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Copyright (C) Anthony William Johns. Years 2002 To 2007.
34 Bishops Hill. Ipswich. Suffolk. IP3 8EN.
Time has moved on to February 2007. This web site and my scribes has changed policy at Ipswich Borough Council. IBC are now very pro the refurbishment of the Broom Hill Swimming pool, or they say that they are, and they have set in motion certain policies that indicate this interest.
There has also been a battle between IBC and the author, in respect of the fact that I launched a new web site www.anobeisworthless.com in Mid April 2006. IBC retaliated by trying to close down one of my other sites www.memetic1.com stating to my internet service providers that I had entered in to sexual contact activity with children: this was wholly untrue.
I fought off this attack, my representations to the ISP satisfied them that IBC were very corrupt, they allowed links to my www.ipswichswimmingpools.com web site from my www.memetic1.com web site to expose IBC corruption. I also named all of the people that are in the Surrogate Daughter book published on the www.memetic1.com web site, including naming all the corrupt IBC officers.
So the ball game has changed IBC, appear very pro the Broomhill pool: and they are trying to do anything to discredit me. In the Surrogate Daughter book I state that I fell in love with a boy, Jamie Bennett aged 14 in 1992, this is correct, I loved Jamie for his sport interest and his fantastic sense of humour. There was no sexual interest in Jamie, my conscious homosexual interest did not start until 1996 when My Daughter Dianne and the police and other psychologists negated my brain to a very suicidal mental state.
So the psychologists are, hell bent, excuse the terminology, in their efforts to discredit me as a homosexual and gross person: as my books may become best sellers, I do hope that my books sell well.
In the political battle to discredit me an ethnic tribe was recruited by IBC supporters. This has caused a fast adaptation to racism. I was abused and intimidated by this ethnic tribe and I feel it is only correct that I am allowed to publish in this science book: my fast adaptation to being racist. If there is a complaint to my ISP or DNS provider about this matter and the ISP or DNS provider wants the racist element removed from this site, then upon written complaint from the ISP or DNS provider: the racist parts from this part of this science book will be quickly removed.
The following text shows an explosion in the sexual testing of me triggered off by a letter that I sent to Social Services, this is Suffolk County Council in Ipswich, asking S.S. to state that: was I considered by them to be a sexual risk to children? I was probing, I wanted to know, was sexual profiling now linked to child sexual abuse risk assessment? Was data being held on Government data bases pertinent to sexual testing and risk assessment? I also wanted to know was I being profiled by the statutory services?
I had to push for a reply, S.S. did not respond to my requests, I had sent two letters. So I threatened to put the matter in the hands of the Ombudsman's office. The first letter was sent on the 10th August 2006. You will see that the testing increases after this date I eventually received a reply from a Mr. Graham Gatehouse, on the 27th October 2006 stating that I was not under investigation by the police, and I was not considered to be a risk to children.
Further regards to the sexual profiling, Mr. Gatehouse suggested that my concerns could be an issue for the community mental health team and proposed that I see my G.P. This proposal infuriated me, there is always a link from local government departments to the mental health services, if you ask for support then you will be tagged as being blessed with paranoid delusion in respect of your claims. There is no delusion in my concerns for the ongoing sexual profiling of me, particularly the heavy profiling and stitch up of me by staff, library staff, at Suffolk County Councils main library that I use regularly in Northgate Street in Ipswich Suffolk.
I kept a log for credibility purpose, unfortunately the heavy profiling and the analyses of this and the effect on me: this negated my brain to increased sexual interests in children and men. I however did not, 'and definitely do not want sexual activity with men or children'.
The explosion in the sexual testing of me resulted in blanket testing where ever I went, either, family, friends, or local shops, remember my phone, house, computers, are bugged, I use this to my advantage so tests are set up when I go out so that I can analyse them, particularly looking for new data, dirty tricks, and new false positives.
This current round of testing has as always has triggered investigation, is it a test syndrome? I cannot stop looking to see if there is a test: and invariably, I fail the test. Anything unusual I look at, the profilers know this. False positives and failed tests increase with the induced downward mental spiral.
There are new induced phobias, I becoming more retaliatory with increased anger and psychopathy caused by the profiling. The onslaught of the testing causes confusion. I become more concerned at being killed in a contrived accident to stop my publications.
There is sexual provocation from my granddaughter and daughter, there is increased interest in backs of heads, male and female. All shop staff are becoming more interested in the sexual profiling of people. Many Tests carried out in many local shops, the photographs of these shops are published in the art gallery in page 10.
Any shop keepers, businesses, or government departments as listed below that disagree with my claims, please write to me stating a claim that testing in their business has never taken place.
1. Ipswich Main Library, Northgate Street Ipswich.
2. Nacton Road Post Office. Nacton Road Ipswich.
3. Cliff Lane Post Office. Cliff Lane Ipswich.
4. LLoyds Chemist Shop. Felixtowe Road.
5. Derby Road Surgery. Derby Road Ipswich.
6. Rosehill Coop Shop.
7. Sainburies Main Shop. Upper Brook Street Ipswich.
8. Duke Street Newsagents. Duke Street Ipswich.
9. College Newsagents.
10. Ipswich College.
11. Outside The V.A.T. Office By Staff. Lower Brook Street.
12. Mc'donalds fast food store. Tavern Street Ipswich.
13. Foxhall News Foxhall Road Ipswich.
If you want to skip these test notes go to the next page where more notes are added at the top of the page.
A note added 06 06 06.
There has not been much testing since I last entered up my
notes, the computer record is 06 04 06. There has however
still been testing at the skating rink when I go there, also,
some tests at my daughter Dianne's, some tests on the streets,
so a few notes have been added.
Friday 05 May. 2006.
I went to Norwich to see my sister, as I was walking down the
road near her house, Pauline her friend was walking away from
me with a younger man. Pauline had green Wellington boots on.
I looked hard to make sure that the person was Pauline, it
was, The couple were not talking, just marching forward, I
thought that this was unusual, so I studied them, was it a
test ?
The next day Pauline came out of my sisters house, I was washing my sisters car, I did not look or speak to Pauline as she came out of the house, Pauline remarked on this. As Pauline walked away I thought that I heard her say wanker. Later that day Pauline kept holding her nose in my company, this did not worry me, I am immune to this stupidity.
As I left my sisters to return home, Sunday, 7-15PM at the post box on Low RD as I approached a car, the door opened, a very slim girl / woman, black clad, got out of the car and put a letter in the post box. As I approached this girl / woman that I was attracted to, I realised her age could be between 12 and 20. In case this girl was 12 I did not look at her. I cycled on.
Thursday 18th May. 2006.
Went skating, there were several tests with tall men, I
looked at the men to assess who they were. It was in my
assessment the police.
As I sat having a drink in the cafeteria, A child about nine came in to view about ten yards away, she had a pony tail. Was it a test? So I looked at her. This was repeated with another child, the new manager was the spotter. I was not sexually attracted to the children.
Wednesday 24th May. 2006.
Went to Dianne's, it is her birthday, there was a test with
Michelle.
Thursday 25th May. 2006.
I approached Pal's nightclub in Ipswich during the day, A very
smart tall black suited man walked across my path and towards
me on the right hand side of me. I turned slightly towards his
direction as I walked towards him. I did not look at him.
There was no awareness for sexual attraction, with hindsight
a felt this was peer attraction. The female black clad spotter
smiled.
Note the peer attraction is back at a low level, this is because of my recent mental impairment. Sarah, Family, work, all problematic.
Sunday 28th May. 2006.
I went to Dianne's. Michelle did a very poor test, she said
look Granddad at this egg. She held the chickens egg near her
waist, and put her other hand in the air. I did not see the
egg near her waist: I looked as is quite normal at the higher
hand. I could see the top of her body, there was no sexual
interest. Poor Test. Very amateur.
Wednesday 31st May. 2006. 1PM.
I walked along Fore Street to return home. As I approached a
car I could see a child's leg between the bottom of the car
door and the pavement. My assessment 7-9 year old female
child. As I got closer, I could see the child's head, she was
bending towards the seat. I circumvented the car away from
the child, there was no sexual interest. My assessment,
Ipswich Police.
Thursday 1st June. 2006.
Went to the doctors surgery to see the nurse. The nurse
washed her hands, back facing me, was this a test, I looked
at her back. Do not know.
Went skating, as I entered the rink, there were bottoms tests with boys, I ignored this. As I walked on there was a girl with a pony tail with her back to me, I ignored this. The new manager was the spotter. I had no sexual interest in the children.
Monday 5th June. 2006.
Went to Dianne's, to confirm some garden light bulb sizes that she
wanted for her birthday. Jack a boy that Dianne child-mind's was
there as well as my EX wife. As I was talking to my EX wife Jack
walked across the room, bent over and put his head between his
legs and looked at me from between his legs, I was watching
him to see what he was doing, he had no reason to walk in to
this part of the room. This activity interupted a dialogue with
my X wife. There was no sexual interest.
Jack saw me looking, I then realised that this was another bottoms test and that I had failed it. My Granddaughter was not friendly as I left. This caused me some considerable psychological damage I could not work properly the following day: anger and depression.
Wednesday 21st June. 2006.
I Published on the telephone that I was going to cliff lane Post
Office, I saw a young Moslem girl 13? Neighbour? Walking across
the park off the park Tarmac road, she was Isolated, I nearly
approached her to tell her not to walk on the park alone. There
was a slight sexual attraction towards this girl, different
clothes and purity.
As I left the park, thee were two cars and a girl 14? long blond hair, leaning over, talking to someone in the car. I was concerned for this girl in case whoever she was talking to was a stranger, However, as usual for me now I said nothing and walked on. The two cars drove off, I wondered if this was a botched police test, I approached the cars from an unusual direction, not my normal direction.
Sunday 25th June. 2006.
I went swimming at Felixtowe with my Granddaughter Michell.
As we sat in the cafeteria, Michelle kept moving her nearest
leg towards me and back rhythmically without touching me.
I felt that this was a test.
Monday 10th July. 2006.
12AM Went to the college library, as I left I felt there was a
test near the rear entrance, two adults and two children, I
looked at the 8 year old girl, she was slim black clad with
her arms folded over her head. I felt there was a slight
sexual attraction.
Sexual attraction has risen again slightly for such children, I have finally finished with Sarah my Recent girlfriend, the relationship finished with a lot of psychological damage for me. This has caused a slight sexual interest in children to occur again. However, as always, I do not want sexual contact with children, and this does not cause sexual fantasy.
Friday 14th July. 2006.
I went to my sisters at Norwich for the weekend, this was a
disaster, I arrived late for a start.
Saturday 15th July. 2006.
At Norwich, at my sisters, I was washing my sisters car at about
10 AM. Four neighbours opposite lined up in front of a window
and were talking to each other. I said hello, are you well ? They
replied yes, good morning Tony, and carried on talking with
their backs to me.
I did not look or show interest in their backs, I carried on washing the car. When I had nearly finished a woman left in a car from one of these neighbours houses. I felt this could have been a spotter, did she stitch me up and lie saying that I was behaving in a lewd manner: when I was not. The possibility of this made me very depressed.
