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THE CESSPOOL AND THE SECRET ARMIES - PART 7.

ISBN REGISTRATION. 1-904162-05-3

Part 1. -:- Part 2. -:- Part 3. -:- Part 4. -:- Part 5. -:- Part 6.

Part 7. -:- Part 8. -:- Part 9. -:- Part 10. -:- Part 11.

Part 12. -:- Part 13. -:- Part 14. -:- Letters.

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THE TESTS CONTINUED.

Thursday. 15th April 2004.
Today, I went to Ipswich Library in the afternoon to do some research, members of staff and people that I know that use the library were involved in the tests. My assessment is that: there was a lot of testing.

I entered the library, upstairs news and journal reading room, I noticed two teenage girls sitting in the reading area, they both had pony tails, I aged them at 14 ? I collected the March Evening Star Newspapers that I wanted to research. I sat near the window away from the girls. I showed no interest in these girls.

After about 15 minutes, a 25 ? year old woman sat at a table in front of me, she had blond hair, pony tail, reasonable figure, A man joined her. After I had finished reading one of the papers I looked up, the woman had taken her coat off, I was looking directly at the back of her head: from this position it is difficult to see the outline of the pony tail. I looked to see if it was the same woman. Overall, I probably looked at her for three to five seconds: there was no interest in the male.

I then looked across the room to see if there were spotters, there was an 18 ? year old male with an older woman, standing, looking at me. I looked away, but kept the couple in view out of the corner of my eye. The couple thanked a librarian and left. I would think that the couple were Ipswich College Students.

There is a librarian, that I fancy a little, I assume that she is married, She has a nice figure, aged 40? She was wearing a red dress, she walked past my table, I showed no interest in her.

Two girls came in to the room, aged 16 ? They were intelligent and fun loving, they were happy, but caring: they were not noisy, I often looked at them briefly between reading newspapers. The male librarian spoke to the girls as they left, I assumed that he thanked them.

Several males came in, some in suits, there was no sexual interest in the males.

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There was one male that often uses the library, he walked past me, I assumed that he left the room. I got up to get a journal off the stand, he was in such a position near the stand, his bottom was facing me. I thought typical: he just had to be there. When I left the library this man performed a bottoms test near the outside door I ignored this, there was no sexual interest.

I wanted to go to the toilet, I went to the reception, I made a brief enquiry, some black people walked past. A 14 ? year old girl stood near me, she had a pony tail, I briefly looked at her for a second, she turned her back to me, I looked at her back and bottom to identify spotters, there were none, the spotters were probably librarians sitting at the desk.

I then went to the toilet, the black people were outside the toilet. One of the toilet doors was slightly open, I assumed this toilet was vacant, I opened the door there was a black girl child aged 3 ? sitting on the toilet. I quickly closed the door and reprimanded the mother for allowing me to enter this toilet. There was no sexual interest in any members of this group.

I stood away from the people, when the toilet became vacant I used the toilet then returned to my desk. This was a typical second encounter that I did not want. I do not think the black people were involved in the testing. I hope not, otherwise this will lead to a lot of testing with black people.

The two 14 year old girls with pony tails got up to leave after about an hour, out of the corner of my eye, I could see one of the girls bent over, I decided not to look for spotters and therefore I did not fail the test. Nice posterior.

Link: Sexual Link. Is there interest in woman displaying good figures in light clothing ?

I left the library, time unknown, as I started to walk down Northgate Street there was an attractive light colour clad well dressed female walking towards me, aged 25 ? nice body and breasts, low cut front, I looked at her breasts, they were nice, I then looked at her face, she was doing the zombie walk.

The spotter moved when the woman passed me, the spotter was a little further on, she had a note board, pen and paper. Police ?

I felt that there were further tests along the road with young children and a black man. I ignored these tests, there was no sexual interest.

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Note. There was plenty of sexual interest in many people this week, sensuality is aroused, well it is early summer, feel good factor. However, I know that this level of sensuality is primarily the product of adaptation since 1996, and the continuance of my assessment of field psychology testing that is unnatural, negative: and not good for my mental state. This creates the perv, ( Australian Slang ), mental condition. I returned home.

Note. As mentioned in earlier text. The perv condition is caused by my assessment of the de-stability of all stable, relative, friend, programs: and my assessment of the de-stability of all other, that should be, stability programs around me. This corruption makes you want sex, want love

At 8PM I left to go to my eldest daughters, I met Roger on the hill, I now meet Roger at about 30 per cent of the time that I walk, this is a very high percentage for chance incidence.

I felt there was a test outside 2 Gladstone Road with a very young female child aged 4 ? there was no sexual interest in the child, I kept my head down looking at the pavement as I walked: to ensure that the child did not get under my feet.

Link: Homosexual paedophile Link. To the colour black.

Saturday. 17th April 2004.
8PM. I passed two black clad 8 ? year old boys standing near a wall near 2 Gladstone Road. I took no notice of these boys: there was no sexual interest in these children.

Link: Homosexual paedophile Link. To the colour brown.

Sunday. 18th April 2004.
6.45PM I walked to my daughters. Half way along Gladstone Road two ethnic dark brown 6 ? year old boys crossed the road to my side of the road and stood on the path near a car. I took no notice of these boys: there was no sexual interest in these boys.

Link: Homosexual Link. To light colours.

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I walked on towards the coop shop, there was a bottoms test. A man bent over reaching in the back of his car, the female spotter was looking through the open tail gate window. I did not see her until I was level with her. I took no interest in these people: there was no sexual interest in either of these people.

I feel that all this testing for homosexuality is linked to when I was last in the Ipswich Library in Northgate Street, ( Thursday 15th ), to the brown clad 40 year old male that unfortunately I went and stood near: and the attractive female diver at the Felixtowe swimming pool where I displayed no sexual interest.

As I turned the corner on Foxhall Road near the coop, a red clad 30 ? year old woman with a short pony tail walked across the road to the coop shop entrance, I looked at her for about two seconds. She did not look happy, there was very little sexual interest: Level 2 ? I needed bread, the coop was sold out, I quickly left the shop.

Link: Sexual Link. Is there a paedophile interest ?

Monday. 19th April 2004.
Went to the Ipswich Asda Store, only Dianne knew that I was going, I took an unusual route through Whitehouse estate for a change. I was very angry, psychopathic this day, this increased sensuality. I entered the store, three people were walking towards me female 35 ? Boy 12 ? Girl 9 ? The boy and woman were black clad, they looked scruffy. The girl was dressed better with a red coat on, I looked at the girl for longer, probably a second. The whole thing happened so fast, we were passing on entering the store.

In the store a skinny black skinned well dressed woman artistically bent over a large stock basket as she saw me approaching. I could see her profile as I approached her. She had a fabulous body, aged 25 ? I was further angered by this test, because of this there was very little sexual interest generated. If this had not been a test my sexual interest could have been increased to level 7.

Mental Corruption, 05 Points.

Days Affected. This was a very psychopathic day.

Link: Homosexual Link. Is there a homosexual interest ?

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As I walked further in to the store I walked towards a large female and a man, I did not find the woman attractive, I looked at the man longer. The woman quickly moved her hand up and down her fore arm.

At the check out a young couple stood very near me, age early twenties, The girl was red clad, the boy was black clad. The girl talked of taking her clothes off and on, I was supposed to take interest in this. The boy talked of taking his clothes off and on. I did not look at either pair. I nearly asked if they were dummies ? however, I kept my mouth shut.

Link: Sexual Link. Is there a paedophile interest ?

The couple then proceeded to talk of children and cartoons, I just ignored all this silliness, and left the store. I saw the couple approach me as I left the car park in the car. I looked at the girl, I already knew that she was good looking and slim, I looked as I was packing goods at the check out. I fancied her, she was different, no cosmetics, woolly hat on a warm day.

Link: Sexual Link. Is there an incest interest ?

Thursday. 22nd April 2004. 2.30 PM.
I went with Dianne to my X wife's, house to help to remove some rubbish. When we finished my X wife was sitting in her car in close proximity to the house passage way. Dianne then stood facing down the pathway, She talked to her mother, she had her back to me, I looked to hear the conversation. I looked at Dianne's braided hair, there was a slight sexual attraction to this view, this was very low. Her mother said yes, my daughter said yes for confirmation, my X wife said yes again.

Mental Corruption, 03 Points.

Days Affected. 01 Days.

The mental corruption was not as bad as it would have been in prior time periods, I am becoming immune, numb to all this testing. I have seen my X wife on two occasions since this incident, she was not so friendly.

3:20PM. I went to collect Michelle from School, there was a large black clad 35 ? year old female, not very attractive, standing on a corner near Clifford Road school, I briefly looked at her, I briefly looked again, she was holding her nose. This did not bother me very much.

Link: Sexual Link. Is the interest homosexual or heterosexual ?

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Friday. 23rd April 2004. 7 PM.
I telephoned my friend David I told him that I would leave half an hour later to call at his flat to see him. As I walked down bishops hill, near the music shop there was a white shirt, black trousers man with sun glasses walking towards me, I took no notice of him. On the corner near the roundabout at the bottom of the hill, I passed a woman, she looked at me, so I looked at her, she was aged 25 ? I only saw her face, there was a slight sexual interest.

Sunday. 24nd April 2004.
I went to the park with my grandchildren, we played cricket. A black clad male child joined us, aged 12 ? There was no sexual interest in this child. At one time in play I came in close body contact with this child, I froze, and put my hands in the air, then moved away from the child.

Whilst I was walking this day on two occasions there were two girls that walked towards me. When they got close to me and I could see that they were children: I looked away. There was no sexual interest.

