time that she has asked this. This statement annoyed and hurt me, I became very annoyed and nearly shouted swearing at her. I sternly stated that I have every right to be here. I sat very depressed drinking my daily pint of beer. I usually take a drink with me, because if my Grandchildren are in the house they will never offer to make me a drink, they are lazy. I eventually left, I was very unhappy, depressed and angry: the visit was very negative for me.
6PM Very Depressed I went to the Rosehill coop, David Livingstone's car was outside. As I entered the building there was a white clad boy 9? and white clad girl 7? standing in line just inside the entrance. I looked at them both, surprised, there has been no tests with white clad children. I was sexually attracted to the pair, the boy more than the girl. Different appearances attract.
Inside the shop I was slightly confused, I thought that I heard the voice of Joss, a friend, I looked at the woman from the rear, I did not think that this woman was Joss, so I did not speak. At the check out, I saw David Livingstone leaving the shop, his back was facing me, I looked at his back, I nearly shouted to attract his attention.
I decided not to shout and let David leave, David has held his nose in my presence before, this at the time imposed serious psychological damage to me. I was in such a poor mental state this night that I did not want to chance a repeat of this action causing further mental impairment. I left the shop and returned home.
Note. I now feel that the sexual attraction to the children, the boy more than the girl, was a fast adaptation to boy more than girl brought about by the serious mental impairment imposed upon me by my Granddaughter, I now believe that such fast adaptation can happen in such circumstance. Without the mental impairment imposed by my Granddaughter: there would have been less or no sexual interest in these children. My reactions were slowed by the induced depression: causing me to look longer at these children with interest.
Sunday 24th December 2006.
I went to see my youngest daughter that lives distant and her
family, she was staying in Ipswich at Diannes. There was a back
test with my distant Granddaughter, I passed this test, My
youngest Daughter was the spotter.
Monday 25th December 2006.
I worked in the morning, Christmas lunch was arranged at Dianne's
for 1PM. I arrived promptly with a bottle of wine and 4 cans of
lager. There were 2 tests, 1 with Dianne, this was a fail, there
was a slight sexual interest. I dosed off, Michelle was sitting on
the arm of my chair. When I awoke my X wife was sitting in the
same place as Michelle was sitting, I looked at her surprised.
Someone said yes indicating a failed test. Altogether, it was a
good day.
Tuesday. 26th December 2006.
5PM. There was a bendover test with a child outside Mc'donalds in
Tavern St. I had no sexual interest in this 8? year old female
child: and did not display any interest.
Wednesday 27th December 2006.
9PM. There was a black clad back facing male test, the man was
standing in the doorway of the Perfect Pizza shop on Felixtowe Rd.
There are often tests here with pony tailed females. I held my
nose as a sign of contempt as I approached the man, the spotter
then drove off, there was no sexual interest in this man.
Thursday 28th December 2006.
In Ipswich Library, Northgate St. There were several back tests
with men, the library staff were the principal observers, I held
my nose on several occasions, I failed some tests because of the
way that I was observing people. There was no sexual interest in
any men in the library.
Friday 29th December 2006.
As I walked up Bishops Hill, two children approached me, A girl
and a boy, both were white clad, These could have been the
children from Cavendish St. The boy was in my path, I looked at
him as an indication that I wanted him to move, he moved out
of my way, there was slight sexual interest in the girl, no
interest in the boy.
I have been depressed lately, projects not going well, however, this continuous sexual testing where ever I am: adds heavily to the depression.
Notes. The mental corruption from my granddaughter has been so great that the interest in black has risen in percentage, the sexual interest in boys aged 12 - 14 has risen, girls this age a slight decrease.I now like to look generally less at faces, although this has not increased an interest in the backs of people. This as recorded later: increased an interest in the lower black clad parts of people.
Sunday 31ST. December 2006.
As I entered the Aldi Shop on Felixtowe road There was a woman
aged 30 with a child aged 9, the child was female, white, slim
black clad. I looked at the child more than the mother, I was
slightly more sexually attracted to the child at a much higher
level than I would have been prior to my granddaughters recent
further abuse of me.
As I entered the Raja Stores shop in Cavendish ST. There were tests as usual. The proprietor was there, I told him I was not pleased at the tests, the continuous stitch up in his shop. He of course denied, it saying such tests were carried on in hospitals. I suggested that he got himself a degree and went to work in such a hospital: where he could practise the art more professionally.
At 4PM the phone rang, It was Denese, she invited me to a party that night, I had been invited by Joss to hers for the evening to see the new year in. I telephoned Joss and cancelled. Josse's house, the kitchen, is smoke filled at such functions. I had a chest infection that had recently developed. I did not want a smoky environment.
I finished work about 5 PM. The party at Denese's was starting at 7 PM. I did not have time for a bath, I like a bath when I am going out. I ate a meal, I was not really enthused at going out, however, I decided to go. As I opened the back door to go it was raining, I about turned and came back in to the house. Rain meant that I would have to walk, and walk back home after midnight when the violent drunks are about. A Telephoned Denese and cancelled explaining why. I worked until 10PM then I went to bed.
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