My sister seemed very stressed this weekend, I felt that she was very petty over many things, with the assessment of a possible stitch up and my assessment of tests at Norwich, I was so unhappy on the Sunday: I told my sister this. I left my Sisters at 10AM on Sunday and returned to Ipswich.
Sunday 16th July 2006. 11 AM.
Spotted a person that I thought was a girl, on Thorpe station
Norwich, 11 AM, nice pony tail, looking at me, blew her a
kiss, OOP's's it was a man, my eye sight must be fading.
Tuesday 18th July 2006. 11 AM.
Allied carpets Ipswich. Went with Dianne to pick up a roll of
vinyl floor covering. EX wife said she would stay in the car.
As I was about to leave the shop I spotted Dianne with a
person, I thought from a distance, this was a man. It turned
out to be my EX wife looking over her shoulder at me. Just
another stupid amateur test.
Friday 21ST July. 2006.
At Ipswich Library, test, Male tall 18? black clad, goaty beard,
another pratt from the college, the spotter was smaller boy,
sitting close by. Usual Stuff, Somebody at the library telephoned
the college.
Saturday 22ND July. 2006.
Went over Holliwells park at 4PM Sat reading under my favourite
oak tree for a while, got uncomfortable, went and sat near the
bowling green in the seated area. Some 12 ? 14 ? year old children
kept fooling about near me exclaiming sexual chat, " look my
knickers are nearly pulled down to my pubes," etc. I ignored
this stupidity. The odd thing was these girls were at times on
the bowling green turf, and the nearby adult bowling players
never reprimanded them.
A tall black clad woman with an 8? year old black clad female child came and stood in front of me, the woman appeared to be adjusting the child's clothing, I took no notice of this stupidity, police psychologist, more stupidity, I had just e-mailed letter out the day before to Ipswich police pertinent to IBC's corporate skulduggery.
Sunday 23RD July. 2006.
As I walked along the path on Bishops Hill near my house, two
girls were walking towards me, 14 ? 12 ? the 12 year old spoke,
said Morning, it was 1 PM, I replied Hi girls, and as they passed
me, I sternly said, bye girls, and waved to them indicating that
I did not want to see them again.
Telephoned my Granddaughter at 1:30 PM, to see if she wanted to go to Felixtowe swimming and putting, she said no, she did not seem as friendly. I said that I might pop round later, she replied Mum's tired, an indication that I was not wanted there that afternoon: So I did some work in the afternoon instead.
Went over Holliwells park at 6:30 PM Sat in the seated area by the bowling green and read a science mag for an hour. There were a lot of comings and goings of people, I felt there was a lot of amateur testing, one guy with an old camera, perhaps the girls I spoke to earlier near my house, said something negative, or the bus driver that I punched in the face on his bus the day before, for his dangerous driving endangering my life, had triggered this, who knows ? Start of school holidays, local paranoia ?
Monday 24TH July. 2006.
Typed up these notes for the last few days early, 7 AM. With the
pressure that I am putting on IBC, I am very concerned about being
stitched up by a child or children that could state that I asked
them for sex: or say that I have assaulted them. This is not going
to stop me pursuing a normal life. The weather is great, I shall
continue to go over Holliwells park almost daily as I have done
for the last 15 years: in fine weather.
Tuesday 25TH July. 2006. 8PM.
Test in Myrtle Rd, girl 15? Long pigtail, displayed the back
of her head standing near a car. I Failed the test, (looked
at the back of her head for about 3 seconds to see what
would happen.) This is the first test in Myrtle Rd. Shortly
after I looked at the girl, a van door slammed and a man
walked past me, badly dressed, advanced weathered face,
amateur. There was no sexual interest in this girl, or
interest to harm her.
Wednesday 26TH July. 2006. 8PM.
In Myrtle Rd, as I approached the park, a black clad young
woman walked across my path and in front of me in to the park.
Just in side the gates there were children and two men that
I could just see out of the corner of my eye back against the
wall. I ignored all this: and carried on walking. The amateurs
are out in force, cretins !
Thursday 27TH July. 2006.
Went in to a rage in my house, had a stupid problem with a
small image drawing that would not appear clear in the format
that I wanted to put drawing on my on my valfet.com web site.
I was shouting I hate people, I'll destroy this town: If it's the
last thing I do. I hope my house is bugged: and that was
transmitted !
Sunday 30th July. 2006.
I told David Miles that I was going to a children's party,
my 13 year old granddaughter and female friends would all
be in the swimming pool, there was no suggestion of sexual
interest made on the phone. David telephoned me back after
a while and asked me to look at the girls, and then tell
him about their swimming costumes.
I refused to do this: and this request made me very angry. I stated that I could not describe girls attire, even from sports venues, I use these venues for sport, that's the only reason for going.
David always tries to interest me in lewd behaviour, he wants me to look at pornographic video. He put a video on one day and asked me to check it to see if it was ok by looking at it. ( David is blind ). Seen porno video's when I was younger, they never really did interest me unless they were humorous or displayed behaviour that I had not seen before.
I found this video interesting, the man had an enormous penis, none of the three woman in the video could take this enormous penis fully in to their vaginas. After this scene the next scene was 3 young woman dressed up as school children, I told David that I was not interested in this. David said that I was abnormal, most men liked such video.
Recently, David offered me a pornographic sound tape to listen to, I said that I was not interested, I was only interested in science material. David said that I was not normal. I did not say anything, The fact is 25% of people view and listen to porn. I am one of the normal 75%.
I saw Martin's car on Saturday 29th for a long time at his mum's, Pat my neighbour, the car was there again for a long time on Sunday 30TH. As I left to go to the children's party I popped around to see Pat and Martin to see if Pat was well. I had been round earlier, the new neighbour saw me. When I got to Pat's back door, Julie, Martins wife to be was standing inside the open back door alone with her back facing me.
I immediately spoke to Julie, then I noticed Pat slightly distant looking at me. This was just what I was looking for, a link to Pat from the failed test in Myrtle Road, Nice one !
The Children's party went ok, I did not go near the children while they were in the pool. My Eldest Daughter offered for me to sit in the pagoda, I said that I was happy standing, I stood with my back to the pool: to give the girls privacy. Shortly after this the girls got out of the pool and dried themselves off in the pagoda, For privacy, I still had my back to the girls.
Monday 31st July. 2006.
I Returned from Cliff Lane post office. A female park
keeper that I know turned her back to me as I approached
her, There was another park keeper near by facing my way.
I looked at the female expecting her to turn back, she
never did. When I got home, I realised that this was
another failed test.
Tuesday 1st August. 2006.
I had abuse from the flats near by, there is some scum now
living in these flats. I man from one of the upper floors
shouted perv a few times as I left the house. Later, I could
hear shouts of perv from youths children 10 - 14 estimated
age, these children were shouting perv. I ignored all this,
It is so easy to make this confrontational.
Thursday 3rd August. 2006.
Going skating, I expected problems after my attack on Paul
Turner, IBC Corporate Solicitor. Re: 0683.TXT. The battle
is going to hot up even more as I try to get an
ombudsman's claim: to force this matter in to court.
Went skating with Martin, Chris, Kirsty. No problems until after 9.30 PM. I felt there were plenty of tests, kids positioned round the side of the rink. At about 9:30 PM Martin skated near me and put his finger in his ear, a paedophile gesture, I ignored this.
Shortly after this I was skating near and fast to a 20 year old Male, I looked at his bottom, this was the first time in this evening this had happened. There must have been a slight attraction. I immediately looked up at the alcoholic bar, this is a good viewing point for psychologists. A spotter looking over a persons shoulder quickly moved,
Shortly after this there was booing and shouting from a group, the normal group, Martin and friends, they were standing to the left, my left, of the entrance to the rink near the cafeteria. I stuck my thumb up as a gesture of approval.
Shortly after this I was skating fast in the anti clock wise direction when a girl aged about 7 - 9 pushed herself off a wall and skated head on fast towards me. This has often happened before to try to cause a collision. I have never collided with such a child, I always manage to avoid them.
I have always felt that this happens to try to get me reprimanded of banned from the rink if these children can collide with me. I am the oldest male on the rink, I skate fast: and I am not liked by many people, the hate campaign from Ipswich has fuelled this.
I wanted to take a break, time 9:45 PM ? I looked towards the cafeteria exit, Martin was standing closest to the exit. I felt that this was a test, so I did not leave the rink. Shortly after Martin moved, however there was still a lot of people near the exit.
I skated off the rink through the people towards the cafeteria bar. Surprise, Surprise, Kirsty was at the bar, black clad, displaying her pony tail hairstyle standing profile. When I got to the bar well away from her she moved away from the bar. This is a no win situation, skate near Martin then I homosexual, skate near Kirsty, then I am a paedophile. Kirsty is aged 15.
During the evening there was a tall large very strong black clad male that taking up positions along the edge of the rink, I was very wary of this man and I did not skate near him. This made me wary of what was going to happen this night.
Very near the end of the evening I was skating fast down the three entrance side of the rink towards the cafeteria. At the last entrance a child 7 - 9 stood near the entrance with his / her back to me, I was concerned that there could be another child near this girl that I could not see and this child could skate on to the rink fast causing a collision.
I was very wary of this unusual event. I had to look at the child, with her back facing me. If there was a sexual interest, this was very low level, I was not aware of any sexual interest. Failed Test.
At the end of the evening, I was photographed with a video camera when the lights came on. However, I could have been videoed all evening, when the lights are dimmed there are infra red spotlights that come on. Pat my neighbours lights were on when I returned home, the curtains were drawn back, this is unusual, I passed the front of her house, I did not look in the window.
Friday. 4th August. 2006.
I did not sleep well the night before, kept thinking about
the failed test with the child, this caused depression and
anger as usual. Eventually slept for a few hours, got out of
bed at 8AM. Started typing up these notes at 9AM. I am
quite depressed at the failed test of the evening before.
When you skate all night fast: there has to be false positives as far as profiling is concerned. The profilers I felt were the I.B.C. collusive police. I am highly investigative of unusual event, anything that is odd I will investigate.
Tests near and in the Raja Stores a new Indian shop at 17 Cavendish ST. Tests have been increasing there recently. I told the proprietors of the tests, and that I had been on the receiving end of this stupidity for 10 years. In few the days after this, there has been no tests.
Saturday August. 5th 2006.
There was a lot of testing in Ipswich town centre when I
went there.
Sunday August. 6th 2006.
Went to Oulton Broad near Lowestoft, I was told on the train
by a man that I chatted to that the cold water swimming pool
was still there. However, the pool had been reduced to a very
small tank for children to swim in. I did not use the pool, it
was too small. I looked around the park nearby, I was
photographed in the park.
As I cycled away from the area, I was photographed again. I cycled to Lowestoft, I went to the swimming pool in Water Lane, there was no lane swimming, so I did not stay. Had a look as usual at the old dock, went along the pier, then I cycled to South Lowestoft, and then along the beach to Kessingland. This area is isolated, beautiful with clean beaches and picturesque cliffs.
I felt that there was a bit of testing in Lowestoft near the pier, and North Lowestoft: and on the train journey back.
Monday. 7th August. 2006.
More testing in local shops.
Tuesday. 8th August. 2006.
More testing in local shops and in Ipswich.
Wednesday. August 9th 2006. 2PM.
Went to the Indian shop at the bottom of Cavendish Street.