At 2PM I left my daughters to return home, three people in a line walked across Wellesley Road and walked up to the paper shop door. I tried to get past these people but had to wait as they passed. The first man was black, there was a child 9 - 12 ? year of age, and another person. I looked down at the ground as they passed. The spotter was on the other side of Foxhall Road. There was no sexual interest in this lot.

As I returned home an attractive white clad woman came towards me in Gladstone Road. I smiled at her as I approached her.

At 7:30 Pm. I telephoned Denese. I went to see her to give her a scientific paper for her sister that suffers from Pananoid Schizophrenia. In the lounge, Denese asked me to sit facing her. For over an hour she moved her legs backwards and forwards, up and down as we talked. I was not sexually aroused by this display.

Her Daughter Donna came and sat near me a couple of times and cuddled me. Donna is 13 years old, I was sexually aroused to level three by Donna. However she is a child, there must be no sexual activity. Upon reflection, this sexual interest with Donna was the product of recent poor induced mental state.

Days Affected. Whilst I viewed Donna.

The recording of the sexual interest points system as above now stops. There is enough evidence already recorded for the percentages of sexual interest in the preceding tables.

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Monday. 26th April 2004. 12:30PM.
I went to the Foxhall Tip with my Daughter, I felt that there were several tests there. There was one man displaying a nice pony tail, another man, good looking, well dressed, dark Jacket. There was a very slight sexual interest in both these men, One of these men removed his dark jacket as he walked away I could not see the spotter, the spotter could have been my Daughter.

I went to see Dianne again in the evening. On one occasion she covered her breasts with her arms as I approached her. This is the first time that she has shown mental impairment because of the psychological testing.

Note. This recording of testing from 19th April to 26th April, My assessment Social Services, Vigilante. Further Note. There has been a very slight increase in homosexual and paedophile interest in this time period. I do not want sex with a child.

Tuesday. 27th April 2004. 6:30 PM.
I went to Dianne's to do some gardening. There was a test as I was about to leave. My daughter asked me to look at an item in the garden, she was standing profile displaying a pony tail. I ignored her, I walked behind her and went to the neighbours, there was no sexual interest.

I went to the coop, As I entered the store, there was an attractive woman near the vegetables, I had to wait to get my vegetables, I showed no interest in this woman. As I approached the check out, I had to approach a young woman, good figure, blond pony tail, I ignored her, ( The fat woman served me ). I could discern the presence of a black clad person standing about 6 feet behind me. This was the spotter.

When I returned home, I became psychopathic, I was angry with my Daughter, and conceived a plan with violence to get back at her. Such thoughts had gone by the next day, and I had calmed down. Violence is not the way forward. Publishing this book is the way forward.

Thursday. 13th May 2004.
Test in Asda 14 Year old boy, red clad, failed test - 500 MS look.

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Wednesday. 26th May 2004.
Went skating, I was very unhappy, failed test.

Friday. 28th May 2004.
Test at Dianne's in front of Peter the taxi driver, this may not have been a test, refer to calendar.

Sunday. 6th June 2004. 2.30PM.
Test at Dianne's, she put her hands in the air, Failed test ? Julia was the spotter.

Tuesday 22nd June 2004. 9:30 AM.
Deliberately failed a test at the flats near my house with a 14 year old child sitting on the wall to try to stop the testing, get rid of the idiots.

Saturday 10th July 2004.
Norwich boot sale at Hellesdon School. As I approached a group of people there was a an 11? year old girl long straight hair, back facing me, I ignored her, there was no sexual interest. Only sister Ann and Mia knew that I was going to this sale.

This test knowing that I was being observed created my unusual mental state whilst being observed, I stared at a brown skin coloured girl aged 14 ? whilst the rest of the people in the crowd were looking at me.

Sunday 18th July 2004. 1:30PM.
At Asda Ipswich. I ignored tests in the store, A boy got out of a car as I approached it, I was very deep in thought, I thought the boy looked like grant, I looked at him, no sexual interest.

A photographer photographed me as I talked to Dianne in the car park.

Tuesday 20th July 2004. 7:30PM.
Walked with Dianne and Michelle to the Foxhall News shop. Test with ten year old girl, white top, black bottoms, near shop. Dianne texed before I went to the shop. I looked at Dianne, she held her ear.

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Sunday 25th July 2004. 2PM.
Went skating with Michelle, Tests at Coop Garage, Derby Road. Tests at Rollerworld.

Friday 30TH July 2004. 10:45
Test outside Dianne's, Woman bent over in car with child, I looked at her. No sexual interest in the child.

Sunday 1st August 2004.
Test on Holliwells Park, 9 ? year old pony tail black clad girl. No Sexual Interest.

Monday 2nd August 2004.
Test Foxhall News. 7 ? Year old girl on bike, looked at girl.

Thursday 5th August 2004.
Test at Foxhall News, Test on Bishops hill.

Friday 6th August 2004.
I had stopped taking my anti psychotics a month before, animal fleas at Dianne's triggered off a phobia delusion. I could see large fleas on my arms, they were biting me, I could not scrape them off. I went to my sisters this day, I realised later in the day that this was delusion. My sister helped me. I returned to Ipswich the following Monday morning.

Tuesday 10th August 2004 5PM.
Tests in doctors surgery on Derby Road, to see if I had care for people. Children's toys on floor. Wednesday 11th August 2004 11AM.
Delusion at work desk, some text on the computer disappeared, then re:appeared.

Thursday 12th August 2004 10PM.
Delusion in bed, A door and vases slowly bent over, this did not concern me, I knew that it was just delusion, I have experienced it before.

Friday 13th August 2004.
Mode swings during the day to depressive bouts of crying, no anger, I am very unhappy. Resumed taking anti psychotics.

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Tuesday 17th August 2004.
Test outside Nat West Bank in Carr St. Two woman with push chairs stationary as a black clad woman walked towards me. Passed Test.

Wednesday 8th September 2004. 6PM
12 ? year old girl walking past the chemists shop on Foxhall Road pony tail, very slim, small tits. I was attracted to her: failed test.

Note. I have researched sexual attraction to teenage girls, I only asked men that I knew would give me an honest answer, these men all agreed that there was a sexual attraction to such teenage girls, but we all agreed one thing, that sex with a child under 16 years of age is taboo. And that sex with some immature girls up to the age of 20 is also taboo.

No assessment for tests for a long while.

These tests are now chronicled from Christmas 2004 to the last week in May 2005. The tests in 2005 have been harassing, annoying, and at times have made me psychopathic as well as very suicidal. As of Sunday 22nd day of may 2005, the tests recently have been very aggravating, it does not stop, if this does not stop I shall resort to violence to see if this stops the problem. My work and quality of life is being impaired.

Thursday 16th December 2004.
Fixed first part of kitchen ceiling at Bishops Hill, tests with Dianne and Lynda.

Monday 20th December 3PM.
As I entered the upstairs room of the library, there was a 13 ? year old girl seated, head profile, displaying a pony tail. I ignored her. As I walked to the toilet there was a young woman black clad with her back to me, bun, I ignored her. I woman standing near the librarian said, he seems to have gone dead, I think that this woman was referring to me.

Thursday 23rd December 2004.
There were six observers, tall, casual dress, observing from the bar at Rollerworld, I skated all night with the children that were there. At the end of the night, one of the men waved a small torch, white light on backwards and forwards across his chest. Police ? everything ok. ?

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Saturday 25th December 2004 Xmas Day.
This was to be a very unhappy day, the test at Dianne's caused a lot of mental impairment for me. I paid 20 pounds for my Xmas dinner as usual. The family were there, Lynda, Tony, Dianne, Danielle, Lynton, were present at the dinner table, we enjoyed our dinner.

I stayed in the room immediately after eating, then I got up to go. Michelle took up a position near the door in front of me, she put her right hand under her left breast and immediately pointed with her left hand to something, she said look Grandad as she pointed with her left hand. She remained looking at me.

I thought at first Michelle had a pain near her heart. As she kept looking at me, I kept looking at her then I looked down at her hand and her breast, I was concerned for her unusual display of behaviour. Dianne, Lynda, Tony, and Michelle were looking at me, Lynda my X wife said oh dear as I looked at Michelle's hand and breast.

Michelle's stance was provocative, she was pushing her breast up and out towards me. I left the house and went to Denese's there were family problems there with the children, overall, this was a very unhappy day for me. Happy X-mas.

What made me very unhappy, was that at Dianne's I never left the room where we had dinner, so the test had to be planned before dinner and all the people at the dinner table knew that the test was going to happen. All my family deceived and tricked me with a poorly set up provocative test.

I was very angry, I had already told my daughter earlier in the year that my head was a mess, she knew this, there has been no pattern for perverted behaviour with my grandchildren, there never will be.

This event made me depressed and suicidal for five weeks, I was very unhappy with this event, and it had not been for the support at the time of Sarah my girlfriend, and Denese and her family there was a possibility that I could have committed suicide. I now often have suicidal thoughts.

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Long term the psychological damage has been horrendous, currently, as I update the tests record, 17 02 05, my love for all the family is much lesser, and if I had the money, I would travel the world, and if I found somewhere where I liked to live, liked the people, I would get a girlfriend and blank out all my family and the U.K.

Sunday 6th February 2005.
Went swimming with Michelle at Colchester, we had a good time, I was dubious at first about handling Michelle. There was no sexual interest.

Saturday 12th February 2005.
Gave Sarah the boot, scum bag, Goodbye.

Tuesday 15th February 2005. 3pm.
The street testing resumes. Test outside library girl 13 ? large breasts, Boy 15 ? The girl was pretty, good figure, with long pigtails hair, I was attracted to her and I looked at her. The spotter was a bit further up the road.

Test as I left the library, opposite Wilkinsons, black clad, black haired woman facing man, there was a gap to walk through, the woman was not talking to the man, because of this I knew this was a test. I looked at the woman's head as I approached her, the man, the spotter, said yes as I passed the couple.