There were more tests. When I was about to leave a little boy
aged 3? went outside the door near the road, I pointed to
this child: and told his mother of the danger. As I left the
shop the child was in my way, I looked down at him to avoid
him as I passed him.
Wednesday. August 9th 2006. 3PM.
Went through the park to the post office on Cliff Lane, when
I approached the counter I could see a tall man that I thought
was a police officer with a bullet proof jacket on. I stared
at this man as I approached him. It was the postmaster, black
clad, another test for the colour black.
As I left the park near my house there was a red small van in the park drive, two tall men moved round the van and observed me. I think that this was IBC security people for recognition purpose.
Thursday August 10th 2006.
From the 10th to Sunday 12th, tests were ever I go, too many to
record, the time taken to record such testing takes up too much
time.
Sunday August 13th 2006.
Went to the Northgate St. Library. In the afternoon, there were
several men there aged 40 to 60, making sexual gestures to me.
Brushing of hair, running hands across lips, sucking fingers.
I held my nose to these men that stopped a lot of the silliness.
However, I am aware that this sort of activity increases
sexual interest in men for people in a poor mental state:
the profilers know this.
At 6pm I went over Holliwells park, sat reading in the bowls area, some girls and their boyfriends aged 14? came and stood near me, there was the usual sexual chat. I ignored them.
As I left the area, walked through the garden, there was a man bent over photographing a chair, the chair had the only fading sunlight on it. I scrutinised the man because what he was doing was so unusual. I looked, looked again, then looked again. As I left the area I considered was this a test? The conclusion was after considerable thought was that I just did not know whether this was a test.
As I left the park there was a couple in their twenties, the boy turned his back to me, I ignored this, I looked at the girl, she had nice large breasts. Lovely.
Monday August 14th.
4-30 PM I Went to the Doctors surgery, as I approached bob's
the hairdresser I could see a boy looking over the fence at
me, the boy moved as I got near, back facing me, he got in a
car, I ignored this, seen hundreds of tests like this.
Went to the Chemists Shop. There was a test with a boy, ignored this, A girls bottom back and head appeared in view to the left of me, the girl aged 9? 11? I turned my head away fast, to the extreme, away from this girl. This is one of the induced phobias, I did not want to appear to be looking at this girl.
Opened the door at the Doctor's surgery there was a man standing back to me on the other side of the door. I ignored him, he moved and some black clad children, boys? Came in view. I ignored the group holding my nose as I walked past. There was some coming's and goings, I ignored this, apart from one woman with a good figure.
Went to the Coop, As I approached the entrance there was a man and a woman aged 60? walking towards the door, I scrutinised the man, was this a test, the couple were a bit old ? The spotter was a short distance away.
Left my house at 7PM walked to my eldest daughters, as I walked round the corner of Foxhall news in to Wellesley Rd when I turned the corner, there were two young children walking towards me within a few yards. There was a girl aged 7? on the inside, the boy aged 4? on the outside, I looked at the girl first very briefly and then looked at the boy longer as I passed him to make sure that I did not collide with him. Was this a test? The spotter was a few yards further on, I held my nose as I approached the spotter. The boy was dressed in brown, the same as the man photographing in the park the day before.
At my daughters my EX wife kept making rude gestures to Jack, a 12? year old boy who was there, the gestures were for my benefit. My Granddaughter kept holding her nose. Currently, all of this sort of behaviour where ever I go in my assessment I am hardened too. However, This sort of behaviour must have a detrimental effect on me.
At 8-10PM I walked down Cavendish street towards the Indian shop at the bottom. There was a white man back facing me, black clad sweeping the gutter going away from the Indian shop and away from me. The shop was closed. Was this a test? I scrutinised the man, and I concluded that it was in fact a test. Rather Unusual
Notes. My sexual interest remains high in women, low in men and not at all for male children. There is a slight sexual interest in girl children of all ages, however, this will never lead to sexual contact. This is an induced mental disorder, induced by the profilers over the years.
I currently cannot stop investigating the profiling, this is a facet of my mental state, I now cannot stop investigating this. Psychiatrists wanted to stabilise this condition with lithium, I insisted on keeping the condition: as It is highly creative, and creates books that I publish on the internet, that I publish: to try to help people.
Tuesday August 15th. 2006.
Went in to Ipswich town centre, observed about 6 tests. I
have only recorded two. On route to town I went in to the
Duke St. Paper shop there was a coffee coloured skin man
aged 18? who appeared to be serving, he was the nearest, so
I went to him. He did not appear trained, so the woman served
me. I felt this was a test to see if I looked at him, as always,
if this was a test, and I felt it was, then this test was
poorly set up. This test created a false positive.
In town as I returned along Carr St. A woman came towards me, I think that she had a child in a buggy, however there was a child 3? walking at her side near me. I looked at this child to make sure that I did not collide with him: this child was coffee coloured.
At 6pm, I went for a bike ride, it is a lovely evening, there are now not many such evenings left this summer. I needed to go Sainsburies London Road. I went to Chantry Park, I sat viewing the mansion at the rear, drinking a can of lager, sitting on the lawn, this was very pleasant.
I Left the park cycled around the Hadleigh Road Trading Estates to observe changes. As I left the estate nearest Sainsburies, there was a child, a girl about 7? red clad on her own near one of the units. I showed no interest in this girl, there was no sexual or criminal interest. When I cycled down Portman Road, I felt there was a test, black clad woman 18? pony tail, nice figure, the spotter was further on. I held my nose as I approached and passed this girl and the spotter.
Wednesday August 16th 2006.
At 10-15AM I went to the Raja Indian shop at 17 Cavendish
St. To get some milk. When I got to the doorway, there were two
very young children sitting in the door entrance. The only
access gap was near the boy on the left, it was a small gap. I
carefully passed the boy looking down at him to make sure that
I did not harm him.
The mother was at the counter, back to me, nice figure, pony tail hairstyle, another bloody test. I showed no interest in the woman, there was a slight sexual interest, nice figure.
Left house about 4 pm, went through Holliwells park, kept on the road, quick look in the children's area, no nice mums to look at. There were several people near the mansion about 30 yards away, I gave a prolonged look, I was looking towards the sun, I could not see who was there.
As I approached the Post Office, there was a man with his back to me, I ignored this, no sexual interest, there was a 12? year old boy black clad boy standing near a lamp post, I ignored him, no sexual interest. Stood in the post office waiting to be served, the post master said this woman is first, a young woman came from behind, and stood in front of me. I briefly looked at the back of her head, no surprise, it was a pony tail.
There was a slight sexual interest in this woman, I did not ogle her. I turned left from the post office door, there were children, I ignored these kids, no sexual interest. Went in the newsagents shop. I was confused with all the testing, went straight to the counter to the coloured girl and stated " oh I need an ice cream," I then collected the ice cream and returned to the counter. When I tried to leave there was a woman with a young child entering the shop, I held the door open, back facing the woman and the child to assist their entry, I stepped outside.
When I stepped outside a girl about 12 -13 small breasts with a red bikini or bra top on came towards me, I quickly looked straight at her face, then fast looked at her breasts then looked away laughing my head off, nice one. I laughed for some time after this. Slight sexual interest, nice test, nice girl.
Went down Cliff Lane past David Balls house making a gesture wanker sign, still laughing. When I turned the corner from Cliff Lane to Holliwell's Road I was faced with a police officer checking a white car making notes. I looked at the car and briefly the police officer, I then passed a woman with nice large breasts, she had just got off a bus.
I went on to the docks, saw a car with a warning indicator on. I ignored this, I will not be intimidated. I went through the dock along the quay, it was very dangerous, fork lift trucks were loading wood. I kept near the waters edge so I could dive in the dock if a truck came near me. I can concerned at being killed to stop my publications
I approached Neptune Marina, I heard a diesel engine start, I looked at the boat docking lift, this was where the noise was coming from. I looked up on the machinery, Peter the marina worker was up on the machine, I looked twice in case he turned round. When I got past I turned to face Peter a couple of times to wave to him as I always do, he appeared not to see me. Alan Swann, the Neptune Marina owner was the spotter. No sexual interest.
Walked in to town along the dock, a few tests there as usual, I ignored them. Walked further in to town to the Eastern Counties info office at their bus station. Walked to David's as arranged, Saw a couple of sexy woman, and a few others that I liked the look of.
At David's, I sat down, David sat down after me with his back facing me, as he sat down he held a position with his bottom facing me for a few seconds. I looked, was this a test? I decided it was, I looked around, where is the spotter? There was no spotter.
I looked for the camera, It was on the fire place, nice one David. We talked for a while, David turned towards me, I looked at his trousers to see if he had an erection, there was no bulge. There was no sexual interest in David. David offered me money for some work that I had done. I refused it. David used to help me a lot before he went blind so I refused the money. David was trying to trap me, I am not allowed to accept money
At 6PM I left David. At the corner of Grimwade St. / Fore St. I met a black clad man pushing a bike. There was a baby in the carrier on the back of the bike. The baby was unusual, no hair, about the age were he, I think it was a he? Had only learned to sit up, very strange. I looked at this baby as I immediately stepped aside to give the man plenty of room, a woman then came in to view and passed me.
There was no sexual interest in this trio. The man then said " he looked at the kid," that's an unusual way to describe your new born child. Scruffy amateurs, vigilante's?
I returned home, there were several tests along the way, passed an attractive woman at the bottom of Bishops Hill. Several tests with men, no sexual interest.
Went to Dianne's at 7:45PM. As I approached 107 Cavendish St. there was a door open to a car, with a man's brown trousered leg sticking out of it towards the path. I stepped in to the road and avoided walking past this man. There was no sexual interest. There was a pony tail test, girl, good figure, near Foxhall News. I ignored her, crossed over the road away from her.
At Dianne's there was only one place to sit, surprise, this was near Dianne. She moved her nearest leg, circular movement, moved this leg up and down, made movements with her hand on her face, and breasts and kept moving her hand near her side, brushed her hair a few times. Lynton did some similar moves, nothing new here. There was no reciprocative movement from me, there was a slight sexual interest in Dianne, very slight, no sexual interest in Lynton, Michelle was on the computer: and remained still.
Dianne left the room, Lynton stood up, started talking, I looked at his face briefly, then his midrift, he was saying something about football boots lifting his feet I looked at his feet. Another induced phobia, I cannot now look at my Grandsons face, I do not know where to look when my Grandson faces me talking in close proximity. Dianne entered the room after Lynton and I sat down. She was singing, happy. I think that she photographed me through the large window that was at the back of me.
I kissed Michelle goodbye, as I turned around Dianne had her back to me, I quickly looked at her head, no surprise, this was a pony tail style. I then looked at Lynton, he was the spotter. No sexual interest Dianne or Lynton.
Returned home at 8:45, there was test at the bottom of Cavendish ST. With a male, white top black shorts, there was no sexual interest. The spotters were in a car nearby. I am always weary walking down this isolated bit of road, but I will not be intimidated, so I will not walk the long way round. I am not sleeping well lately, stressed, all of this bloody testing.
I have not worked on my amplifier project since 25 07 06. It is now 17 08 06 I should have had the Printed Circuit Boards designed by now. I think that this is the fourth project that IBC have interfered with, the other 3 projects were scrapped.