6pm. As I left Dianne's, as I passed the coop there was a test with a young Child's bottom sticking out of a car, I looked at the spotter as I approached, I held my nose as I looked at the spotter, there was no sexual interest in the child.

Friday 18th March 2005. 5PM
As I walked up Gladstone Road towards Foxhall Road approaching the coop, there was a child aged 15 ? turned away from the path leaning against a car, unusual pose, I realised that this was a test, I ignored the girl completely. As I passed the girl I could then see the manager of the coop in the coop car park sitting in his car, looking through the window of his car with a clear view of me, he was the spotter.

The girl in the test is often used for tests, she is tall, would look 18 in a night club, good figure, she is the daughter of the woman that works in the chemists shop, owned by the proprietor of Foxhall news, they live at 78 Gladstone Road, near the coop.

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The next day that I used the coop, the staff were not so friendly, I think the manager lied, he said that I had ogled the girl when I did not, This made me very angry, psychopathic for a couple of days.

Sunday 20th March 2005.
My neighbours teenage female grandchildren were outside the front of her house making a lot of noise, I felt this was a test, to see if I would look at them or join them, I took no interest. They are pretty teenage girls.

Tuesday 22nd March 2005.
Test in Cavendish St. Near the Jehovas Hall, test with children, a woman was the spotter sitting in her car. Passed test, there was no sexual interest.

Sunday 27th March 2005.
I arrived on Friday at my sisters to stay for the weekend, on Sunday I had a meal with my sister at her friends Mia At the dinner table I moved on one occasion in sympathy with Mia and Mia said to my sister, did you see that ? my sister replied yes.

We discussed the Ipswich situation, Mia said some of my problems were self inflicted, we started to argue the point, Mia is a very powerful woman and will argue. I agreed that I was part to blame only to avoid an argument at the dinner table. I do not feel that I am part to blame for the situation in Ipswich.

Sunday 17th of April 2005.
Went swimming with Michelle at Colchester, no observable tests. On the way to pick up Michelle, I deliberately ogled a 12? year old girl in Cavendish Street to trigger off the testing, to check out testers, houses, phone tap other links. I was angry, I also wanted to screw this girls head up, the hatred for the testing was pouring out of me.

Monday 18th April 2005.
There was a test in Cavendish St., the woman at 107 Cavendish St. was the spotter with children and friends whilst a young girl that I often see walked down the road. I like this girl, she is pretty a fine product, often plays football with the boys, she is good at football, she looks like a winner to me. I ignored the girl and passed the test. This was the girl in the paragraph above.

Thursday 21st April.
Went skating, quite a bit of abuse, did not ogle any teenage girls, to observe spotters.

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Friday 22nd April 2005. 8-30 AM.
Went to the Coop on Foxhall Road, in Gladstone Road, a tall girl walked towards me on the other side of the road, I thought that this was a woman. I looked at this girl as she approached me, I then realised that she was wearing a school wool top, I then looked away when I realised this. There was a spotter further up the road, a woman, aged 30? This woman then went in to a house, surprise, this was 78 Gladstone Road. The child could have been the girl that lives in this house. Aged 15 ? Tall good figure, large breasts.

Saturday 23rd April 2005.
This weekend was particularly mentally destructive.

At 8pm I went to Diannes, at the Foxhall paper shop, Jack a young boy that I know, aged 8 ? cycled towards me, I was not sure whether this was Jack ? he cycled fast along the path of a main road towards me, I did not expect his mother to let him cycle along this road.

He parked his bike near me, near the shop, he did not look at me, he did not speak, I was then not sure whether this was Jack, I then went to Dianne's.

The dog at Diannes's was a nuisance, as always, it barked, wined, made noise throwing a bone in the lounge between 8-15 and 10-15PM. I just laid on the settee with my eyes closed. At 10-15PM there was a T.V. program that sounded different. I opened my eyes, Michelle was sitting with her hands in the air, I looked at her, as I did this, I then saw Lynton Bending over, he was looking at me, he then said yes, He immediately stood up, and walked in to the kitchen.

I watched a bit of the television program, told the kids to go to bed at 11 PM. Returned home, later.

Sunday 24th April 2005.
Went to a new shoe shop, recommended by Dianne. Drantanoes ? Shop London Road, as I walked down the main isle, past the sub isles a young woman was bent over, she had a very good figure, I could not see her face. I took no notice of her, this could have been a child aged 13 to 16. I looked at the man looking at me, dark clad, aged 25 ? I felt that he was the spotter. I felt that there were a few other tests with children in this store.

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I did not buy any shoes, They were designer shoes, Rae-Bock, and poorly made. However, I do not like Rae-Bock as a company, poorly run sweat shops in China produce much of their product. I left the store.

On the return journey, a passed two girls on the path, 14 -16 years of age, one girl had a low top, nice breasts, I looked at her face, not so good as the breasts. When I got to the crossing near the skate park, near the dock, when I crossed the road, there was a tall good looking woman with a child, aged 23 ? walking along the path, I found her attractive, I looked at her for about three seconds, I then looked up, two tall people aged 25 ? male and female, were looking at me. They smiled, and then got back in their car. Police ?

I went home, went to bed, depressed at the event with my grandchildren of the night before, and depressed that the false positive created: that made me look at the man in the shoe shop, indicating a false positive homosexual interest. Also depressed that the profilers have returned. I closed my eyes, I thought of my youngest daughter, she was going to phone later, I then had a dirty thought about her, I opened my eyes, closed them again an image of a mans shorts clad bottom appeared. The dirty thoughts have returned, a slight homosexual interest has returned this has not been a problem for some time. A year ? This is indicative of a corrupted brain.

This shows how easily with induced depression with profiling my brain is so easily negated and corrupted. At 2:30 PM, I left to see a friend to try to repair his computer, this was arranged on the phone, the shoe shop visit was also published on the phone. On Foxhall Road there was a child, aged 14 ? Skirt up high round her bottom, black stockings, high black boots, good figure and legs, dressed to kill, I had to laugh when I saw her, another miss jail bait.

As I cycled up Britannia Road, some children were playing near some flats, Out of the corner of my eye, I could see a girl about 8 ? that suddenly stood up, school uniform, she stood still, long hair down her back. I ignored this girl. When I passed the children, two tall people, male and female, aged 25 ? were at a gate at the flats looking at me, I looked back: they did not appear very happy. Police ?

At 4PM, on the return route, I felt there was a test in Foxhall Rd, near Alan Rd with a small white clad child, the spotter was further on. I returned home, depressed, went to bed, got up at 9PM, Checked the news on the internet for the day, went back to bed depressed. Had restless sleep all night.

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I had been returning to good mental health before this profiling started again.

Monday 25th April 2005.
8 - 10 AM. Typed up the notes for the weekend, I am unhappy, depressed, annoyed, slightly psychopathic. I am not in the right mode to do creative writing. If the profiling continues, I can only note the depressing natural failures: and the overall effect on me. I cannot let this silliness seriously effect my work and my life again.

This abuse is currently very mentally destructive.

Tuesday 26th April 2005. 1:45PM
Went to Fore St. Post Office. At the crossing just before the Lord Nelson P.H. There was a young woman aged 25 ? walking towards me, she had a very low revealing evening dress type top on, displaying nice shape breasts, everything about the way she walked indicated a police test.

As usual, I ogled her, I do this to psychologists I want them to think this makes me masturbate, no street imagery ever makes me masturbate, however, the psychologists do not know this. I hope that this screws their heads up, I want to screw their heads up. The woman stared at me as I approached her, I stared straight back, my intent, psychopathic hatred: we stared at each other for a few seconds, mutual psychopathy. Why this test ?

When I was just past her four men walked out of the Royal Nelson P.H. in front of me, one of the men said " see ". This was the police, there was probably an evening star rep amongst them. A display for the Evening Star. The police knew that I would ogle the girl, I always do when I know it is a test to jar the psychologist off, and to spot the spotters: to see who it is. So that was the game, nice one, this made me angry, psychopathic, for the rest of the afternoon.

Did not sleep well, angry and psychopathic.

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Tests in town, failed one test with a black man, went to Fore ST. post office. A black clad pony tailed man entered the post office just before me, as he stood at the counter I looked at his pony tail, it was scruffy looked dirty and greasy. I then looked away Janet was watching from behind a glass panel. I do not think that there was any sexual interest in this man.

Friday 28th April 2005. 9:30 AM.
Went to the college, as I walked down the hill I was slightly attracted to the back of a mans head, this attraction has not been prevalent for a very long time. As I entered the college building at the rear, there was a very slim black clad woman walking towards me, I was attracted to her, looked at her for about three seconds, the spotter was on the stair case.

As I left the library, there were two attractive white clad 16 ? year old girls, sitting, one girl had her hands in the air in a provocative pose, I ignored her, the spotter smiled. I met Pat my neighbour on the hill on the way back, we talked for a while.

7PM. I went to the shop in Duke ST. The woman I like was there, she smiled, some people entered the shop, one man bent over, I had to look near his bottom to pass him. There was no sexual interest. The woman that I like held her nose: and appeared unhappy. I left the shop and sat on the car park wall adjacent drinking a beer. The failure of this test and the ridicule from the woman angered me.

There was a man opposite with his bottom sticking out of a car, I took no notice of this display, the man then sat in the car with a woman observing me. The people that were in the shop walked past, the girl was young, she had a short skirt, reasonable legs, I looked at her bottom and legs briefly.

Two males and females walked past, the females had short skirts say age 18 ? I looked at the girls, one girl had her midriff exposed, she was displaying large love handles, looked ridiculous, this made me laugh. The spotters then got out of their car and walked towards the dock.