Thursday, 17th August 2006.
11-15 AM went to the Indian shop Cavendish St. There was a man
bending over on the hill as I left my house, I ignored this,
no sexual interest. Passed a man white top black bottoms
carrying a heavy sack on his shoulder ignored him, no sexual
interest.
Returned from the Shop, young woman at bus stop with a small child in the buggy. Briefly looked at the child, ogled the young mum, slight sexual interest. Looked at older women that were with partners going to the shop and returning, only very little sexual interest in one of these older women.
Thursday 17th July 2006.
I went in to Ipswich at 4PM to buy groceries. There was a test
as I walked along the left hand path approaching Sainburies,
walking along Tacket St. Two black woman were approaching me,
one of the woman was extremely short. When I got closer to the
women looking at the smaller one, I then realised that this
was a child, I immediately looked away, the spotter was further
on. The slight sexual interest went fast when I realised that
this was a child.
As I left the check-out at Sainburies I had to walk through two children with their backs facing each other. Boy on left, aged 5? girl on right aged 12? with a pony tail. I carefully walked through these children to avoid touching them. I was looking down to the right at the girls bottom, I did not want to touch her. Nice bottom, I passed without touching either child. The spotter said no.
There were about six other tests as I walked in and out of town + the usual black clad back facing male test in the Duke St. shop. As I walked up the Bishops Hill there was a disabled woman who was having difficulty crossing the road, I slowed down a bit I nearly helped her, I decided not to, 10 years ago I would have helped this woman
I went rollerskating with Chris, As I entered Rollerworld, Paul the new manager was near the door, I looked at him, he turned away, I was not surprised at this. There was a bit of testing on the rink. Test in the bar with a black clad male, Paul the new manger and the bar girl were the spotters behind the see through glass door nearby.
At the end of the evening, I was seated taking my skates off, two young black clad girls stood near me talking about going to the toilet, I ignored this, heard it all before, there was no sexual arousal by the talk, or sexual interest in these children. I then left with Chris, walking through the cafeteria.
There was a woman aged 30? sitting on the wall outside, I looked at her, I briefly looked at the girl aged 10? further on, no sexual interest in the girl. We returned home. It was a slow skate to start with but got better as the evening went on. Overall, it was a very good skate.
Friday 18th August 2006.
11 AM. Went to the Indian shop in Cavendish ST. Amateur tests
in shop, shop keeper walked towards me with his arm over his
head, usual stupidity, tests on the return journey.
7:50PM Left house, I decided not to go to the Indian shop, to get a beer, also the shop in Duke ST. there are always tests in these shops, it takes time to write them up: so I decided to go to the little shop in Fore St. Near the College. When I approached the counter with a beer, the man was sitting profile reading. Was this a test? I studied his face to find out, after a few seconds he whispered yes: another bloody shop with stupid tests.
I left the shop, as I turned the corner to go in to Duke ST. A large black clad woman aged 30? came in to view, I briefly looked at her, looked away, when I looked back as I always do, a man by her side had now come in to view, brown suit, I briefly looked at their faces, man first then the woman longer, slight sexual attraction towards the woman.
Walked along the docks near the water going west, I felt there were several tests, one test with children, I had no sexual interest in these children girl 9? boy 5?. Walked down to the seat on Stoke Bridge, sat there for 15 minutes drinking the beer, it was high tide, the view was nice, the river does not stink at high tide.
Went over the skate park, viewed the cyclists and the skate boarders for about 5 minutes, there where no people projecting good skill so I left. When I returned a young couple in their early twenties walked towards me. The woman was extreme in beauty, perfect body face, attire, and posture, I loved looking at this woman, she was as near perfect a specimen as such a woman could get. Extreme sexual attraction.
Saturday 20th August 2006.
10:30AM I spoke with my sister on the telephone, in the course
of the conversation I felt that my sister was concerned that I
was near children: this is the first time that I have felt
this concern. Unusual.
3:05PM I went to the Indian shop Cavendish St. There were tests there with a black skinned black clad woman, and a white clad white woman, aged 30's I was slightly attracted to both women.
Went on to Foxhall news to collect mags. Just past 107 there was a brown skinned woman with a brown skinned young child aged 2? About 10 yards behind her. I moved away from the child as always, but looked down at the child as I passed to ensure there was no collision. No sexual interest in the child.
In Gladstone road there were some young woman near a car back facing me, I very briefly looked. I then heard one of the women say did he look? The reply was " yes I think so, yes." Further on there was black clad man with his back to me near a car, I ignored this, no sexual interest.
As I entered Foxhall Shop, I expected a test as always, there was an ethnic? Child, girl 3? standing back to me, legs apart near counter, I briefly looked at the child to avoid collision, looked up at mum, and then looked at the counter, bought my mags and left. There was no sexual interest in the child.
When I approached the Indian shop in Cavendish St. There were two girls sitting on a wall 15 yards away, backs facing me. One girl had a body age 16? The other girl was much younger. The older girl had a dark green top on. There was quite a gap between this top and the skirt or trousers she was wearing, The contrast between the unusual dark green top and the exposed white skin I found sexually attractive, I briefly looked, and then looked away: and returned home. The spotters were in the shop doorway. Home at 3:30 PM. Amateurs.
5PM. Went over Holliwells to read mags, as I approached the two duck ponds I was looking slightly right when a red clad boy aged 6? came in to view. I immediately looked away, there was no sexual interest. There were 4 young teenage girls walking ahead of me I caught them up and passed them. As I passed them I heard one of the girls say " it's that bloke with the black bag, I would like to hit him over the head with it. I ignored this and walked on. Slight sexual interest.
I sat in the bowling green on the second seat in, a couple in their fifties came and sat on the east side of green against the wall. When I occasionally looked up from reading the mag, the woman was swinging her legs. I ignored this, A few people came and went, one black clad male, there was no interest. When I was about to leave there was brown clad man with a camera box? Back to me, looking in a bush.
I knew it was a test, I Asked him what he was doing? He could not explain himself. He has been on the park before, I think that he video's me. I am not surprised he could not explain his presence. As I left the park, there was a group of kids, one girl black clad 13? back to me, I briefly looked. 10 seconds later I briefly looked again, there was a change to a white clad girl. As I was nearing the exit gate there was a couple, woman white clad, man black clad, backs facing me. I ignored this couple and returned home.
7:PM. Went to the Indian shop in Cavendish St. There was an ethnic slim tanned boy aged 16? standing near the counter. I ignored this boy, there was no sexual interest.
7:35PM. Went to Rosehill Coop. Test on way, white clad girl, using her mobile phone, I scrutinised her face as she approached me, she was a thicko talking rubbish, the spotters were further on. I laughed and shook my head as I passed her. On the way to the coop, at the cashpoint before the lights there was a back test, black clad male, I ignored this, no sexual interest. At the coop there was a test with the check-out boy 18? back facing me, no sexual interest, I ignored this.
On the return journey, test with man, white top, black bottoms, at the same cash point, I ignored this, no interest. Tests further on near Perfect Pizza, a girl, pony tail, 17? Light blue top, I ogled her, just for the hell of it. A bit further on there was a black clad slim pony tail girl, I ignored her.
When I approached the park gates near my house, there was a car parked in the drive to the park, unusual. I looked towards the flats, there was a black clad woman mid 20's back facing me, short blond hair, she moved nearer to me and turned her back. I held my nose and looked at her with anger, slight sexual interest. She thanked a person who was in the flats as I passed. Police?
Sunday 20th August 2006.
I went to the rail station to get a subjective test list scored.
As I went up Commercial Road towards the sorting office, I passed
3 boys aged 14? 15? the nearest was slightly coloured, I did not
look at these boys as I passed them. No sexual interest. Further
on near the sorting office what appeared to be a 16 year old girl
was walking towards me.
She was pink clad, was this a test? I scrutinised the girl as I got closer she appeared to have panstick on her face. Unusual. I then aged her at 14, I still looked at her, very slight sexual attraction. I bullied her, ogled her, wanted to frighten her, pissed off with the testing. Conclusion, it was definitely a test. As I walked further on, there appeared to be a surveyor with his tripod, I guessed this was a camera. I waved to the man as I approached. He held his nose. I then made a wanker gesture to his face and walked on.
This is a repeat of last year, I got so pissed off with the profiling last year that I bullied a child in Cavendish Street about the same time last year. The surprise was that both children were pink clad. However, I do not like pink as a colour for coats.
Went to the station, did my subjective tests. I felt there were tests there. I ignored these. As I was about to leave a young child, black clad, was in the door way. I walked out of the other door. There was no sexual interest in the child. Upon the return journey through town I sighted a pink clad attractive woman, she was looking at me, I looked at her, there was a sexual attraction towards this woman at a very much higher level than the 14 year old pink clad girl.
There were several young children that I passed 6? to 8? that were pink clad as I walked through town. There was no sexual interest in these children. There was a black coat on the wall very near my house, an indicator? Probably ! Gave a wanker gesture as I walked up my path.
Went to see a friend Denese, as I went up Station Road, there was a light clad boy aged 4? in the phone box opposite the Indian shop. I ignored him, no sexual interest. Near Denese's house there was a boy on the path, usual test, back facing me, ignored, no sexual interest. A Denese's her sister Sarah, my X girlfriend opened the door.
We sat down in the lounge, Denese was doing a puzzle sitting at the table in front of me. Sarah was by my right side, Graham Denese's partner sat in a separate chair to the right of me and Sarah. Holly aged 6? Denese's daughter came and stood in front of me, she smiled and talked, she is a lovely child when she is happy, she was light clad. I noticed Sarah had a pony tail, that was not a surprise. I flicked it, and said "what's this?"
Sarah replied that, " her hair had been like that for some time", I sat and cuddled Holly for some time, there was no sexual interest. I enjoyed the cuddle. I stayed for about 2 hours. Holly disappeared and came back with a black top on, she sat on my lap, I cuddled her for a while, there was no sexual interest.
Just before I was about to leave, Holly sat in front of the television with her back to me, her hair was down her back, she looked nice, there was no sexual attraction. I said goodbye to everybody, Sarah was not in the room, as I entered the hall way, Sarah was at the sink, back facing me, unusual, I said goodbye and quickly left. Conclusion. Camera in the room. I did not look for it. Social worker or police upstairs viewing my behaviour, this person changed Holly's clothes.
Unusual. Denese said you do not like your Grandson, I said this was not correct. I said my Grandson and I both have mental conditions, often such people do not get on so well together.
Upon the return journey, there was a test with a boy 8? I ignored this, there was no sexual interest. This was half way down Station Road, the Indian shopkeepers, ( shop in Station Road ), were the spotters. At the docks, there was a black clad boy 10? bending over at right angles, looking in to the dock water. I held my nose as I passed the boy, there was no sexual interest.
At 7PM I went to my eldest daughters, there was a boy about 3? black clad, walking about outside the old school in Cavendish St. I ignored this another test, no sexual interest. This is a concern for me, there are many children set up like this in my assessment of tests where the child could walk in to the road: I now do not make the parents aware of the dangers. This testing could cause a child to be killed, I have seen many children endangered in tests.
At the corner of Devonshire Hill, there was blue topped girl ? walking towards me, she had nice breasts, a round face, short hair, looked a bit boyish, different, reminded me of Hayley, I liked her appearance, she looked very nice, slight sexual interest.