The event in the shop made me a little bit unhappy, however I was not going to let this testing get me down, it was a nice summer evening. I went over the park and had a read, there were some drunken young girls on the park, they left me alone, they did not cause me any trouble, there were no tests with these girls.

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My mental state has deteriorated in the last week, there is now a very slight interest in homosexuality, sensuality has generally risen. The negative dreams have returned, slight depression has set in.

Monday. 9th May. 3PM
Went to Fore St. Post Office to collect dole money. As I stood in front of Lisa, I was thinking as usual, I could not easily remember how to put the card in the machine. I was looking at Lisa, this confused me more, Lisa was wearing black, she never wears black, I was staring at lisa, I could not understand what was different about her. We eventually joked about my at a distance mental state. Lisa is a nice girl. I felt afterwards that this was a test set up by Janet the proprietor, this annoyed me: bloody tests.

Thursday 12th May 2005.
Abuse in the street getting worse. Abuse in the park, I think that this was David Ball.

Thursday 12th May 2005.
Since 28th April, testing has been less, I am currently working about 40 hours per week, I feel ok, slight depression, not as bad as it has been in the early part of this year.

Went Skating, as I waited for Martin and Chris, Lisa walked up the hill, she smiled and spoke, not many people speak to me, I was pleased with this.

At the rink, I skated for about two hours, I was quite depressed, I could not skate fast because of the children, I prefer to skate Wednesdays, ( adult night ), I felt there were several tests on the rink, I did not fail any of these tests. One 20 year old boy held his nose as he came towards me, I held my nose to retaliate, his girlfriend warned him off. He stared at me later, so I gave him a taboo gesture. At the end of the evening his girlfriend removed him from the building, he was not happy.

At about 8:15 PM I sat in the cafeteria, having a soft drink. A boy stood up, aged 9 ? black clad, his back facing me, he appeared to adjust his clothing, lifting his black top up and down above his bottom, I thought test, I wanted to identify the spotter, so I looked at the boy when he eventually stood up. The spotter was the D.J. who was this night working in the cafeteria. After spotting me the DJ ran off to collect his brownie point. There was no sexual interest in the 9? year old black clad boy.

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I felt that there was a test with Martin and a child close by, Martin joked with the child, I smiled at Martin because of the friendliness displayed. A psychologist thanked the mother for her help shortly after the test. I completely ignored the sexual provocative displays by teenage girls. I overreacted smiling at Martin, this was because of poor mental state. The psychologists that I felt were at the rink, were all tall people. Police.

The D.J. Spent most of the night in a rather mental display moving fast between viewing sites to observe me. The last half hour was a good skate, I skated fairly fast, there were only a few children on the rink. My assessment, the rink lost money this night. There was no sexual attraction to male children. I was angry and fantasised about hurting and killing the 20 year old boy that wanted hit me for about three days.

At the end of the night, I was walking down the walk way along the long side of the rink towards the toilet block, Kirsty was sitting near the toilet block with her head turned, her pony tail was facing me, I took no notice of this, Chris was the spotter, he came out of the toilet.

I felt there was a test on the car park, Kirsty bent over looking in the boot of Martins car, she bent over in front of me, I took no interest in this display.

Note. There has been a slight increase in my interest in the colour black in the last fourteen days. Martin and Chris can easily set up tests with adults and children that they are friendly with, people from Ipswich, I would not know them.

Friday 13th May 2005.
7:45 PM. There was a test on the corner of Cavendish St. / White Elm St. two girls aged 13, backs facing me, ? I ignored this. There was a further test with three 13 year old children near the coop, I ignored this.

Tuesday 17th May 2005.
There was a test in the shop in Duke St. Two tall people, aged 25, male and female. They were both in odd poses, the man was looking at me, the woman was looking at the wall, I quickly looked at the man, I looked at the woman longer, this was typical of a failed test where the testers are in odd poses, this triggers off my investigative mind, I cannot stop this, I had to know was this a test ? This failed test angered and depressed me for about three hours.

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Wednesday 18TH May 2005.
Coop Foxhall Rd. As I walked in the store, a woman approached me, aged 25 ? at an angle I felt this was a test, I ogled her. At the check out she said, he's a cave man, I was amused by this.

I left the shop, as I walked past the rear of the shop, I was aware of a tall person wearing a white top standing near the back door of the shop. I ignored this, About fifty yards down the road, I looked over my shoulder, It was the tall male manager and the short check out woman.

When I got to Cavendish St. there were about six children near 107, but there was a 12 ? year old girl in a white top sitting on the wall, I ignored all this and walked on. At the bus stop on the opposite side of Bishops Hill, a woman suddenly stood up, with her black clad back facing me, I ignored her and returned home.

I went over the park, at the bowling green there was a girl that I often speak to, I said hello to her, as I walked off she said to a boy, he's a pervert. The bowlers on the green did a bend over test for me, I ignored this.

Friday 20th May 2005. 4-30 PM.
Test near 107 with the kids there. Test in Gladstone Road as I approached 78, I smiled at a 60 year old woman, the spotter was near 78. Outside 78 the 15 ? year old girl was bending over near a car her figure outline and bottom was facing me, I ignored this, the spotter was walking towards me.

As I turned in to Foxhall Road, a very young child aged 9 ? was walking towards the shop. I entered the shop first, was served the magazines that I wanted. As I turned to leave the child was on the right hand side of the gangway facing away from me. I do not think she could see me so I had to look at her head as I walked towards her in case she moved, If she had moved I would have fell over her. There was no sexual interest In the child, this failed test made me psychopathic.

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I went back to the Foxhall News shop at 7PM, one of the staff, girl, 20 black clad, pony tail, turned her head so I could look at her black hair, pony tail profile, I looked at her, this was what she wanted, she is quite an attractive girl. She said perv as I left the shop.

Friday 20th May 2005 7-15 PM Continued.
Went over Holliwell's park to read my magazine. As I entered the bowling green the players were on the furthest green from the covered seated area. I did not see any spotters.

After about ten minutes, I slim girl that I know aged 13 ? appeared, she stood back facing me, staring in to the side of the corrugated steel building, I thought test here we go, so I ogled her to spot the spotters. She moved towards the bowling green, then I saw three people sitting elevated, I scrutinised these people they appeared to have cameras, very professional cameras. This was the police or college.

I carried on reading, after about ten minutes another girl I know aged 14 came and danced near me, she is quite attractive, I would imagine the men with the cameras enjoyed watching her on film dance, I watched her for about a second, then I ignored this stupidity. They probably adapted the video to show me watching this girl for much longer, Or adapted the video, with the girls face on a dancing nude body, whatever turns them on.

I did not sleep well this night, I was made psychopathic by the test where I had to look at the young child in the Foxhall Newsagents. The tests are normally for black clad people, this makes me more interested in black clad people to see if they are tests.

Saturday. 21st May 2005. 8PM.
Tests as usual with the children in Cavendish St. Went to Foxhall News, to return a book. There was a man in the shop partly blocking the gang way, I had to squeeze past him. As I went to leave the shop, I had to get past this man, I looked at his lower back to make sure that I did not touch his bottom as I passed him.

In Wellesley Road, as I crossed the road I found myself walking towards a black clad 50 year old woman with a pony tail. I ogled her, well, this is what she wanted, the spotter was in the car. I was not sexually attracted to the man in the shop or this woman.

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My Granddaughter has been acting in a provocative manner in front of me for the last few weeks particularly often a display of having oral sex with her finger as she faces me on quite a few occasions. Also displaying a pony tail profile close to my face that I also feel is provocative.

There has also been many attractive young woman that have walked towards me, students from the college, with their heads slightly profiled displaying pony tail hair styles. This has created in me a return to an interest in pony tail hair styles again that I felt was greatly reduced when I had a girlfriend between September 2004 and February 2005. However, had my girlfriend at the time I was with her asked what hair style I would have liked her to have, I would have said a pony tail.

Wednesday 25th May 2005. 9AM.
I went to the Northgate Street Library, I woman librarian held her nose as I approached her, I have always been sexually attracted to this woman, I have never shown it, This display annoyed me for most of the day

Wednesday 25th May 2005. 11.30AM.
As I entered Nat West Bank in Carr St. Three children came out of the bank, they all had pony tail hair styles I was attracted to the smallest head hair style, It was the neatest, I was not aware of a sexual attraction, the child was about nine years old. Had the attraction for pony tail hair styles linked to a provocative child, my granddaughter, and others, not happened, would I have looked at this child at the bank, was this a sexual interest at a level so low as to not be aware of it ?

Thursday 26th May 2005. 7:55 PM.
As I walked up Gladstone Road to go to the Coop Shop, there were two men aged 25? black clad in shorts standing on the corner talking near the shop, there was no sexual interest. I thought test, here we go. I entered the store, one of the men had his back to me, he was stocky, I ignored him, I walked to the back of the shop, the other man was there, I ignored him, quickly got my groceries, walked the whole length of the store back to the check-out looking at the stocky man.

I was concerned for violence, I was also aware that they could have been robbing the store, unlikely, but it was closing time. I left the store, there was no sexual interest in either of these men, I was just concerned for violence. The large woman and the small woman were the check-out assistants. Just more bloody stupid harassment.

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Saturday 28th May 2005. 7.55pm.
Tests in Cavendish St. with the children there. I left Diannes, after cleaning half of the swimming pool. At the Coop there was a black clad white child aged 10 ? standing on the path, standing nearest the road with three other children, this was in full view of the coop shop window. I walked past the girl, I ignored all of the children, I then looked at the coop window, the staff were the spotters. There was a further test in Cavendish St. with the children there.