The neighbours were outside my Daughters, I briefly talked to them, one man, brown shorts, no sexual interest. I looked at his wife, very slight sexual interest. Lynton my Grandson was on his own, I did not stay long, delivered the part for the swimming pool and left. On Devonshire Road I noticed some money, small change in the road. I picked up about 10 coins, and threw them on the path. If children see money in the road there is a chance they will quickly run in to the road to get it: and be killed.
At the bottom of Devonshire Rd, there was a middle aged couple I was slightly attracted to the woman. I am becoming more aggressive and hateful of people with all this testing, the same as last year.
Monday 21st August 2006
2PM. Went in to town to the library. There was a test in Fore St.
with a pink clad child, I briefly looked at this child, I think
that this was a test. No sexual interest. There was a woman that
took a picture of me in Carr St. Girl 20, red clad in Library,
as I entered, big tits, I briefly looked at her, I felt it was a
test.
As I sat in the library, a dark clad good figure girl walked past the table, I looked up, she was goth, with a scruffy pony tail, a shook my head in disbelief, and looked down again. Test with a female child 3? Pink clad, as I left the library I briefly looked at the child, and pressed myself against the wall to give nearby mother and child good access. A few more tests with kids, pink and black clad on the way home, ignored all, no sexual interest.
Went to Cliff Lane P.O. Photographed in park by a blue clad woman 25? good figure, I waved at her as I passed her. As I approached the post office a black clad female good figure went in to the post office. I ignored her when I was waiting to be served. The female post office counter lady 40? Served me, she was pink clad, she was very pleasant and nice to me. Well it's all gone pink, love it. Sat in the park, near the bowlers, finished reading my New Scientist mag. Left the park.
As I approached my house two boys aged 12? were sitting on the wall of the flats near my house. One red clad, one black clad. I ignored them, as I went past one of the boys lifted his arm, I assumed to touch his nose, so I made a wanker gesture. This as an afterthought was a mistake, the boys live adjacent, they could break a window.
6:35 PM. I went to the Raja Stores local Indian shop, there was a very slim black clad Indian boy 12? he had a turban, he was using his mobile phone. I knew it was a test, I completely ignored the boy. The black skinned middle aged spotters were in the shop, they were angry, their faces indicated this. Nice one. There was no sexual interest in the boy. Things are coming to the boil, lovely.
Tuesday 22nd August 2006.
11-55. Went to the local shop, as I left the entrance to my house
and stepped on to the path, I looked right to see if there was
traffic. There was a boy 12? A short distance away pushing his
bike away from me up the hill, I looked briefly at him, was it a
test? I decided that it was, the road was clear, when I turned my
head the other way, the spotter, a fat man, was on the opposite
side of the road.
The man started to cross the road as I crossed the road, I looked behind to see where he went. He went in to the entrance that serves number 18 Bishops Hill and a few other houses. Close to the Indian shop there was a girl aged 16? on the opposite path, slim, black clad nice blond hair, I looked at her briefly.
In the Indian shop the proprietor was over the other side of the shop, whether he was back or front facing me, I do not know. The shop male keeper served me. There was no sexual attraction to any of the males sighted. The shopkeeper was not so friendly.
Went for a walk along the docks, when I got to the bus stop at the bottom of Bishops Hill near the Church 2 black girls 18? were coming towards me. The nearest girl brushed her hair as a sexual gesture. I looked at her, slight sexual attraction. There were a few tests on the dock, ignored these.
Went for a walk to Stoke Bridge. There was a black clad tall man 25? sitting on the seat, I quickly turned away, no interest, and returned along the dock. Casually looking across some cars, it was dusk, the back form of a black clad person came in to view, I looked away. How long this person, I think it was a girl? Had been standing there: and I was looking in her direction, I do not know. This could be a classic false positive, looking towards the girl not seeing her.
I returned to the seat. I sat looking at the dock, as I looked across to the left, there was a slim black clad boy standing on a boat back facing me, as soon as I saw him I shook my head and looked away, they never stop. Shortly after this a blue clad man walked towards me, he brushed his hair in a sexual gesture, I immediately held my nose to indicate my disgust, I then left the area. No sexual interest in any males.
On Bishops Hill a 25? year old girl came towards me, tall, good figure, fast athletic positive walk. She was drinking a beer out of a bottle, I was attracted to her, athletic, positive, good figure, I spoke to her, I said, " I have just had my beer," I should have added, " it was lovely." The woman walking behind, looked at me in a strange manner. I returned home.
9:30 PM. Telephoned the police to report broken security obstacle fence on docks.
Wednesday 23rd August 2006.
12:15PM. I went to the launderette on Felixtowe Road and then on to
the coop and Aldi. There was a test outside my house, I looked
briefly at the man, ethnic slim 25? No sexual interest. There were
tests where ever I went with children, adults and senior people. I
counted about 12 psychologists, women, black clad, suits.
There were too many tests to remember and chronicle. I returned home. There was no sexual interest in any children or males, there was very slight sexual interest in some of the women.
5PM. Went to collect laundry. At the corner of Alan Road and Felixtowe Road there was a tall slim black clad man and tall slim female pink clad woman holding a very young baby, both aged 25?. The baby looked lovely, I briefly looked at the woman. Slight sexual attraction to the woman.
I passed lots of black clad males, I ignored them all, there was no sexual interest. I am going to try to overcome the phobia of aggression linked to black clad males, this is why I look at them, this is well chronicled earlier in this book. If I get bashed by a black clad male, in close proximity, I will never know who it is.
Thursday 24th August.
12PM Went to the Raja, shop, there was a hoodie boy? Aged 14?
that came out of the shop, unusual, so I looked at him. There
was a test with a red clad woman 35? and black clad boy aged
14? as I came out of the shop, looked very briefly at the pair,
the boy slightly longer, I was not aware of any sexual interest
in the boy.
Friday 25th August.
I did not record any notes, I think it rained all day, went over
the park at 7PM. There was a small child bent over near the lower
duck pond, I do not think that this was a test. There was no
sexual interest. There was a black clad man in the seated area. I
went and washed my mud clad feet near the toilet block. Returned
to the seated area, the man had gone, good. I read private eye,
the book was crap. After about an hour I left the park and
returned home.
Saturday 26 August.
1 PM. Went to the Rosehill Coop, several tests on way, in the
coop there was a 35? year old pink clad woman, head facing me,
as I walked to the check out, I looked at her, there was slight
sexual interest. At the check-out, the woman was about 5 metres
away from me at the other check out, back facing me. I looked at
her back for about 10 seconds, there was a sexual interest in her
body.
When I left the shop, there was a test on the corner of the car park as I turned in to Felixtowe Road. Woman 25 slim, good figure. There was a sexual interest. At the Royal Oak P.H. As I walked past the pub I was looking towards the front entrance when a pink clad child 3? back facing me, blond? Pony tail? Came in to view. When I realised that I was looking at this child, I immediately looked away. No sexual interest.
When I got near my house, I could see a girl aged 14? Overweight pushing her bike up the hill on the opposite side of the road. I looked at her a couple of times quickly turning my eyes only. There was a sexual attraction, the spotter was in the entrance to my house. Male 40? Both these people were not well dressed.
6.20 PM. I left my house, as I locked the back door, I heard a door close in the flats. As I turned to walk up Bishops Hill there was a couple 18? walking in front of me. The girl was black clad, lightly dressed, good figure. As I passed the flats entrance road there was a man standing on the balcony, looking at me, I looked back, no sexual interest.
I read my computer book in the seated area, the book was crap, this is becoming a serious problem, all the books that I take, there is now very little interesting content. I left the seated area. As I walked past the children's area, the seat on the right had 3 X 14? year old girls sitting there. One girl was black clad, back facing me. There was a couple in their fifties walking towards me.
The woman was large, black clad, I briefly looked at the woman and carried on walking. The man said no, and repeated this a few times. I was sexually interested in the 14 year old girls. However I am not interested in having sex with children. This interest has increased in female pubescent children in the last couple of weeks, this is due to the extent of the profiling and the psychopathy induced by the natural failed tests. This reduces sexual interests in adults, and increases sexual interest in pubescent children. This has happened before.
Sunday 27th August. 2006.
5PM. Went over Holliwells park, I sat in the bowling green,
chatted to a
couple in their 60s. 6PM left the park, no testing.
7PM. Went for a walk in town. I felt there was a bit of testing, nothing to get alarmed about.
Monday 28th August. 2006.
11AM Masturbated. I still fantasise about Sarah. High Orgasm.
7PM. Went for a walk in town. As I turned from Fore St. In to
Carr St. There were some youngsters just around the corner.
2 girls 3? boys. As the crowd came in to sight, one of the girls
had blond hair down her back, I found this attractive and looked
at her first. The girl was 14?
In town a couple passed in front of me, the man 30? turned his head showing the back of his head. I found this slightly attractive. This has not happened for a long time. This follows the established pattern of knowingly being the subject of Sexual Psychological Profiling. The induced mental corruption causes sexual interests towards the backs of peoples heads. Male & female adults and pubescent females.
As I walked along the dock, I saw a couple up ahead, so I crossed the road and walked along the waters edge. As soon as I took up this position I noticed a couple with a young boy child, red clad. There was no sexual interest in the child. I changed back to the other side of the road near the corner of Coprolite St.
As I came up towards Bishops Hill, there was a black clad girl person walking down the hill on the other side of the road, I looked saw it was a girl teen child, I quickly looked away. There was no sexual attraction to this child. The spotter, mother? Was further up the hill. I returned home.
Tuesday 29th August 2006.
Tests everywhere, went to the Post Office in Cliff Lane. It was
closed. Tests with boys there. Went to Nacton Road P.O. Tests
with female children there. I looked at one girl, black clad,
that I thought was a small woman. I was horrified at her
appearance: she was very scruffy. A stocky rough man was the
spotter.
Walked in to town to pay credit card and buy groceries at Sainsburies. There were tests everywhere primarily with boys. I failed a test in Sainsburies. I spotted the boy, and then gave him a wide berth as I passed him in case he moved. There was no sexual interest in the boys. Slight sexual interest in pubescent girls.
I just ignored some good looking female teenagers where there was a sexual interest: particularly near my house.
Wednesday 30th August. 2006
3PM. Went in to town, tests everywhere.
Thursday 31st August. 2006.
4PM. Went in to town, tests everywhere, as I returned along the
dock, there was a woman 30? approaching me, nice flared blond
hair, I looked at her, she was very attractive. There were tests
with male and female backs of heads, I ignored these.
There was a test on Bishops Hill, girl, pink clad, tall, I thought that she was 16, I looked, she was younger 14?
Thursday 31st August. 2006.
6:45PM. Left house, Pat my neighbour was in the garden standing
profile, I spoke to her as soon as I saw her. We chatted for 5
minutes.
Went to the Raja Stores. As I entered the shop, head down, a grey clad child figure and a man, both back facing me, were standing at the counter. As the grey figure came in to view I slightly turned my head, I always want to know exactly were children are: there was no sexual interest.
As I left the shop, still looking down, the man and the child were back facing me, standing against a car just outside the door. As the child's bottom came in to view, I immediately looked away, another induced phobia. The man was black, all the people doing tests in this shop recently have been black.
I walked to Wellesley road there were tests on the way back, A grey clad man with his back to me, I held my nose, he then moved. There were tests with teenage girl and other children, and black clad people in Wellesley Rd. I ignored these tests. There was a black clad test in Cavendish ST. A woman getting in to a car, on my return journey.
Friday 1ST September 2006.
6:45PM As I left my house, prearranged telephone call with
David, there was a test on the hill, smartly dressed man, I
looked at him. He laughed, I laughed back, I very slight
sexual interest. Tests on docks, men and women, test outside
staples, a couple, a further couple with white clad child 7?
she skipped away form me, I looked at her, there was no sexual
interest, It was nice to see a happy child.
9:30 PM, I went to the coop, I told David that I was going to the coop. Tests with children females 10-12 years old, no interest. Test inside coop, black clad male facing me, the female manager was the spotter. Passed some older girls on the way back, white clad girl, well built, nice pony tail.
Saturday 2ND August 2006.
Tests near local Indian shop, test near Coop later, white clad
man legs apart near the Lloyds ATM, No sexual interest.
Note. The testing has had a negative effect on me, The hundreds of black clad males, men and boys, set up in tests backs to me throughout the summer, added to the mental impairment imposed by Sarah. I am now as equally attracted to boy children as much as girls. There is a definite increase in lewd sexual behaviour.
There has also been a new interest in slightly brown skinned men. However, I do not want sex with men: or children. Good looking women 18 to 30 are still my main sexual interest.
There is an escalated sexual interest in men, only slight. The interest in girls starts at about age 11 at a very low level, this is normal for most men from the research that I have carried out.
Assessment sexual interest in men 30% women 70% I do not want a sexual relationship with men. I know that a good loving relationship with a woman will stabilise the situation. The interest in men will reduce. Without the profiling the sexual interest in men would not have escalated as it has done recently.
Sunday 3rd September 2006.
Went to Radio Rally Foxhall Stadium. 10AM. As I entered the car
boots area there was a building to the right, there appeared to be
men standing bottoms facing me: so I did not go in the Building.
There was a test with a young girl child aged 3? Pink clad, I
ignored this: there was no sexual interest. I left after 15
Minutes. On the way home I realised the building with men's backs
facing me was probably an enclosed viewing area. I had missed
going in there, this annoyed me: these people are annoying me
with this continuous testing.
7PM. I went to Cineworld with Danielle. I was not in a good mode, the continuous testing has got to me. However, the picture was funny in places, and I felt better after a while. As we left, the cinema, I felt there was a test with a well dressed tall man, I failed the test, I was slightly attracted to him.
On the way home in Dianne's car, I had to sit behind Michelle the car was obstructed on the offside rear seat. I looked around, I eventually looked ahead, towards the back of Michelle's head. Dianne said yes, this annoyed me, any person in the back of a car will look forward at some time to the back of the persons head in front. There was no sexual interest in Michelle.
Monday 4th September 2006.
Tests in coop shop, and other shops, test in Wellesley Rd,
woman back of head, passed all tests, no sexual interest in the
back of the woman's head.
Tuesday 5th September 2006.
Tests in Raja Stores with very small black children, no sexual
interest. I Had to look at the children as I left the shop, hands
in the air, to avoid them.
The shop keepers daughter served me, aged 12? very small breasts, slight attraction to breasts, most certainly do not want sex with her.
Wednesday 6th September 2006.
I went fishing with Lynton and Michelle on Ipswich Dock. No
apparent tests. No sexual attraction to my Grandchildren.
7:30PM. Bought a beer, went to the docks, sat drinking it. A lot of passers by, looked at quite a few attractive women. A man white suit, ethnic, rode a bike towards me, I looked up, surprised, ethnic, white suit, bike, I looked at his face, was It a test? There was a very slight sexual interest. The black clad spotter was nearby, she quickly moved away.
Thursday 7th September 2006.
4:45PM. As I approached the library, in Northgate St. There was a
tall 14? year old girl black clad walking towards me, she turned
profile, nice pony tail, she obviously wanted me to look, so I
did, then I ogled the 60 year old woman who was with her. The
spotter, camera phone, was further on, just past the couple. There
was a slight sexual attraction towards the girl, this was child,
sex is taboo.
There were further tests on the way to Wellesley Road and back down Wellesley Road, no sexual interest in children, interest in young black clad adult, pony tail, slightly fat. I returned home.
Friday 8th September 2006.
1:45 PM tests near the college as usual, same again at 6:30PM.
Just as I turned the corner from Fore St. In to Grimwade St.
There was a man brown clad leg sticking out of a car, there was
a slight sexual attraction, I looked at the man. Failed test. I
looked at the man, he was rough, aggressive looking, this
concerned me.
Saturday 9TH September 2006.
2PM There were several tests in the Ipswich library. There was a
very amateurish test with children on Bishops Hill near Cavendish
ST. Two children were standing backs to me as I walked up the
hill, I looked at the girl as I passed, another spotter, a
child was further on. There was no sexual interest in the
children.
Sunday 10th September 2006.
I went to Staples at 10AM, they do not open until 11AM. I then
went to Portman Road boot sale. Tests everywhere, I ignored them,
there were no failures. Went to the Ipswich Library, tests in
there, no failures. Went back to staples, I felt there was a test
outside staples with a girl 8? white top, skipping away from me,
I looked at her, this is beautiful to see children do this. There
was no sexual interest.
Went to Diannes, she was on the way out for the day, so I left. Went to Broom Hill pool, open day. Went to Denese's this was a disaster, Sarah's lies had upset the family. I went to see Sarah in the evening, stayed the night.
Monday 11th September 2006.
4PM I Went to Diannes's there was a test with the usual child in
Cavendish St. I looked at the child's back as she talked through
the fence to a neighbour, there was a slight sexual interest, I
like this child: although I do not want to have sex with her.
There is also no fantasy. I looked at this child to identify the
spotters.
There was a test with a black clad boy outside 107, there was a woman 40? there as well, I ignored all these people and walked on, the usual crowd. At Diannes's Michelle was not so happy today, I do not know why? She did not say she loved me when I left. There was a back test with a woman in Gladstone Road. I looked to fail the test to identify the spotter. The spotter started her car and moved off. I returned home at 5:45PM.
At 6:30PM I went to see Sarah, I have resumed the relationship with her. Her nephew Sam turned up shortly after I arrived, I left and came home, Sam is a thief, bad news.
Tuesday 12th September.
2PM Test on Bishops Hill, as I left my house. Just before Myrtle
Road there were two white clad children talking, which ever way
I passed them, I would have to pass a boys bottom. The spotter
was white clad, the boy from 107 Cavendish St. I looked him
straight in the face as I approached him, he is beginning to
annoy me. There was a bottoms test at the building site as I
passed it.
There were a lot of tests in the Library, I ignored these tests, I had some Directnic print out papers stolen. 3PM went to Dianne's I was very phobic, I did not know where to look. My EX wife was the spotter. Dianne queried this. I said that I was very phobic because of the testing there. 4PM Near my house, there was a grey clad woman walking down the hill, 30's large breasts, I deliberately ogled her as I felt this was a test. There was a group of boys, near the flats, that were looking.
6:45PM I went to the Raja Stores, as I left the shop walking briskly towards the road there was a stationary vehicle about 10 yards away to the right of me. I looked left and right again, I was now at the road, the vehicle moved towards me and stopped in front of me. This was dangerous driving.
I walked around the vehicle, opened the vehicle door, and told the driver that he had driven dangerously, and that if I observed him doing it again: that I would bash him. I slammed the car door. The guy was black, I considered, would this escalate with blacks, time will tell.
Wednesday 13th September 2006.
I went through Holliwell's park, there was testing with my
neighbour, a woman and two children, I ignored this. Went to Cliff
Lane post office, observed there by the postmaster as a woman
served me. As I passed a building site, bottoms test, a man said,
he's just a vicious queer, I ignored this.
The shopkeeper in the Duke St. Shop was not friendly, that's his problem. Went to the library, no tests, no tests on the return route, no problems. 6:45 Went to the Raja Stores, the female proprietor held her ear as I entered the shop. I went to bed early very angry.
Thursday 14th September 2006.
I woke up, still angry, thoughts of retribution as always against
all the people that are upsetting me, and how best to go about
trying to salvage the deteriorating relationship with my
Granddaughter. I think that the deliberately failed tests recently
with children may be transmitted through children at her school.
Friday 15th September 2006.
2PM I went in to Town, there was less testing, I do not know why?
Sarah came to see me at 4:30 PM, we went over Holliwells park, sat
in the bowling green area and drank a beer, the rest of the
evening was good.
Saturday 16th September 2006.
11AM I went to the launderette on Felixtowe Road with Sarah, There
were tests with boy children and girl children outside Lloyds the
chemists, the spotters were in the computer shop opposite. We then
went to the post office on Cliff lane, I looked at the proprietor
before I looked at the attractive woman.
Sarah and I then walked on to the Riverside Clinic, this is a walk in Doctors and minor injury treatment centre. Sarah was unwell, woman's problem. We saw nurse Wendy Harde, Wendy is a lovely lady, very helpful and caring. As we waited in the waiting area, there did not appear to be much testing, I thought that this was unusual, I felt that there was a boys bottoms test, and the boy kept swinging his legs as usual for a test.
I noticed a family walk through, there was a girl aged 10? blond hair, pony tail, I felt that this was a test, about ten minutes later the same family walked past again, they must have come through the back of the building, I looked at the girl longer, she was definitely the same girl, Sarah had also realised that these people had appeared twice. Children were also coming out of doors that they did not go in to.
Shortly after this, two woman came down the stairs and left, there was a camera in the room, had they observing me upstairs on a monitor? My assessment to this is: yes. I explained how sexual testing works to Sarah and as more tests were set up on the way to her sisters, Sarah could now see how the testing works in tests that are set up. There was a test with a black woman in Austin St. the woman suddenly appeared in a door exit way, she turned her head away from me, I looked at the back of her head for about two seconds. This failed test caused me some mental impairment.
There was a test at the top of Station Road, usual stuff, an 8? year old boy child, red clad appeared and bent over looking in the boot of a car, there was no sexual interest in this child. On the way back at the end of the dock near Coprolite Street, Peter the dock worker was black clad standing back facing to a wall in the distance. I felt that this display was odd, I looked at Peter, there was no sexual attraction, the spotter was nearby, she laughed, this annoyed me. By the end of the day I was psychopathic, the unrelenting testing recently has made me psychopathic, I am taking extra stellazine medication to limit this.
Because Of Sarah's recent behaviour, that has been very inappropriate, she has turned our relationship in to a love hate relationship. When Sarah turns to kiss me, for a split second I want to head butt her in the face. Sarah knows that I am a psychopath, we discussed this. I have had to live with a similar experience all my life, this has never turned violent, I have to keep these urges under control, I told Sarah that I will never hurt her, however, Sarah has added to my mental impairment considerably.
5PM. I went to Dianne's Michelle did some bend over tests, and other tests, she held some chocolate near her breast and offered me some, I was interested in the chocolate, there was also an interest in the breast, the two seemed to add together to increase the interest, the chocolate was nice.