Sunday 29th May 2005. 2pm.
Went swimming with Michelle at Felixstowe, how many psychologists can you pack in to a swimming pool ? one man called me a wanker, I just laughed at him. Had a great time with my Granddaughter, she is getting to be a better swimmer, we had some good fun. I ignored all the tests in and outside the pool, there was only one girl that I was sexually attracted to, she was young, had a very slim body with a very small blue bikini on. There was a test in Devonshire Rd with the children, as I returned home.

Monday. 29th May 2005. 5-30 pm.
There was a white clad male looking in the coop window, I ignored him. There was a test with children at the bottom of Devonshire road. There was another test with a black clad boy aged 12 ? he lives at 107 Devonshire Rd. He is old enough to carry a knife, I observed him as he walked to his house and up the path to the front door of his house. There was no sexual interest.

Note.
We have seen how so far this year the realisation of the intensive sexual psychological profiling has adapted my mental state to a return for the third time to,

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The only new trick that I have observed of the profilers, is when approaching a shop door the victim is presented with a child and an adult coming out of the door. You have to look at the child who is nearest to avoid body contact.

Fortunately, I am in an overall better mental state this year to be able to cope with this.

Many of the tests are set up by children, if there is no adult observer, are the children going to convey the truth ? However, I have insulted Suffolk, this is taboo, the locals think the place is wonderful. There is a considerable hate campaign against me: there will be lies and dirty tricks.

After eight years of this bullying by the profilers, this not only made me very unwell between 1997 and late 2004, ( fatigued ), I could only work a few hours per day: this has made me intolerable of Ipswich people, this town is dead in my head, I really just want to get out. There has only been short breaks from this psychological testing, the most interesting, I took a two week break in Scotland there was virtually no testing there, I became relaxed, and stopped scrutinising people.

I still find black clad people synonymous with violence, I feel this is quite common, childhood scary imagery, the bad guys are usually aggressive dressed black. I am wary of black clad stocky men.

There is now a further addition of tests and events, and the effects these tests and events have had on me from early June 2005 to early April 2006.

My eldest daughter is known in this book as Dianne, youngest Clare, the two grandchildren in Ipswich Lynton and Michelle.

Notes. 20 07 05.
The tests at Christmas 2004 with my granddaughter made me very psychopathic and suicidal for a long time after Christmas. The anger and disappointment at the dishonest behaviour of my girlfriend that I gave up on 12th February 2005 has not helped the stability of my mental state.

The continuous psychological testing since the start of spring has caused a deterioration of my mental state, caused by the natural fail rate 10% to 20% of the tests, and as usual the loneliness, the isolation, the anger, has caused slight paedophile and homosexual interests to return, however, some of this increase is due to people and children behaving in a provocative sexual manner in front of me, this causes sexual interest to increase. I do not want sex with a child or an adult male, I have never entered in to sexual behaviour in these areas, I have never entered in to any unlawful paedophile behaviour.

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The negative thoughts have returned, the panic attacks have returned, the psychopathy has increased, I spent about 20% of my thought time per week in angry thoughts of retaliation, this is a considerable waste of time, very counter productive, the realisation of this adds to the anger. I now realise that my recent girlfriend, while the relationship ensued, gave me great mental stability: in that she more than satisfied my sexual and social desires.

That which I cannot understand, is that on hundreds of occasions in the last ten years I have stated on the telephone with my eldest daughter that I am leaving my house to go and see her at many different times. I leave my house immediately and a test is set up on route. The police reply to my letter states there is no monitoring of my phone. This leaves three other options for communication, 1. A vigilant neighbour, unlikely. 2. The house or phone is bugged. 3. My eldest daughter is in communication with the profilers.

THE TEST LIST IS STILL GROWING.

Thursday. 2nd Jun 2005. 3PM.
Tests in the Northgate Street Library as usual I ignored the tests, there were also tests at Ipswich College Library, I also ignored these tests.

Thursday. 2nd Jun 2005. 3PM.
I wrote to the Managing Director of Ipswich Coops, Re, 0556.txt, stating that he was responsible if his staff aggravated the public, I claimed a million pounds of compensation if I could prove the testing in his local shops. I named times and events. I hoped that this would get the staff fired and put a stop to the testing.

Saturday. 4th Jun 2005.
There was a test in the Foxhall Road Coop with a 10 ? year old black child I ignored this test, however, this made me angry.

Sunday. 5th Jun 2005.
Two fear attacks this day.

Monday. 6th Jun 2005.
One fear attack this day.

Monday. 6th Jun 2005. 4:30PM.
I walked up Cavendish St, I was approaching 107, when I saw the 12 ? year old girl that I like in the distance, I knew this was a test there has been about fifty tests with children and this girl within the last year as I punctually walk up this road. I became angry and deliberately ogled the girl to screw her head up, this was an induced perverted act, induced by the anger at the continous profiling. The red haired 30 ? year old spotter was in the garden of 107, she could have videoed me as I approached through a nearby tree that gives good cover.

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This event angered me for a number of days, made me psychopathic, I was not angry with the girl, I was angry that I had projected a deliberate perverted act to induce psychological damage to a child. Negativity creates negativity, The bullied person always becomes the bully. I fantasised about killing this girl for a few days, this brought down the hate level. My credibility was destroyed.

I like this girl, she displays fantastic art. She plays football with equal aged boys, she is better than them, she runs rings round them: fantastic drive and delivery. I felt that this girl would go far, I felt that I could be watching a future Prime Minister. I loved watching her beat the boys.

Tuesday. 7th Jun 2005. 4:40PM.
I had an appointment with my G.P. Dr. Traverse at 4:30PM as I went to leave the surgery there was a man standing with his back to me on the other side of the internal door. This is a small area between the side entrance outside door and the inner door. I had to look at his back and bottom as I approached him to open the door, I felt sure that he was using a mirror near his front to observe my approach to his rear.

This test annoyed me very much, any person approaching this man in such a position would have to look at his back and bottom. There has been several tests at this surgery within the last 10 years in my assessment, This test made me psychopathic for three days.

Monday. 13th Jun 2005. 7PM.
I went to Sainsburys Home Base with my daughter, there were several tests in the store and a test in the petrol station, I looked at a man as we returned along Felixtowe Rd, My daughter held her nose, this annoyed me very much.

Thursday. 16th Jun 2005. 9:15AM.
A lady police officer came to see me at my house regards the letter that I sent to the M.D. of Ipswich Coop, she told me not to communicate with the Coop again. Did she come straight from the Masonic lodge ? I doubt this, I think it's men only at the Masons. I found the visit amusing.

There has been no further testing in Ipswich coop shops to date, 20 07 2005.

Friday. 17th Jun 2005. 3PM.
As I walked up Bishops Hill, I approached a black clad male aged 25 ? from the rear, I noticed something on his bottom, I thought it was a pair of handcuffs, I eventually saw that it must have been a personal music player, ?I then looked across the road, and saw the spotter looking at me. There was little or no sexual interest in this male.

Tuesday. 21st Jun 2005. 8PM.
I walked up Gladstone RD. As I approached numbers 40 - 50 there were three men talking on the left hand side of the path, and a red clad boy aged 9? on the right hand side of the path, I moved from my centre path position to the right to be in line with the boy to force him to move, I wanted as much distance from the men in case there was violence, I needed to put myself in a position of fight or flight. One of the men looking at me said yes as I approached the boy.

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Wednesday. 29th Jun 2005. 8PM.
Test in Cavendish Street near 107 with black clad children, I ignored this and walked on.

Tuesday. 5th July 2005. 3PM.
Walked through Fore St. snubbed Janet who was outside the Post Office. Walked on to Carr St. Post Office. In the queue there was a man next to me aged 30 ? I was not particularly attracted to him, but he started to have oral sex with his fingers I turned away from him but I could still see him out of the corner of my eye, this sexually aroused me: but I did not want sex with him.

When I went to Sainsburys near by a tall man white top black shorts approached me, I looked at him and then quickly looked at his shorts, this must have been a sexual interest, however, I felt the sexual interest was caused at this time, primed by the man in post office with his oral sex display. This proves how sexual interests can be induced: the victim brain washed in to sexual interest. Tests can then be set up, and the victim fails the test. Nice One !

Thursday. 7th July 2005. 9PM.
I went skating at Colchester, As I approached a teenage girl fast, from behind, to overtake her, you have to approach directly at the person then decide at the last moment which side you are going to pass on, this avoids collisions with people and allows for fast safe skating, I was photographed as I approached this girl. The girl was aged 14 ? good figure, long blond hair down her back.

Sunday. 17th July 2005. 7PM.
As I approached 107 Cavendish Street, there was a car facing me, 3 occupants in the car, 2 adults, and a child aged 8 ? in an unusual position, her back was facing me, her head was near the wind shield, her long blond hair was displayed down her back. I looked at the adults, held my nose and made a wanker gesture with my hand so the adults could see it, I was ready for violence, I wanted to be violent. I walked past the car still making a wanker gesture to the male occupant. This event has made me very angry for about three days.

Tuesday. 19th July 2005. 3PM.
I saw my G.P. I have athletes foot, a fungal problem, I told Dr. Traverse I was becoming very angry at the constant harassment by the sexual psychological profilers, still on going after 10 years. Dr. Traverse could see that I was very angry. I left the surgery and I forgot to mention another matter that is important to me. Negativity creates negativity.

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I have recently deliberately failed tests set up with pubescent children to get rid of the profilers, this did not get rid of them. This testing infuriates me, the induced mental impairment and sexual provocation produces lewd thoughts, and very violent thought fantasy for retaliation. This mental onslaught of the last 10 years has changed a very caring loving man to a lesser caring man, and at times a monster in disguise.

I do not believe that epidemic sexual psychological profiling is the way forward for our species, particularly when amateur profiling children in schools will form groups to sexually psychologically profile: to bully other children that they either determine have homosexual interests or just lie to get other children bullied.

The following notes were written up on Thursday 22nd Day of September from notes on my calendar.

Wednesday. 27th July 2005.
Test in Duke St. Newagents shop in the afternoon, this was a test for an interest in pony tails, I deliberately failed the test, where would it lead? As I left the shop the tester and the spotter were in front of me. The tester said to the spotter did you get anything ? The spotter replied yes.

Thursday. 28th July 2005. 2pm.
Test at Dianne's. Dianne bent over, I deliberately failed the test, I must know if my family are testing me. Lynton was the spotter. My other two grandchildren were in the room. The test seemed to me to be deliberately set up to display me as an oddity in front of my other two grandchildren that I do not often see. My other two grandchildren were not so friendly after this. This event made me very unhappy for about a week.

Wednesday. 10th August 2005. 4PM.
As I walked along Tacket Street towards Eagle St. There was a woman aged 35? walking along the other side of the road, she had nice large breasts, I looked at her, she looked back and then crossed the road coming towards me, I felt this was a test so I ogled her. Two other woman with large breast passed me, I looked at them. As I passed these woman, I heard a man say perv, I laughed: and thought the whole event was very amusing.

Thursday. 11th August 2005. 8PM.
Went skating with Martin, Chris, and Kirsty. At 8PM after participating in the trains game as I came off the rink I was confronted with a 10? year old girl standing near the centre of the exit way, she was standing profile, displaying a brunette extended pony tail.

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I froze as I got near her, standing near her, ( Induced psychological fear test phobia ), I knew this was a test set up from the failed test in the Duke St. shop fourteen days earlier. This spoilt my night, play with fire: you get burnt, this made me very angry.

Monday. 15th August 2005.
I went to Diannes, She asked me to get her car, as I turned right to walk up Wellesley Road, I spotted a 9? year old girl, dark hair, pony tail, in a garden further up the road, on my side of the road. I ignored this child, there was no sexual interest in this child. The spotters, two women, aged 30? were very professional, this was the police.

Sunday. 28th August 2005. 3-PM.
I went to see David to repair his computer. David has often told me that his large penis used to hurt his wife. David has often displayed his penis to me under his pants, he liked displaying his penis to me. In 1991, when I was very mentally ill, marriage poor, David helped me with computer problems, and I awoke dreaming of having oral sex with him.

David knew of my dream, I always had a slight sexual attraction for David, I did not want anal sex, however, I always wanted to have oral sex with David, this was a fantasy. I said that I would like to see his penis to see if it was larger. David displayed has penis under his pants, this did look attractive to me. I asked David if he would like me to massage his penis he replied yes.

I massaged David's penis, I liked this, I told David that I would like to have oral sex with him, but not to ejaculate in my mouth I had oral sex with David, I enjoyed this, I masturbated David's sperm in to a small plastic container. David said it was the highest orgasm he had ever experienced, my analyses of this is that I had performed an exercise that David had great desire for.

Over the next two weeks I had oral sex with David on two more occasions, I did not want David to masturbate me. My sexual interest in David declined, I had acted out my fantasy, we discussed this, I also stated that I had resumed the relationship with Sarah. We agreed to stop the homosexual behaviour. We agreed that our heterosexual interests were very much stronger, our main interests were in women. We agreed to stay friends.

I feel that I would not have entered in to any sexual activity with David had he not kept displaying himself to me, and if it were not for,

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1. The deteriorating relationship with my family.

2, The negativity of the profiling when I walk the streets, and visit shops.

3. No girlfriend, the lack of not having a girlfriend at the time.

4. Problems setting up my business and money worries.

The fact that this sexual behaviour happened with David has made me unhappy for a couple of weeks. Immediately after I had oral sex with David the first time, I had recurrent suicidal thoughts.

My Penis is about the same size as David's, this pleased me, my X wife said that I had a small penis, this had helped set up the pattern for me to investigate this. My girlfriend Sarah stated that my penis was not small, this pleased me.

David stated before any sexual behaviour that he did not care if I published the event, after the event he stated that he did not want publication. I would not have entered in to any sexual behaviour with David had he stated that he did not want any event publication before we entered in to any sexual activity. This event will be published.

Monday. 29th August 2005.
I walked to Dianne's in the late afternoon, there were four tests by amateurs for homosexuality with children, I passed all the tests, there was no aroused interest in the children. The spotters and the tests were set up by amateurs. I had not told anybody of the homosexual event with David, this puzzled me. Police Link to David?!

Monday. 31ST August 2005. 9:15AM.
Left Dianne's to return home. At the bottom of Cavendish St. As I approached a car, a child, 12? curly hair, turned the back of her head towards me, I looked at the girl and the side of the car in case she opened the door, this would have hit me, the girl had nice black curly hair, to my knowledge there was no sexual attraction.

Friday. 9th September 2005. 3PM.
Carr St. Ipswich. As I walked along Carr St. There were four girls that approached me aged 17? 20? One of the girls turned her head and displayed a pony tail, I thought test, so I ogled her head, two of the girls turned and put their thumbs up to a person behind. This stupidity amused me.

Friday. 16th September 2005. 4PM
At Thorpe Station Norwich, pony tail test, deliberately failed the test to spot the spotter. I did not expect a test there.

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Sunday. 18th September 2005. 4:30PM.
At Asda Norwich. As I approached the store entrance, a man saw me coming and moved in my direct path, leaned against a bollard with his back facing me. I ignored this and walked past. There were four men using the cash machines, backs facing me, I looked towards the last mans bottom, failed test. I was surprised at my slight attraction.

Only my sister knew that I was going to this store, however, a neighbour could have spotted me, and guessed where I was going.

Either at the end of the summer, or about this time, my eldest daughter Dianne informed me that she had ruined all my washing, I have always paid her 5 pounds cash GBP a load to do my washing. Over the past few months she has taken longer to do my washing, currently, it takes about a month, it used to take a week.

The washing was ruined by leaving it out in the garden in a bin liner, this leaked, the washing rotted. I felt that I have outlived my usefulness, for the last 12 years I have done baby sitting for my eldest daughter while she worked, the washing was always done on time throughout this period. This has instilled the feeling of, "all washed up", no good any more.

Monday. 24th October 2005.
My sister was admitted to hospital with a blood clot and a heart attack. There were tests at the hospital for homosexual and paedophile interests on many occasions over a 10 day period. There were also tests at Asda when I shopped there. Came back to Ipswich Monday. 14th November. 2005.

About this time there was a low life prostitute staying at Dianne's, her name was Nicki, this girl kept sucking her thumb as she looked at me. I found this provocative, I told the girl this, and asked her to stop doing it, I thought that she was deliberately provoking me: perhaps that is how she gets her business.

In this interim, I told my daughter of my homosexual behaviour with David, My Daughter informed me of her new lucrative vocational prostitute interest. This information depressed me.

Thursday. 15th December 2006.
There has been a bit of local testing to date. However, this day was particularly mentally destructive. I went to Dianne's to fix up an illuminated Father Christmas toy above the front door. Michelle was at home, she was unwell, I kept looking at her, she did not look very well, I was concerned for this.

When I was about to leave, I looked at Michelle for a long while about 5 seconds, she did not look very well, I was concerned for this, Also the love for my Grandaughter is mutually dying because of the psychological testing. As I looked at Michelle I felt very unhappy, Michelle did not look very happy. Dianne was with Kevin the lodger near the door, they were both looking at me, Dianne said yes, I assumed that this was another failed test, I went and kissed Michelle goodbye.

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The effect of this failed test made me unhappy, depressed, and suicidal and psychopathic, just the same effect as the failed test at Christmas of the previous year, This failed test made me very unhappy for two days and has destroyed a lot of the love that I had for Michelle, this follows the same pattern as has happened with Dianne, her mother, over the years.

Tuesday 21st December 2005.
I always walk in Holliwells park on the longest and shortest days of the year. I walked in the park, continuously thought of my grandchildren and the happy times we had when we had been there. However, this is history, I must not get depressed of thoughts of past happy times: I must move on, forward, live for today and tomorrow in my thoughts.

I stayed at my sisters for Christmas, I did not want the repeat of the mental corruption of the previous Christmas when I stayed at Dianne,s I stayed with my sister between the 24th and the 27th days of December 2005. I felt there were tests set up by a friend, Andrew, when we were at his house on Boxing day, he kept moving his feet swinging and circling near me while we were at the dinner table.

Saturday. 31st December 2005.
My youngest daughter Clare and my other two Grandchildren stayed at Dianne,s for three days. I saw the whole family daily for a couple of hours per day. On Monday. 2nd January 2006 my youngest daughter Clare was returning home, we went to the Foxhall News shop, there was a pony tail test in the shop, I ignored this, my youngest daughter was served by the other girl, I think that the girl said yes, to indicate a failed test, we left the shop. I felt my youngest daughter Clare knew this test would be set up.

My Youngest grandson aged 7? sat near me for a while, when I left Dianne's to return home shortly after at 11AM there was a back test with a black clad similar aged boy, and a test with a black female child aged about 10 displaying an off the shoulder bra near the Foxhall news shop, I ignored both these tests, there was no sexual arousement.

I threatened to kill my X wife just before Christmas, she is a pain in the arse, she disagrees with everything that I say, however, her stupid jabber is irritating. This I feel played right in to her hands as she is at Dianne's house most days while she works as a prostitute, I can no longer call to see the children when she is there.

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Updated here-on from notes made between January 7th to February 16TH. 2006.

There has been a bit of further testing over the last three months at the Foxhall Rd, & Rosehill Coops, and Foxhall News. I have not recorded this. My X wife often holds her nose in my company, my grandson often sucks his fingers, holds his nose when he sees me. My granddaughter wears more clothes in the house, she now does not often smile at me, the children are not so friendly.