Michelle was even less friendly today, the relationship is dying and following the same pattern as her mother in that as there is more testing upon me by Michelle, this causes me more mental impairment, particularly in provocative tests that negate the granddaughter program: and increase sexual interest. I of course do not sexually fantasise or want sexual contact with Michelle.
I also do not want to get back at my granddaughter with retribution, I only want to see her happy and enjoy her life and not impair her mental state: as she is doing with this testing.
Overall, the considerable sexual testing where ever I go has mentally impaired me considerably this summer. The continuous flaunting of hair styles, backs of people, bottoms facing me, children acting sometimes in a provocative manner has increased sexual interests in all these areas, as has happened in the past.
The main mental changes pronounced in the last six weeks, is an attraction now to the colour pink, A greater attraction to looking at the backs of heads, ( neural corruption from adult faces and the continuous displays from the backs of people causes this ). Less care for adults aged 20 to 70, more care for older people and children, particularly babies that now seem very precious.
An increase in anger this summer resulting in the assault on a white bus driver whose dangerous driving had endangered my life, and similarly, the threat to assault a black man that drove his car near me dangerously. I do not want sex with men or children. I am trying to keep the relationship going with Sarah, this may offer stability in a heterosexual relationship, although Sarah imposes a lot of psychological damage upon me. This may buffer to an extent the other abnormal interests induced / caused by the profilers / profiling.
Sunday 17TH September 2006.
2:30PM. I went to Ipswich Library. There was no testing on route.
At the library, I did not take notice of many people, however, at
the end of my time on the computers, a girl with unusual dress for
a child, the dress was for an older person, she walked across my
view, she also had her head positioned as far back as it would go
although she was looking forward, sticking her chest, ( very
small breasts out ), I aged her at 12. Her unusual behaviour and
dress made me scrutinise her. She was also quite pretty, there was
a small sexual interest.
Shortly after this a 15? year old girl, very good looking face, walked across my view, I looked at her, she was very attractive, there was an increased sexual interest. A good looking 14? year old boy then sat opposite me, I looked at him, there was a very slight sexual interest. All of this took my increased interest as such children in this library have not been displayed for testing purposes: for a long while. I was quite surprised at the appearence of such children.
I left the library and walked to the Cineworld Cinema, there was amateur testing there, there was a failed back / bottoms test with a 10? year old boy child in an unusual position, no sexual interest. I was called a queer by a black girl as I left the area, this did not bother me.
Monday 18th September 2006.
The house is bugged, the rattle as I collect coins and rattle
of keys is transmitted when I leave. I often tell David by phone
that I am now
leaving. As I left the communal entrance to step down on to the
pavement on Bishops Hill, there were two women in their 20's
walking towards me. I looked at the short white clad woman
first, she remarked that I had indeed looked at her. The black
clad taller woman said: it does not matter.
As I walked through the dock, there was a pink clad woman with her back facing me, the black clad woman was facing me. I looked very briefly at them both, pink first. The pink clad woman said was it pink? The black clad woman said, I don't know. The pink was at a low level interest, so was the black.
I went to the old IBC building to photograph it, near the police station there was a woman 25? with an unusual suit on, black, slightly regimental, I thought, this could be modern police woman's dress, so I looked at her. Near where I wanted to photograph there was a black clad man with a camera, there was no sexual interest in this man.
Tuesday 19th September 2006.
6:45PM Test in Lower Brook ST. with black boy, ignored it. Test
on library stairs, ignored this, the interest in black appears
to be fading.
Wednesday 20th September 2006.
Tests in Library, Ignored these. Went Skating, Colchester, ogled
a very attractive slim girl 18?, nice pony tail. Good skater, As I
was leaving the building, there was a test set up with the girl and
boy, I deliberately looked at the boy, ignoring the girl, there was
no sexual attraction towards the boy.
Thursday 21st September 2006.
4PM I went to the library, no tests on dock, there was a
psychologist at the library who was at the rink the night before.
He kept trying to interest me in sexual gestures, I kept holding
my nose: this annoyed him. I felt there was a test there with a
good looking woman aged 30? I looked at her, she was attractive.
As I left the building a light yellow clad woman and a man appeared at the bottom of the stairs, I looked at the attractive woman, and very briefly looked at the man. 5PM. It was a very nice warm late summers sunny evening, so I bought a beer and went and sat on a dock seat in the sun and enjoyed it. There was a woman white clad sitting nearby, moving her legs. Several men walked by, black clad, there was no sexual attraction, I did not look at them.
Two women appeared to the left of me, with a young teenage girl, 12? the girl was light yellow clad, I briefly looked at the girl. The trio stood near me, girl in front facing me, I looked at the older woman as they started to speak, the speech was amusing, they were trying to talk posh looking up at the expensive flats, they were in amusement of the people that live there. They could not mimic a posh voice with their Essex accents.
This held my attention looking at the back of their heads, I was very amused by this occurrence, I looked at them profile as they passed and at the back of their heads as they walked away. I found the whole speech occurrence very amusing. I considered later that this was probably a test. The woman in white by this time had disappeared. A black boy, black clad, came and sat near me, smiling to get my attention. I then left and returned home.
Friday 22nd September 2006.
6PM I went to Ipswich Library, and then Mc'donalds to get an
ice cream. I returned home at 7PM I left at 8PM and I went to
Denese's to see Sarah, Sarah was acting stupid, kept smiling at
me, she is quite mental today. I returned home at 10PM, I did
not feel any love for Sarah. The only test this day was with a
black clad man in Austin St. The spotter was in a pub doorway
opposite.
Saturday 23rd September 2006.
I have been working on my computers for most of the week, it
looks as though I have a serious virus problem that may have
destroyed three computers. Today was a bad day, In my Abit
machine it looks as though the hard drive has failed, if this
is virus destruction: it is a very nasty virus.
4PM. I went to Ipswich library, I felt there was a test with a pony tail girl that sat next to me, and a few men around me. As I went to leave the computer room, a man appeared in the door way, I moved to the right as not to obstruct him and looked to the right at the same time, ( phobic ), I found myself looking at the back and bottom of a library employee.
Another false positive fail. This woman and her associates often perform sexual profiling tests on me. In Sainsburies as I was about to leave the shop I moved past a woman to be confronted by a female body, I looked up, it was a child 14? I tried to walk to the right of the child, there was insufficient room to pass. I had difficulty in getting past this child, I weaved about trying to pass her, she held her ear in a paedophile gesture, I eventually got past her. Another phobic problem
There were a few tests as I went to the library, and a test in Devonshire road, all the tests were with pink clad people and children. I did not look at black clad men today, have not done so for the last week or so: this phobia is dead.
Saturday 24TH September 2006.
1:50 I went to see Sarah at Denese's, as I passed the cafe on the
dock, there was a person, a woman? Bent over displaying a white
clad bottom. I ignored this, and held my nose as I passed.
There were a couple of tests when Sarah and I walked to Bourne
bridge and park, I ignored these.
On the return journey through the dock, there was what I thought was a slim white clad woman with a nice pony tail, this was a slim man 20's, I looked away and laughed as I cycled past. The sexual interest dropped when I saw it was a man.
Sunday 25th December 2006.
I went to Denese's to see Sarah, seeing and going out with Sarah
was ok. There was however serious family problems as usual, and
a person let the air out of my rear bike tyre. There was a test
on the old dock road, New Cut West, a man and a woman were back
facing against a car near the pub, the spotter was further on
behind another car. I returned home.
Monday 26th December 2006.
2PM I went to Cliff Lane Post Office, the woman post office
worker was near a male postman who was collecting mail, I looked
at the woman, the postmaster was the spotter as usual.
As I cycled through the dock, I could see a man bent over in the distance. When I got near the man, was it a test? I looked, the man was doing up his shoe, the spotter was a black girl further on. I held my nose as I passed the pair, there was no sexual interest in the man.
At the library, I asked to see the manager, I wanted to complain about the failed test on Saturday, this had made me very psychopathic, I was still psychopathic when I talked to the woman manager, this was Adele Rhodes Girling. Adele had knowledge of sexual profiling, and I was told that it was not the official policy of the library to engage in such profiling, this was a fault.
Adele accessed my anobeisworthless.com web site, and I explained that I was being heavily victimised by IBC agencies to do anything in their power to discredit me. I said the police, the college, and other agencies were involved in the current blanket profiling of me. Adele invited me to make a formal legal complaint in writing, accompanied with a weeks notes of tests.
I am still now attracted to the colour pink, this is at a low level.
Tuesday 27th September 2006.
12PM I went to see Sarah, there was a test on Felixtowe Road,
amateurs. I went to Tesco's Martlesham, and to see old friends,
Alec and Janet at Kesgrave, It was nice to be away from Ipswich
and the testing.
4:30PM I went to Ipswich library, I felt that there was a test with a pink clad pony tail girl 20's on the dock. There was no tests in the library, and I could not see the members of staff that I wanted to get the names of: I was not surprised at this. I returned home.
Wednesday 28th September 2006.
5PM. I went to Ipswich Library. There was a test in Lower Brook
ST. With a child aged 8? back test, long flared brown hair, I
ignored this. There was no sexual interest.
At the library there were tests with men and women, I ignored the men, the woman was attractive. There was child, 11? red dress very small breasts that walked from the word possessors across my view, I looked at her for a short while until I could ascertain her age. Very low level sexual interest: that declined when I ascertained her age.
A female member of staff came near me holding her ear a few times. I went to Mc'donalds to get an ice cream, I ate this outside. A woman stopped for a short while in front of me with a baby in a push chair, Phobia, I stepped back. They were obviously psychologists. The older woman said that she had not seen that before.
Note. The induced poor mental state by the profilers this summer, particularly bad failed tests, has caused this phobia to appear. I now circumvent babies in push chairs, and young children: if they walk near me. Babies and children and old people have become precious: old people at a lessor level. All the people in between now have less value to me, this is the profiling window of people causing the neural corruption.
Thursday 29TH September. 2006.
I went to Ipswich library in the afternoon, there was no tests
with staff. The following is a limited recording until Monday
the 2ND of October to reduce recording time. However, there
was very little library testing.
Friday 30Th September. 2006.
I went to the library, I looked at a 50 year old white clad
library officer as she passed, and an attractive woman that
sat opposite me. I man called out wanker, as I stood up to
leave, of course he was addressing someone else.
Saturday 31ST September 2006.
Went to the library, no staff tests.
Sunday 1ST of October 2006.
9AM. I went to Portman Road Boot sale, there was the usual test
with a male leg sticking out of a car as I approached the main
gate. I went to the library at 10:30 AM, I sat near the printer,
a red clad boy aged 10 came and stood near me to collect some
printing, I ignored this boy, there was no sexual interest.
I felt that this was a test.
Monday 2ND August 2006.
I went to see MR. Piper Osteopath at 10 fonnereau Road, I felt
there was tests in Fonnereau Road, and in the waiting room. I
spoke to David by telephone before I went, stating where I was
going, and at what time.
I went in to town, I bought an ice cream from MC'donalds, when I finished eating I looked up, and immediately started walking forward to the waste bin to discard the container. I was slightly off direction, the bin was not where I thought it was. I looked towards Mc'donalds there was a man back facing me, I started to walk towards him then looked at a boy who was standing near the bin.