All the pattern fits the failed tests and that my daughter has published my homosexual behaviour that I told her of in confidence, published to the children. In my assessment my eldest daughter seems to enjoy destroying my credibility, bringing me down to her low life level.

Sunday. January 8th 2006. 5PM
I questioned Dianne about the Sexual Psychological Profiling Tests, She said there had not been any tests, she said the conversation was hurtful again, I said that my assessment of the testing was very hurtful: and very mentally destructive to me.

Between Monday 9th January and Sunday the 15th January Sarah my girlfriend kept saying she would see me next day on most days. I would look forward to seeing Sarah, then be let down. This event was very mentally destructive to me and I stopped the relationship with Sarah for a few days.

Sunday. 15th January. 2006
I could not handle going to Dianne's in case there was any more mentally destructive testing, so I stayed away.

Wednesday. 18th January. 2006
In a telephone conversation with Sarah, I said that I was leaving the house presently to call and see her, there was a test set up on Bishops hill with a tall man with his back facing me near the flats, and a test with two children further on near the post office letter box. The man could see me approaching the children, the children could see me approaching the man. The house or the phone is bugged. I had no sexual interest in the man or the children.

Friday. 20th January. 2006 5PM.
There was a test in the Foxhall News shop with a pony tailed child aged 10, I ignored this test. Dianne knew that I was going to the shop. Dianne texed the shop ?

Wednesday. 25th January. 2006. 3PM.
I went to Walkers Close Physiotherapy unit. I felt there would be tests there, most of the psychologists, police forensic, are based at St. Clements. As I entered the waiting room there was a boy aged about 12 who looked at me, so I looked back at him. A woman started circular foot movements who was sitting next to me, A man opposite started giggling about, I held my nose as I looked at them, the three of them left.

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Sunday. 29th January. 2006. 7:45PM.
I went to the Cinema with Michelle to see the new King Kong film, I felt that there would be tests there. Michelle kept leaning forwards at times as she sat near me displaying her back, I ignored this, there was no sexual interest. I felt the spotter was sitting the other side of us, I could not see this person, I enjoyed the film.

Thursday. 2ND February. 2006.
I went skating at Colchester, I felt that there were tests there with boys, as I sat taking my skates off at the end of the evening a twelve? Year old boy came and sat close to me, I ignored him and soon left, there was no sexual interest. These tests I felt were the result of looking at the boy at the physiotherapy unit at Walkers close.

Wednesday. 8th February. 2006.
I went to Walkers Close, Physio, there was no testing.

Friday. 10TH February. 2006.
I am not happy, It is my birthday Sunday, I know the weekend is not going to be good.

Saturday. 11TH February. 2006.
I was supposed to see Sarah today, we were going out for a meal. I phoned Sarah at 11 AM at her sisters, she said her sister was unwell. Sarah arranged to see me at her flat this night after six, she said that she would telephone me from her flat and I would go to see her.

I rang her sisters at 7:30PM Graham her partner said Sarah was not there, she had left earlier. Her sisters children came to my house looking for Sarah, I told them not to go to her flat, they were not allowed there.

I went to Sarah's flat, her sisters children were at the door, I did not allow them in to the flat, Sarah was not there, we all left going our separate ways.

Sunday, 12Th February 2006.
Happy Birthday, In the garden behind my house I could hear loud shouts of perv, this sounded like Martin and his sister, were they shouting at me? Who knows? This did not do my mental state a lot of good.

I had recently disclosed on the telephone that I was very unhappy with Martin, he had been very cruel to my granddaughter, and had spoilt her evenings skating. I asked my granddaughter at the time of the incident, did she want me to attack Martin, she said no. I just feel like punching Martin in the face when I see him. Under no circumstances does a man unwarranted hurt a child. I said this on the phone.

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My sister telephoned and wished me a happy birthday at 10AM. My Daughter Dianne Telephoned at 2PM ? and wished me a happy birthday, My grandchildren phoned at 3:30 PM and wished me a Happy Birthday. Sarah never phoned, I did not bother to contact her. By 3:30 PM I was becoming very unhappy, I thought if there is another mentally destructive psychological test today with my Granddaughter, this will make me suicidal.

I did not want to go for the meal with the family, I was very concerned for testing and the possible mental negation. However, when I spoke to my Granddaughter, she seemed very happy to be going out for the meal, so I decided to go. I received cards and presents, Particularly a nice box of chocolates from my Granddaughter, that she bought from her own money.

The meal went OK, as we were about to leave, as I approached the exit, there were three children there aged about 10 to 12 looking at me. There was also a nice woman with a nice pony tail, I looked at her briefly, did not look at the children near the door, I felt this was a test, I ignored it, this test did not negate my mental state. Always a test, it never stops.

Monday. 13TH February 2006.
Mid morning the telephone rang, It was Jean, Sarah's carer, she wanted to know what had happened, I explained the situation, I said that I would see Sarah after lunch, there would not be any anger on my part.

I saw Sarah, we discussed the situation she said her sisters phone was broken over the weekend, she said she could not use the phone and she could not contact me, we agreed that her sister appeared to want to split us up. I said that I was prepared to continue the relationship, I asked Sarah if she would marry me, she agreed that she would.

I told Sarah of the homosexual behaviour with David, and stated that there had been no homosexual behaviour with David since I had resumed going out with her. I planned to get engaged at Easter if everything was going ok. We made love for most of the afternoon.

In the afternoon I said that at six o'clock I would leave and that I was going home to read the science news on the Internet, I also check my e-mails, If you do not read the science news daily, you miss it, you cannot read it again. I said that I would be back before 9PM to stay the night with Sarah as she does not like to sleep in her flat alone.

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At 8:30 PM Sarah telephoned me, said her sisters children had arrived, she was going to take them home in a taxi, this meant that she would stay overnight at her sisters. She asked when she would see me again, I said that she was unreliable with arrangements, ring me when she could and I would see her.

Tuesday. 14TH February. 2006.
Valentines Day, I woke up thinking of Sarah, I was very happy that she had agreed to marry me, I was extremely happy, happier than I had been for years. It is Valentines day, I wanted to see Sarah today if she could see me, perhaps we could go in to town for lunch and spend some time together.

I telephoned her sister at 9AM to talk to Sarah to wish her a happy Valentines day, to tell her that I loved her, and I wanted to see her. Her sister said that she had not returned the children the previous night by taxi, they arrived home at midnight, she said Nicky, Sarah's X boy friend was at the flat when the children left, I spoke to one of the children, they confirmed this.

I went and saw Sarah at her flat straight away, 10 Am Tuesday the 14Th It looked as though two people had stayed at the flat, I stated Nicky had been there, one of the children had confirmed this, Sarah did not deny this. I left the flat and returned home.

Jean the carer telephoned me later in the morning, she said Sarah was upset, and she wanted to know what had happened. I explained the situation and said that I could not handle any more of this, I stated, I just cannot handle any more, I said that I wanted to pick up the articles in Sarah's flat that were mine in the afternoon.

Jean said they were going out and would not be there, I said that I would call, collect my things, and leave the keys to the flat that Sarah had given me as pass keys. When I got to the flat there was two cards on the table in envelopes and a present, I did not open the envelopes or the present, I left with my articles in the taxi that I had pre-arranged for the visit.

There was no definite proof that Sarah had slept with Nicky or that he was ever there. I stopped the relationship because Sarah had telephoned me stating she was going to take the children to her sisters. Had she took the children to her sisters as she said she was going to do, she would have been at her sisters and been there when I telephoned the next morning. Sarah had lost her credibility again, anything she would say was pointless.

If Sarah loved me, she would have found a way to phone me on my birthday, she could have gone to her mothers to phone me, she could have borrowed 50 pence and phoned me from a phone box.

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Presents and words are useless, It is how you behave, how you conduct yourself that matters. My concern is Sarah telephoned me with a lie Sunday night, she did not want me at her flat, why? I had explained the homosexual behaviour to Sarah and that it had stopped when I resumed the relationship with her: and that I was very unhappy that the homosexual behaviour had ever happened, this act of homosexuality has destroyed my credibility and my self pride considerably.

Sarah is an habitual liar, I have heard her lie on the phone several times to her sister, she is also a nymphomaniac, she cannot help what she is. I think Nicki will be good for her, he will take all her money, this will stop her over eating and alcohol drinking, this may make her live longer. Sarah confirmed in a letter to me that she had entered in to sexual intercourse with Nicki 3 Hours after I had proposed marriage to her.

The people that are against me in this town have won, they negated my brain so much with the profiling where ever I went, family included that in a poor mental state I entered in to homosexual behaviour.

Wednesday 15th February. 2006.
I collected my bike that I had forgotten and left at Sarah's flat, fortunately it was still there. I had discuss with David on the telephone that I was walking to Sarah's, leaving shortly. There was a test with children at the red cross shop on Felixtowe Road, This is one of the shops where testing often takes place, there is another area further up the road, and of course the Rose Hill coop shop.

I have typed up the notes from the 7th January until today - 15th February 2006. David telephoned me and wanted me to masturbate him, he was aware the relationship has stopped with Sarah. The predators soon come out of the shadows when the victim is weak, I declined his offer.

I have laid in bed for three hours today Wed 15th, depressed and slightly suicidal. The accumulative areas for the depression are,

1. The loss of my credibility entering in to homosexual behaviour, this has been depressing me recently.

2. The loss of a girlfriend however bad the relationship was, I was hoping that it was going to come good.

3. The ongoing psychological profiling, it never stops, however, it is less than it was last summer when I deliberately failed a lot of tests to try to stop it. The amount of tests at this time was increasing suicidal ideation.

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4. The problems associated with the marketing of my latest book.

5. I am still angry with David, he knew that I was vulnerable when he originally made sexual gestures to me. He stated before any sexual activity took place that he did not mind if I published. I would not have entered in to sexual activity otherwise as I keep this diary recording how my life adapts with negative or positive event.