I was not aware of any sexual attraction towards the man or the boy, this was a test, the boy lives at 107 Cavendish St. I recognised him, he started grinning at his assessment of a failed test. This annoyed me. I forgot to go to the library. Negativity creates negativity.
I left my house at 4PM to go to the library, as I walked down the hill there was a moving IBC machine on the path that I at first I thought was a grass cutter. As I approached the machine it spewed leaves all over the path, I thought that this was unusual so I watched the driver and the machine, I am very wary of IBC machines in my path.
The driver was a Holliwell's Park groundsman. The spotter was in an IBC van nearby. In town an IBC van reversed towards me, I was weary of this. I went to the library, I sat near the printer as usual.
A black clad woman and a black clad child sat down, the child was 8? and sat very close to me on a chair placed in front of the printer. I thought that this was odd, who sits looking at an often busy printer? The child moved about a bit, I ignored this. I carried on reading the Guardian unlimited news.
There is an indicator to show web page loading status in the bottom left hand corner of the screen, the system was slow today, the web pages were slow loading, I kept looking at the indicator to decide whether to abort or read the pages that I was loading. The current time limit is 30 minutes to use a computer at this library, I have to check and reply to emails, check all my sites, and read about 10 pages that have to be loaded in to the browser of the Guardian Unlimited newspaper. Time is very pressing.
I must have looked at least 8 times at the indicator towards the child's legs, the child thought that I was looking at her legs, she became angry and pulled her skirt down to cover her knees. I had not noticed her skirt above her knees.
Shortly after this she began running her hands through her hair, in a very provocative manner, I could see this out of the corner of my eye: usual scenario, as expected. A further witness, a man or carer moved closer for observation. I did not directly look at this child, I could see this out of the corner of my eye. There was no sexual interest in this child.
I left the library, I went to Sainsburies, and as I left the store a very young child ran away from her male carer to a traffic light crossing on a dangerous corner. I ran and stood in front of the child in case the child moved in to the road. The child returned to her carer: who was screaming as usual at the child. I was very annoyed with this parent, he looked aggressive, large man, so I said nothing.
I returned home, usual male bottoms tests on the building sites along Bishops Hill: as I passed. I returned home, very angry. I am concerned at a child sitting in close proximity could state that I touched her. I was also angry in regard of the parent not caring for his child: and the stupidity with the family in Cavendish ST. I have so many enemies in this town that will do anything to discredit me. This causes paranoia and anger.
I went to bed at 10PM I decided to masturbate, for the last year, may be longer I fantasise in masturbation with my EX girlfriend. My thoughts were of the child in the library, I was angry, and I kept thinking of her. I started to sexually fantasise about this child, her provocative actions in the library, this has never happened before with a young child: this shows how a young child: acting in a determined provocative manner, in psychology tests aimed towards a much older man can cause sexual fantasy and adaptation to sexual interest to occur.
The fantasy did not last long, when I realised what was happening I forced myself to switch my sexual fantasy towards my EX girlfriend Sarah and masturbated to high orgasm level fantasising about Sarah, the best sexual lover that I have ever had. I was not pleased that this child provocation had induced such lewd thoughts. Such adaptation with realised provocative psychology testing is well chronicled in this book and forms a major part of the determination and purpose of this book.
Tuesday 3RD of August 2006.
I went to the library. In Lower Brook ST. There was a young
attractive black clad 25? year old woman, I looked at her: and did
not spot a car approaching me, nearly a collision: I will have to
be more careful.
Went to Sainsburies before going to the library, I was confronted by a white clad woman with nice large breasts, I felt this was a test, lovely breasts, I ignored her. In the library, I felt that there were a few tests with men, there was a couple of natural failed false positives. I returned home. The level of testing on the streets has dropped off. I am not surprised. I am still very psychopathic regards the failed test with the child yesterday: this was a major classic false positive result for the profilers.
Wednesday 4TH August 2006.
Bad day, found smileys on a floppy, this is virus corruption,
many files were corrupted. I went in to town, to the library,
not many people about, the profilers have gone, now there is a
surprise! I looked at a couple of pink clad woman, one woman
with big breasts, OOp's, another surprise, when I got closer,
these were well developed children.
A few well dressed men held their ears as a paedophile gesture as I walked down Upper Brook St. To the library. I felt that there was a bit of testing in the library, not to the level there has been.
I particularly wanted to see my eldest daughter, I felt that she would have knowledge of the recent failed library test, and would indicate so. She did not let me down, when I was about to leave, there was a black satin dress draped over my back pack, she was also holding her ear lobe as a paedophile gesture, she stopped this when I looked at her.
When I spoke to my granddaughter, she kept brushing her hands across her lips with her mouth open, I asked to stop this as I determined it as a sexual test, this floods my brain, and I cannot think and talk fluidly, this does not sexually excite me, It just upsets me, I told my granddaughter that I had the same problem with her mother.
I told my daughter that I was going to Foxhall news to get a beer. surprise, surprise, one of the members of staff with a pony tail moved near the beer chiller in the shop as I went towards it, she bent over in front of me, I shew no interest, there was no sexual arousal, same old boring linked routine.
Thursday. 5TH October. 2006.
1PM I went to the Raja Stores at the bottom of Cavendish ST. As I
was about to leave the shop, I realised that person had moved close
to me, I thought that this was a child, as I turned to leave I put
my hands in the air to absolutely avoid the possibility of any
person saying that I had touched a child. When the person came in
to view this was a woman, I looked up, her back was facing me,
usual test. I left the shop.
I had the computer disk checked out, the Guru said the disk was not virus infected, the code I had seen shows up in the old Xtree file management program that I am currently using on an old dos machine, that I am currently reduced to using. I did not go to the library today. I saw David, I did some work on his computer. David gave me a beer as I left, I had drank this before I got to the end of Grimwade St. I was still psychopathic, and very anti social, I wanted to throw the empty bottle through a window, I refrained from doing this: and returned home with the empty bottle.
6:15 PM, I went skating with Martin and family, there were no profilers in view anywhere on the rink, I was very paranoid after the failed child test at the library, paranoid at a child stating that I had touched her, this could be linked to the false positive test in the library. I kept putting my hands out to stabilise me when I came near well developed children that were wearing scant attire to make sure I did not touch them, this was the worst paranoiac night that I have ever had on the skating rink.
I was so paranoid and wound up I had a slight panic attack on the rink as I was skating, this has never happened before. During the evening a black clad slim child about 8 walked past me quite close to me a few times, I was standing near the cafeteria. I was slightly sexually interested in this child, this interest was induced from the provocative child test in the library. I was not happy with this. I did not directly look at this child, she just passed in and out of view. The evening was more positive than negative. This is further evidence of brain adaptation to lewd interest by the profilers.
Friday 6TH October 2006.
5PM. I went to the library. There was a test on the docks with
a white and black clad woman who kept turning, back, side, and
front facing. She was quite attractive, so I looked at her face
for about two seconds. The female spotter then got out of a car.
There were no observable tests at the library, or any other
tests on route.
Saturday 7TH October 2006.
4PM went to the library, in Lower Brook ST. I was attracted to a
pink clad person with big breasts, when I got closer this was a
child, same child as before this week? At the library I sat
using a computer, I was using the scroll bar on the right hand
side of the screen, an old woman was in view aged 70? She went,
a young 12? year old red clad boy sat in her place, I preferred
to look at him.
At one time there was a lot of children near the computers, I ignored these children, this is unusual. When I got up to leave, there was a bendover test with a male librarian aged 40? that I know, I ignored this, there was no sexual interest.
When I left the library, I bought a beer, sat on the dock, and drank it. As I sat down I was slightly attracted to two small male bottoms, aged 25? that came in to view, I looked for about a second, a profiler saw this and laughed. This did not bother me.
Sunday 8TH October 2006.
I phoned David EL, I arranged to meet him at David Miles to pick
up a high definition CRT computer monitor. I stood outside waiting
for David EL. Just before David EL arrived a car came around the
corner and parked nearby. David EL bent over in front of me in
the back entrance to his car to make may for the monitor, his
bottom was facing me. I looked away as usual, no sexual interest.
When we left in David's car, the spotter was still in his car parked near by. David EL. And I came to my house to inspect a rotting piece of wood on an upstairs window. David is a window cleaner, I needed to use his longer ladders. David after being in my house held his nose and made gestures behind my back, I could see this out of the corner of my eye. This made me psychopathic, and upset me for the rest of the day.
I went to the library in the afternoon, there were tests with children, and a back test with a boy child, I ignored these tests, there was no sexual interest. I went to David's in the afternoon to help him use programs on his recently repaired computer, David is a disabled blind person.
Monday 9TH October 2006.
3.20 PM. I went to Ipswich Hospital. I felt there was several
tests on route. Just before I got to the hospital clinic near
a zebra crossing I felt that there was a test with a 5? year
old child with a pony tail, I ignored this, there was no
sexual interest. There was a test just outside the entrance to
the hospital, male and female, female back facing me, I
ignored this. In the hospital waiting room, there were several
tests with males and females, I felt that the general public
had been asked to participate.
I sat near two attractive women, a black clad woman walked past me displaying a very good figure, I did not look, however she was in my eye view area as she passed. I scrutinised her face as she returned, she looked at me for the whole period that I looked at her. I concluded this was a test. There was no overbearing sexual interest in this woman. There was a back test with a black clad male, I was not interested in this man, I think the young female spotter said that I was interested.
There were other tests, I felt that the general public were involved in refereeing results. I heard a voice say, " the pervert is next," I felt that there were back and bottoms tests as I navigated walk way areas with a member of staff to see the Doctor, tests set up: and monitored by other staff.
5:15 PM. I went to David's to help him with his computers, David made a wanker sign with his left hand that he did not think that I could see, this hurt me a little bit, however, I know David has been recording my visits audibly, and with video. As I returned down Grimwade ST. There was a couple approaching me, I looked at the cream clad young woman, I was not interested in the taller black clad man.
Tuesday 10TH. October 2006.
9:30 AM. As I left my house to go to Cliff Lane Post office,
there where children sitting on the wall by the adjacent
flats, I looked at a pink clad woman that was cycling past, she
was rather attractive. There were two woman with a push chair in
the park drive near the road. I ignored these people and rode my
push bike across the grass to avoid them.
In the park, I was approached by a tractor and grass cutter, this machinery got in front of me, it stopped in front of me, so I biked to the side of it, it then started to reverse, this I expected from IBC staff, nice one. I rode my bike out of the park, past a man displaying a ponytail and then a bottoms test, I ignored this further stupidity, there was no sexual interest. At the post office I went to the attractive tanned woman. I then did some shopping at Rose Hill Coop, and returned home. No further test observance occured.
During the day I became very paranoid, I had a blood test at the hospital the previous day, I had deliberately failed a test with a female, I had been referred to as a pervert. Had I been injected with diseased blood, there is plenty of diseased blood in the path lab, would such a none contagious disease fast kill me, say, within three months? Was the hospital getting rid of people analysed and confirmed as perverts?
This shows how the pressure of this testing, the mental corruption, the isolation of my work can lead to such paranoia. I had extreme paranoia in the new millennium 6 years ago: in a similar circumstance.
2:40PM I left to go to see Mark Pip