6. My Daughters new vocation as a prostitute has not helped my mental state, particularly when she boosted to me about it. 80 pounds at the front, 120 pounds up the arse, as she put it.

7. Prostitutes in my daughters house, a low life, Kevin, living there, An habitual car thief, six consecutive years in prison. Thieves are the lowest, they negate the mental state of honest people that they steal from often causing poor mental health or suicide or death for their victims.

I believe Kevin and my eldest daughter make rude gestures behind my back to negate my credibility in front of my family, I have not been able to catch either of them doing this yet. This is a pity, I would like to catch them doing this.

8. In my assessment, my eldest Daughter seems to enjoy destroying my credibility in front of who ever she can.

9. I am depressed at writing up these notes, none of this should be happening.

The corruption and negation of my mental state principally by my eldest daughter and many others is logged in Book-5 published on my ipswichswimmingpools.com web site. This text will be added there as an extension of the text that is already there.

My diary is the absolute truth: as are my books. It is very likely that portable accurate lie detectors will be available in the next five years: and hopefully an expert with such a device will analyse book 5 with these appended notes, with me, before I die.

I will talk to David, he can hear this text, if he stops our friendship because of this text, well, that's life! He should not have entered in to sexual behaviour with me under false pretences.

I currently do not want to see any of my family, the holding of noses, oral sex gestures, gestures behind my back, the low life's that are in the house, I never know when the next test is going to hurt me, I cannot handle it.

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It is unlikely that I will commit suicide, however, if this happens, my true account will be published on the internet, paid for on a server to be there for 10 years with all my books and my work. The account will show how an honest upright citizen that goes against a local government's criminal activity can be destroyed by sexual psychological profiling: this knowingly deliberately adapting his mental state to lewd behaviour.

All of my friends that I skate with I feel have been involved in the testing, this has caused me considerable mental impairment.

Sunday 19th February. 2006.
I was reluctant to visit my eldest daughter and family, However, I eventually went at 6PM. The meeting went O.K. The children were fine, I enjoyed another piece of my birthday cake and a drink, the meeting was very positive, I left the house happier than when I went to the house.

Friday 24th February. 2006.
As I was about to leave Dianne's house, as I turned to leave my daughter made a masturbation gesture behind my back, I could see her hand moving out of the corner of my eye, this hurt a bit, however, I am getting used to it.

Wednesday 1st March. 2006 3 P.M.
I went to The paper shop on Cliff lane, I said on the phone that I was going to the post office near by. I usually go to this shop to buy an ice cream. I felt that there was a test for love for children at this shop. A man stood behind me with a baby, ( in a push chair? )

The man said he / she ? is smiling at that man, I assumed that the man meant me. The man continued talking in such a manner to the baby to see if I would turn towards the child. I deliberately ignored this activity, I felt that this was a psychological test for love and care, I do not play act to please people or to pass psychological tests.

I proved my altruism and paternalism, love, care, and protection for children, in calling in the H.S.E. and the press to make the Broom Hill pool safe in 1992 to protect children that were in danger: because the swimming pool was so unsafe, I do not need to further prove my love and care for people to anybody.

Thursday 2nd March. 2006.
I went to the post office and shop, there was a test at the newsagents shop to see if I had any sexual interest in these children. I had no sexual interest in the children, there was no interest projected. The spotters were behind a partition, they may have been looking at live camera images.

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Friday 10th March 2006.
I went to Southend with a friend on business, the business person we were seeing held his nose when I looked at his attractive daughter. I felt he had been appraised by local police Masons, perhaps he is a Mason, as to the lewd behaviour that I often display because of induced poor mental state.

Thursday 16th March. 2006.
I went skating, I ignored all the children that I felt were placed around the rink as tests and attractive young women aged 17 to 25 that I felt were posing for tests. This activity went on for some time. I have no time for profilers, also, I will not play act to gain test advantage,

A 12 year old girl nick named Bob kept joining the rink ahead of me looking over her shoulder to see if I was following her. Later in the evening as I approached her she was standing stationary towards the middle of the rink back facing me running her hands through her hair in a provocative manner, she is very slim, there was a slight sexual attraction, I looked at her to confirm in my own mind that this was a further test. This was the only time that I looked directly at her.

Wednesday 29th March. 2006.
I went to the post office on Cliff Lane, this was confirmed on the telephone before I went with David. As I entered the post office, expected test, there were two woman in the shop aged about 20, I ignored them, I was then faced with a choice, the post office male owner could serve me or his female employee.

I chose the female employee, as I stood facing her, remember, I do not like looking at faces, I have had so much psychological damage from facial psychological tests and people holding their noses. So my eyes dropped and I stared at the woman's chest. This was comforting, there may have been a slight sexual interest, I was not aware of this. The male shop owner after a few seconds said yes. The woman after this held one hand near her neck to cover up exposed skin until she had finished serving me.

Thursday 30th March 2006.
I went skating, as always there was no particular sexual interest in any adults or children. As I turned to skate fast through a group of people, I sighted a child, a boy aged 8 ? bent over displaying his bottom, I had to look at the boy as I skated towards him to avoid collisions.

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I faced this boy when I spotted him, I do have an induced oddity, any unusual sexually displayed test behaviour I usually want to check out to see if it is a test, the rink skate is fast: this boy caught my attention within milliseconds, I turned towards him to see if it was a test, I then had to skate through a corridor of people towards this boy, I was not aware of any incremented sexual interest.

A little later there was another boy child of similar age that bent over in front of me as I skated towards him. I deliberately looked at his bottom and stuck my thumb up as a sign of approval. I was becoming retaliatory again, pissed off with the continuous profiling. I really did not care as to what people thought. I have no interest in unlawful sexual behaviour with children, I use sports venues for the therapeutic enjoyment of the sports. I do not use sports venues for sexual gratification purposes.

Later I spoke to Gary the Disk Jockey, Gary kept holding his nose as I was talking to him. I kept smiling and laughing at him as we spoke. The negative events of the evening made me psychopathic and unhappy for three days.

Monday. 3Rd April 2006.
I went to Cliff lane post office, there were tests outside the shop with young teenage children, A test inside the shop to see if I was interested in the post masters bottom, tests outside the shop children asking me to buy them cigarettes, I will not do this.

I entered the newsagents shop nearby, I was confused at analysing the prior testing, a bit disorientated, I did not know what was coming next, some of the tests are very mentally negating. As I entered the shop there was a boy near the door, aged 8? He was leaning against the fridge where I select ice creams or iced lolly's. I became paranoid, I was very close to him, he could say that I touched him If I went very close to him directly to the fridge, so I walked past him, and then returned to the fridge to select an ice cream, I paid for the ice cream, then I left the shop, there was no sexual interest in the boy.

Monday. 3RD April. 2006.
There was a test with a child, near the college, I turned to face the child that was crossing the main road, she was standing on an island in the centre of the road. I felt this was a test, she was petite, small breasts, slender, on first sighting I aged her at 15? Was this a test? I needed to know. As I approached her I studied her face, reassessed her age at 12? when I realised her age, the slight sexual interest dropped.

Tuesday. 4th April. 2006. Duke St. Newsagents.
There have been many tests at this shop. I entered the shop at 11AM. There was a female child aged 8? near the refrigerator where I get my iced lolly's. There was no sexual interest in this child, there was also a test with her black clad tall guardian, I had no sexual interest in this man. I felt the test with the female child was a follow on from the teenage test of the previous day.

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Notes.
It,s warm, the profilers are surfacing after hiding away for the winter. I always phone somebody before I leave my house, the house or the phone is bugged, I do this so tests can be set up for me: and monitored by me.

David has made several sexual gestures to me recently to try to get me interested in sexual behaviour. I have made it quite plain that I do not want to get in to sexual behaviour with him or with males.

Prostitute daughter well in with the crooked element of the police. The psychological profiling at her house is tied in with crooked police officers. 15% of people use prostitutes, that's 15% of local government staff. Is my daughter screwing the Chief of police, who knows ? I was speaking to one very honest man about police corruption, he thought that at least 90% of police officers were corrupt.

Sarah's behaviour made me very psychopathic towards her. Fantasy and thoughts of killing her, smashing her skull in with the soup mug that I wash her hair with. As always, I have controlled my psychopathy, and I have not hurt her. The anger and rage is rescinding. However due to the profiling and the holding of noses in front of me is very mentally disturbing, this keeps me angered and psychopathic.

I spoke to David recently on the telephone, said that due to the recent mental impairment, my interest in peoples backs and bottoms was increasing. The tests with male children's bottoms then started on the skating rink. My anti social psyche is increasing, I get thoughts of hitting people, smashing cars, shops where the testing takes place, staff of the shops that hold their noses, kicking over newly constructed wet cement garden walls as I pass them etc.

I have spoken to several honest men again recently about my low level sexual interest in pubescent children, they agree that my low level interest is quite common.

The psychological damage imposed on me by family, girlfriend, and profilers and a lot of people holding their noses, and abusing me, has increased sexual interest by me currently in young children, this is low percentage interest. This has happened before causing high level sexual interest in young children, there has not been any induced masturbation or need to be near children as an aspect of lewd behaviour, or any drive to commit sexual offences: this hurts children, I have no desire to hurt children.

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With my exposure of police corruption, and council corruption on the internet, and evolved by harassment and victimisation the induced hate for Ipswich people and induced hate for the town I can understand how the Hungerford massacre happened. Given the opportunity I could press the button and nuke Ipswich and all the people, children, and myself. The destruction of children in such circumstance would be instant: atomised in a few milliseconds they would not know what hit them, they would not suffer any mental impairment.

Relevant letters are published in,'The Letters', section.

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